Rest in peace to a real one.
Prod.  6-6-6

RIP BIG BLACK (DEATHOFFEB & TAFOYA)

Devil on Your Shoulder w/ TAFOYA (Prod. deathoffeb & Bermani)

February 4, 2019

deathoffeb:
Hold on for a second, yeah soon it’ll be all over
Made it through the summer, we can make it when it’s colder 
Ion know, I got the notion that your hearts been playin poker
Couple things that I could never understand till I got older 
Hold on for a second, yeah soon it’ll all be over 
Made it through the summer just like drowning in the ocean 
Ion know I got the notion that the devils on your shoulder
Taking over your emotions, tellin you what to be hopin for

Are you hopin for forever? I don’t things just to do it 
If I’m making all this music, then I’m really going through it 
Wouldn’t you,
Know the truth if you weren’t outchea acting stupid 
No one's makin my feel foolish while I’m outchea playin Cupid 
And she only love me when she need me 
Baby I could rule the world, I’d bring the bottle out the genie 
Still ain’t fuckin with these girls, thousands of em out to see me 
While I’m movin round these shows cause my heart ain't in my city 
But while I’m home, yeah 

TAFOYA:
And if you knew I gave only the best of me
I hope he gave you everything you always asked me for
Always held you down so why you testing me?
Keep myself guarded 'case he acting hard
 
Now I can’t commit 
I can never be the same so why you always in my shit?
No roses only pricks 
Keep my name out your mouth I can never wife a bitch 
Now I hope I’m next up 
I hate these internet pussies they be acting like they flexed up 
Air forces in my dresser 
Ion play no games, lil pussy I’ll address you 
She feeling me but I can never cuff 
I can never trust these women, 
Keep my heart between the clutch
I heard it all before, 
Man this shit'll fuck you up 
Only lunacy when you and me 
Is looking for the lust 

And if you knew I gave only the best of me
I hope he gave you everything you always asked me for
Always held you down so why you testing me?
Keep myself guarded 'case he acting hard

RGB w/ TAFOYA & Bermani

Devil on Your Shoulder w/ TAFOYA (Prod. deathoffeb & Bermani)

this one is for me

death of February 11, 2019

And I've been on the go, for a long time 
And 
I just needa know, is you still down
Is you with me?
Lately got some shit that got me empty
So it's late nights in front of screens up with M.T
Way back when all this shit was still NME's and curses comin at me like the Kennedys 
And she don't love me she just lonely, cause deep inside she wish she never got to know me
Me either 
But everybody's fallin spring fever 
Holdin hands I miss a game to sit with her up in the bleachers 
I watched the sun tumble down
Behind a ocean of her feelings 
Then I watched her wave goodbye before the currents turned rivers
Damn
But then I traded in my goals for some happiness 
And then I lost them both and I ain't had em since 
(Tragic)
Couldnt tell if it's reflections but you deep blue 
I've been walkin with my skeletons they see through 
(Wine glass) 
Got a mountain full of problems I can't hike past
And I just keep droppin the ball when she hike that 
Send a text up to God, get no reply back
But on Sundays know you know where you can find me at 
Come to Thursdays, poppin downers in the culdesac 
Middle of the night gun point where they hold us at 
(BLAST IT)
Cause I be really feelin like there's really nothing left 
Stayin up for 4 days and still feelin like I overslept
Probably got a couple boundaries that they've overstepped
But I just say Im solvin problems that's within myself
Like 
I hate my voice, I hate my skin, I hate this breath 
I hate my verbs, my choice of words, I haven't slept
Still hate my dreams, I hate these feelings in my chest
I hate all these opinions in my head 
I hate my hate my eyes, I hate my lies, hate  when you walk away 
I hate that goals end up like paper in that ash tray 
I hate when i gotta hide you see me 
Hate knowing that I feel that you dont need me
Hate that everything I care about will end up leavin 
A lot of times I hate the fact I'm even breathing (Exhale)
Stomach full of pain that I was having trouble swallowing
Cause God filled up my plate then gave some shit for me to wallow in 
Pepto for depression till it's flowin like the casualties
From wars inside my head and all the martyrs that be after me 
Cause I've been on the go, for a long time 
And 
I just needa know, is you still mine 
Is you you with me?

on go (birthday party)

SUBURBIA

WHAT A DAY WHAT A YEAR WHAT A LIFE MAN
I hate summer I swear

I wonder where you went
I wonder how you been 
I wonder all this shit 
I wanted all that shit 
Way too cautious wit it, like it what it cost ya kid? 
I was joggin then, now I’m walkin wit it 
Split the coffin wit cha, like it’s the dinner check 
Said you sick of arguin, well we could get some rest 
Come die with 6 rings, I’m just like Belichick 
Girl you are my home, and I’m a patriot

PATRIOT

writing exercise

I need a vacation

I do 
Not know 
What I’m fighting for 
I do not know what I’m fighting for
I do not
Know what I’m fighting for 
I’ll find a cadence ‘fore I find what has been hiding from me 

I drop an anchor instead of dropping locations 
The wind in my sails been taking into the gulf of Aden 
Instead of floating off, Id rather in stay in place
My cellular off, the tears on her face 
She seems a little upset, suggesting she’s knowin what’s best
Again, I’m Stallone in Sylvester’s suffering succotash 
If I, can’t make it out
Then they might hate me now 
And while she’s entertaining other men I entertain demons instead 
Don’t speak to me please, I keep a mountain of dreams 
But still the hills have eyes
And I do too 
And we can’t hide, when time tells truth

RIP BIG BLACK (DEATHOFFEB & TAFOYA)

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