“This project is a voice note at 2AM—left on read, but still sent. A blend of Trap Soul, R&B, and Emo Rap, it’s for anyone who’s ever loved too hard, texted too late, or healed too slow. These songs ain’t just tracks—they’re receipts, regrets, relapses. Zone out, cry, heal, or just feel something. This ain’t for the club. It’s for the ride home.”

This Ain't a Love Song, It's a Threat

A dark love letter whispered on 808s.
This isn’t a breakup song — it’s the last thought before the fall.
Voicemails, falsettos, ghost texts, and rain on a bridge.
For the ones who wanted to leave — but stayed anyway.

“I made peace with dying. But not with you.”

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Still loving you

No peace. No rest.
Lying awake with my eyes open wide
Creeping and crawling
I'm losing my mind
Clawing and screaming
"No I won't go"
It's too late
I'm losing control
And you say it's a bad dream
Well
Maybe so
But I don't know
I wake up screaming
Feels more real than being awake
All I know is I'm never gonna be the same
And I swear this isn't a bad dream
This is the real thing
I'm wide awake
Can't even sleep without hearing her cry
She's screaming my name and the tears in her eyes
Guilt and shame eat away at my soul
And I pray that it's all in my head
And you say it's a bad dream
Well
Maybe so
But I don't know
I wake up screaming
Feels more real than being awake
All I know is I'm never gonna be the same
And I swear this isn't a bad dream
This is the real thing
I'm wide awake

Wake Up Screaming

Back To You

Forever Mine

Falling Out Of Time (International Version) is Mokhtar’s most expansive and emotionally layered work to date—a minimalist R&B album that speaks in three tongues and countless moods. Written in English, Tagalog, and Malay, the project transcends borders and time zones, capturing the universal ache of change, memory, and quiet rebellion.

Each track is a timestamp from a life lived in fragments:

• From the melancholic refusal in “Ayoko ng Sunset Ngayon” to the cinematic collapse of “The World Is Shaking”,
• From the nostalgic ache of “Childhood” to the poetic defiance of “Cutting My Hair at Home”,
• From the imagined escape in “Life in Another City” to the theatrical finality of “One Last Dance Before My Inevitable Death”,


The album moves like a slow dissolve—velvet vocals over ambient textures, lo-fi percussion, and lyrics that feel handwritten. It’s not just international in language, but in emotional reach: every song is a passport to a feeling you thought was yours alone.

This version is for the listener who’s lived in translation, who’s felt heartbreak in more than one language, who knows that time doesn’t heal—it distorts. Mokhtar doesn’t offer resolution. He offers resonance.


14. Life In Another City

This song is about meeting someone so special, it feels like they’re one of a kind. It’s a story of unexpected love and connection — that moment when you realize no one else compares. “I’ve never met anyone like you before” is the heart of the song, a reminder of how rare and unforgettable true connection can be.

Never Met Anyone Like You

If You Know You Know

“Ward 7” is a chapter in the Years Without Help concept album.
This track sits inside the emergency room/psych ward reality — when someone asks for help at their breaking point, but the system is overloaded, understaffed, and built for containment more than care. It’s the terrifying limbo between “I’m trying to live” and “please don’t miss me.”

Alt-R&B with lo-fi trap drums and spoken-word confession, close-mic and tense like fluorescent nights and waiting-room time. This chapter shows how people can leave a ward alive but still unheard.

Content note: explicit language + heavy themes (mental health crisis, hospitalization, neglect, loss).

Real-world context/example: https://www.theguardian.com/society/2025/nov/11/nhs-trust-fined-after-woman-killed-herself-hepworth-death-trap-ward

Ward 7

Its a funky time to be alive and othered, as the earth shifts and shakes under our feet in the final throws of a dying era of greed and hate.  A new era is  dawning out of the ashes, let us rize and raize the vibration through loving self compassion.

Rainbow Rizing : World AIDS Day  25 Mix

Dodged That Spin-Out (Comedy x Vibey x Snowstorm Song)

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