yuuuchi - pain

produced by me

lyrics -

its three o clock at night
now everything's alive
wasting all my time
writing songs that no one likes

im a waste of space
in my room all day
wasting life away
lifes so cliche


but i dont want to go
take it all out before i know
the easy way out feels so close
would you miss me if i was a ghost

its getting oh so loud
dambin every sound
bleeding standing ground
i cant with you around

oh my life is not mysteries
yet nobody gets it
never feel the same 
since you brought me  all this hate
pulling all the strings
to make it seem okay
the drawings on my wall 
make me seem so insane

am i just a lie to you
make me feel so high to you
this building pressure i consumed 
make it seem so hard for you
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flower petals ✾

strings

album artwork by midlevain.
here are the links to the music videos

when you're not home :
https://youtu.be/51DjEIh7tuE?si=UYIdfCDPeex4F9Kx
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right now: 
https://youtu.be/HiY0D4Kp1jw
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this album is written in a time of hardships, and bliss. being with Miranda, feeling as if soul mates can exist for the first time is eye opening to say the least. and with all these great feelings, that balance in the world people always speak of becomes ever more present. it has felt like, the more i appreciate love, the more my health and people who don't know me at all try to tear me down, or take what i've been working twords.

i wrote a really long message about this album, but it won't let me share that much text here, so for those interested, it is on bancamp here. https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xx

nothing is real, part XX

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paranoid

бесконечная зима //w KVESTAR

produced by heylog

lyrics:
baby i am goin
goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
goin goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
(2x)

i no longer am vacant
thank the lord i made it out alive
i was never complacent
but i heard i was sticking in your mind
even if that wasn't true
ain't nobody stoppin you
split my brain in half, in two
i hate that i gotta leave you

baby i am goin
goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
goin goin goin
i'm goin
know it know it know it
just know it
(2x)

bullseye

ZAHAR.mp3

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inner demon

produced by heylog

lyrics:
i just hide upstairs 
acting like i care
when you send me a message 
my feelings are not there 
find me in the woods 
know where i have stood 
thunderstorms passing over 
oh man i'm feeling good 
i just disappeared 
no i do not care 
if you send me a text message 
i'll just leave it there 
scout me in the sticks 
somewhere in the twigs 
oh somehow all the pain stops 
am i a new person 

i just found out all i need to know 
write it down and jot it in my notes 
i cannot trust anyone, no soul 
no we're not close 
ur not my bro 
said you were but anything to get aim 
oh and all this talk is startin to rot my brain 
and honestly i'm startin to lose my patience 
i'm tired of waiting 
i'm up

woods

produced by heylog
enjoy

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

flare

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yuuuchi - pain

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