LYRICS: 

She don’t want me anymore 

She got me crying again 

She don’t want me anymore 

She got me crawling again 


As I fall 

Would you pick me up?

Would I be the boy 
you really said that you would love? 

I’m off of drugs 

I can never see straight 

I’m off your love 

Bitch I can never think straight 


I wanna die 

But sometimes I wanna live too 

I wanna die 

But only if it’s with you 

Don’t waste my time 
(Got me dying again)

-

Face my fears 

I can’t bitch

I can’t wake up from it 

I’ve been lost for years 

I just hope this pain

just makes up for something 


Sheriff’s in the house tryna raid 

But they can’t find shit 

I will not conform to a fucked society nicely 


Now feel my fucking wrath 

Feel my fucking pain 

Bitch I’m going off, renegade 

I’ma walk my path 

I’ma do my days 

If I go to hell fuck it anyway 


Life is a joke 

Surrounded by violence 

Never went to school 

Cause I was defiant 

Playing hooky like I had a sick virus 

Mom should have really looked into asylums 

Maybe then I would’ve finally gone quiet 

Nowadays my thoughts are nothing but riots 

Empty my mind as I paint my horizons 

Hearing the sirens 

Mother is crying 

Noose on my neck

Priceless 

-

I’ve been gone and tripping for a long time 

My soul been washed up 
on this shore for a fucking long time 


Our backs bleed from pain 

And our hearts are filled with hate 

We struggle for a dollar 

And some food up on our plate 

We cry and we beg 

We even take our lives away 

Leave my body with the leaves 

and watch my soul decay

They feast up on my flesh 

While the moon is bright and pure 

Right inside this dark abyss 

will be my hidden cure 

My corpse lusts for love 

as it turns from night to day 

The sun disappears as the skies turn to gray 

The sun disappears as the skies turn gray 

(I’ve been fucking gone for a long time) 

-

Can’t you see that darkness is flawless? 

Do you succumb to the abyss 

when it swallows?

And digest the false and imperfections 

Left to dry, that sneaky little bastard 


Messed my life up, fucked all my chances 

Molest my life up, now I’m the faggot 


Justification

It must have been broken 

I lost all control, can’t contain myself 

Emotions, abundant 

I’ve been irrupted 

Fuck all the bullshit 

This boy interrupted 

The truth will unfold 

When possessed by the chosen 

I begged for forgiveness 

But only turned hopeless 


Can’t you see that darkness is flawless? 

Do you succumb to the abyss 

when it swallows?


And digest the false and imperfections 

Left to dry to dry, that sneak little bastard 

-

I’m far from the deep end 

but far from the shore

Emotions that tell me I’ve been here before

I can’t remember they swiped my soul 

Chaos and pain, yeah they made me a mold


I would have swallowed that bullet 

If I had swallowed my pride 

I got invited that night 

But something didn’t feel right 

I heard his ass took a right 

And this his ass took a nap 

He risked and gambled his life 

He fucked around and he crapped 

I think I must have forgot 

I was around the darkness 


I was with fellas that’s heartless 

And Lucifer’s strong men 

Something that’s taboo 

But feels like a warm bed 

Feels like christmas morning 

when you turned 10 


Except you woke up and there wasn’t shit
 
but chaos that bred bravado 

Fuck an empty promise 

It was empty bottles 

Was born from a family that lived full throttle 

Officer please don’t shoot 

I’m a toddler 


I’m far from the deep end 

but far from the shore

Emotions that tell me I’ve been here before

I can’t remember they swiped my soul 

-

Fuck my life up 

Oh so delightful 

I was born from pain 

I never been a disciple 

All my life I was shunned, despiteful

Feast upon me

Dissolve this vessel 

Cast upon thee

God sent me to test you 

“This kid is a handful” 

That’s what’s Lucifer said too 


It’s far from over 

Even if I start over 

-
(Last song is in comments)

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