@sorrow_bringer

Across the stars, they hide so far
In light of ours, they bleed through scars
Look down on me, we couldn’t see
Until we meet, we’ll never be

Don’t look at me, when I’m gone sometimes
All that I regret, I find you on my mind
At the top you’re gazing, somewhere I won’t find
With the silent comfort that we’ve left behind

Across the stars, they hide so far
In light of ours, they bleed through scars
Look down on me, we couldn’t see
Until we meet, we’ll never be

Falling down a hole, no coming back
End of episode, skipped off the track
No one ever knows, can you relax
Give me a reason, I’ll pay in my tax

Open up the chest, gave you the key
Dark matter stretching to eternity
Forcing against us, but we cannot see
The ways it feeds

Across the stars, they hide so far
In light of ours, they bleed through scars
Look down on me, we couldn’t see
Until we meet, we’ll never be

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farewell (prod. sorrow bringer)

Skeleton

Eudaemonia

Hope

i can't feel

to feel safe

NEVERMIND

art -@riley-rand
prod. - @ohexwhy

lyrics:

wanted everyone to know me
but I come out like a phony
I just need someone to hold me
Wake me up, don't make me lonely

everyday I am so cold
one day I'll be centerfold
broken down, I got no more
it always ends up like I told


Dressed up like a villain
All you people children
Sickened penicillin
don change from the billion

cannot call her yours now
find another, pipe down
one day Ill be renowned
do your best to stick around

hard to be happy
riding in the backseat
threw me on the concrete
feel I'm so incomplete

no one here can stop me
flying for some toppy
watch for falling thoughts please
Im drowning in the tall sea

wanted everyone to know me
but I come out like a phony
I just need someone to hold me
Wake me up, don't make me lonely

everyday I get so cold
one day I'll be centerfold
broken down, I got no more
it always ends up like I told

music video

lonely (prod. oxy)

art - @riley-rand
feat - @lilhappylilsad
prod - canis major

lyrics <3

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

Its so hard to be alive
Its so hard to fucking try
Sometimes i jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

Ill be laughing on the day im in a coffin
Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

yeah 

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

you can decide, if we survive
But i just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight    

these thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
never meant me, no left of me
riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
feel less dark beside my side
but you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

i burn money like its nothing
smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like i lost it
feel like i should stop it
but something made me roll another one so now im off it
off the dope like i always been
i feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
so if i want it u can bet im going all in
that's why my friends call me no chill
cause i can try but i can never fucking sit still
unless I'm off that Mary j
but i gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

cause i can't deal w emotions
need to regulate my smoking
feel too good when im toking
see me laugh when I'm choking

smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
i just need a little break
so ill get higher when i blaze

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nothing left - ft. lil happy lil sad (prod. canis major)

art - @riley-rand
prod. - syndrome

lyrics:

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Wrapped up in my mind
Got me drifting space and time
I just wish that you were mine
Life with you would be divine

And I know the darks alive
Tangled up, the snakes are lying
And I wish I could just die
Cannot take these aches inside

So long, so long, take me home, no
So long, so long, I’m gone, yeah

Know I’m coming straight to the top
Know I’m stepping straight out the flock
Everybody pretend I’ll stop
Time goes by, and they still all talk

But I wish that I could have known
Would have never ever condoned
Light come down, upon you it shone
Stick around, between we are sown

Furthermore, set to implore
Stepping out with no discourse
I adore, so say no more
World is lost, its in miscourse

The weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

Weight on my shoulders
Feels like a boulder
Shining solar
Still getting colder

Round here world hurts
Wish I could be bolder
Only heard in sonar
Please pull me closer

so long (prod. syndrome)

I am so alone, cold and in a tome
Darkness lies unknown, but through light I see the chrome
You’re my shining star, sound to my guitar
I’m rolling off a bar, but dont think I’ve gone afar

Only have to blame myself
I let the demons hide on shelf
Wait until im someone else
Attack when there’s no one, no help

Wish that I could just be found
And listen for that single sound
A fortnight waiting for the crown
I’m coming for that vic’, royale

Going and I don’t stop
Higher than a catwalk
Yeah, I want some space top
Think I need a detox

Time expands with space
Keeps on going in the race
Einstein, from another place
Happiness, I’m on the chase

I am so alone, cold and in a tome
Darkness lies unknown, but through light I see the chrome
You’re my shining star, sound to my guitar
I’m rolling off a bar, but dont think I’ve gone afar

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aching - ft. poppy tears (prod. syndrome)

art - @riley-rand
prod. - @fiftysix000

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

While I know the moments placed
Never know if it's the space
Kicked me down and left with haste
Picked up new like its a race

Can I get more weed, garçon?
Maybe some dom perignon
Waste my time in space, Elon
No one ever knows what’s wrong

That’s my greatest fear
I run with no one there
Lost without you here
Said you’d love me, insincere

There’s no one who cares
I’m beyond repair
I miss your stare
Endless despair

Need some food or I'll probably die soon
Sadness showers raining down like a typhoon
McCree ult hitting, coming in at high noon
I run the shit, yeah, they call me zoo tycoon

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

Flower petals fall to floor
Seeking who I am some more
No one knows, I don't for sure
Painted me as wall decor, I’m sore

Broken beyond repair
Choking, smoking with no one there
You’re gone now, where you’d sit, and now I stare
Forgot when two together one heart shared

Seeping sorrow and depression
Baby girl was my obsession
Let that teach you all a lesson
Do not follow your heart guessin’

Listen to your mind
It will do you well in time
Do not stop hitting the grind
Rise above and make the climb

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Speeding highway for my blight
There’s just no way to excite

Always hope even in furthest height
Hate myself, but try my best despite
Thought that you would be my wife
I writhe away, and feel the spike

hope (prod. fiftysix x lil heartbreak)

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

Happy inconceivable
But they think it’s believable
I’m riding in a vehicle
My body what I’m seeing through

Bars and bars, I'm in a cell
Walk around and no one tell
Smoke and smoke, I try and feel
This girls my Achilles heel

Fuck this and fuck you
Feelings I’m used to
Always find new hue
Tear my heart right through

I’m never enough
And I swear you’re giving up
Thought you had me handcuffed
But you really just bluffed

Can only count on yourself
To be there, when no one else
Gives a fuck about your health
And only want your wealth

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, and turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

Don’t ask me for a feature and don’t say I’m “blowing up”
All I hear through that is that I think I’m not enough
Harder than I’ve ever worked and going till it’s up
Til the day the dark consumes me, I’m a diamond in the rough

Don’t call me your friend if not
Shock to me measured in watt
Fake your love for me, allot
And don’t think I ever forgot

After everything I say
Please just stay the fuck away
Cannot take another day
While my brain cells all decay

Nothing handed out for free
Gotta act responsibly
Made a plan out to a tee
But they claim that it’s “destiny”

Sick of this like nicotine
Thought we would be evergreen
Burn away with kerosene
In afterlife, we’ll reconvene

A pill for the issues
But it doesn’t fix them
Slows me down, turns my frown
Doesn’t save my brainstem

Do not wanna breathe no more
I’ve seen it all, I took the tour
World not made for me, I’m sure
Recycle me, when you abhor

turns my frown (prod. fiftysix)

art by @riley-rand

Flying lost, I’m Peter Pan
Never finding neverland
Thought I was part of the plan
See I’m not, I understand

Heart drips blood, it’s black again
See your eyes on other men
It’s nothing, you will pretend
Cut me off like a split end

Black chips on my fingernail
statuette I am so frail
Pray for the love to prevail
Lost at sea, I set assail

Umbrae et morti me tenent (shadows and death are possessing me)
For my sins, I will repent
Shaped at once, and now I’m bent
Gave my happiness for lent

Umbrae et morti me tenent
Spirits call, I’m in torment
Cry for those who lie, lament
Dark doors hold the main event

Flying lost, I’m Peter Pan
Never finding neverland
Thought I was part of the plan
See I’m not, I understand

Pick my brain until it shatters
Make my bones into a ladder
Dispose pieces, they don’t matter
Thought I’m sad, but now I’m sadder

Anxiety inside of me
Showing what I’m tryna be
I’m fearing I’ll never be free
And fight my mind eternally

Flying lost, I’m Peter Pan
Never finding neverland
Thought I was part of the plan
See I’m not, I understand

nyctophilia (prod. koast)

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

You ain’t gotta feel so blue
I can make you feel brand new
Make love all night with you
Without you


Don’t want to breathe
Without you
Don’t want to see
Without you
Do you feel 
The same as me?


The bad path I chose
Left me stranded alone
But I never answer
When you hit my phone


Oh yeah, fight through it
All, all that I do is
Not enough for you
It’s not enough

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

unraveled - ft. guccihighwaters (prod. fiftysix)

@softhert

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

Cracks and crumbles, falling down
If no ones there, does it make sound?
I try to flip and turn my frown
I’m killed by chemical compounds

Weight of an empty room
Keeps me inside a tomb
Dust my thoughts off with a broom
A flower in the dark may bloom

Wake me up in another reality
Help me find a piece of vitality
Do my best to protect my morality
Escape the thought that this is the finality

Creep through the night like a monster
I’ve broken her heart, I know it haunts her
Maintaining sight, but I still wander

Mind always racing
I’m always chasing
The dreams that I’m making
Are mine for the taking
Mind always racing
My mind always racing

i waited for you all night long 
just to get let down
just to get led on
do it for the days i was skating
tryna build a park in the backyard
now im smoking on the lawn
and im smoking dank
trust me you can smell the stink
when you walk up in my place
catch me rolling up a big ass jibbah
imma face it then dip
i got i big weed dependance
in a daze how i'm living

i can hear em talking telling lies 
like it aint shit
prolly somewhere looking at the sky
like an ancient
theres a cherry in my joint
but i'm smoking on grape bitch
yeah i'm smoking good 
but i'm tryna be great bitch
everybody wanna try doubting me
got me all up in my head im drowing
nothing without me
no i didn't find the music it found me

racing - ft. softheart (prod. syndrome)

@i_x_t_a_i_l_s
@syndrome-beats

Life is a fuckery
People that you used to be
Best of buds with might turn out to be an enemy
Earn your stripes
Get em swiped this world don't have no referee
Treat their friends like doodle shit while you remain the centerpiece
It does have a moral code
You fuck up you really gotta let em know
Accept the negativity and let it show
They your brothers, if anyone would, they'd let it go

Getting out of bed my body got more heavy
Family balancing controllers tryna keep me steady
All this fucking power from the ones who love me
Despite the ups and down I never been more ready

Eating alphagetti 
In the morning ‘fore I leave
Got a 8 hour flight somewhere out east
And all that's on my mind is how I'll let you eat
For the past 20 years you allowed me to breathe

That goes to my mom dad brother and my g's
Stay gassin me up and that's what gave me all the steeze
I was was stuck in debt and I was still buying weed
Man would pull through with some harveys and a deegs 
When I poured it out and had no blood to bleed
Man would rise against the circumstance and help me from my knees

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
What vibe am I on
I'm just tryna accomplish something
I'm just tryna accomplish something
Before I die before I'm gone

Is this the life you want
Is this the one you want
Do not know what vibe I’m on
Music will stay when I’m gone

When I’m stepping on the block
See I’m gliding to the top
Call me Deku, I’mma drop
Anyone trying to talk

Breathing heavy in the wild
Lips sweet like black and mild
Nothing brighter than her smile
I’d run mile after mile

Deceive what I see like the shape of a column
Fear stems out from all of my problems
Shaking I’m feeling more and more solemn
I don’t think that I ever will solve em

solemn - ft. 9tails (prod. syndrome)

@kaiyko

Please stay away
I just can’t take the pain
Outside, a castaway
Reaping in my own disdain

Stuff of the past that sticks in the future
Lying to me, I thought that I knew her
Band aid my heart and pretend that it’s fine
Nothing else matters when I know you’re mine

Hold me tighter than when you held him
My smiles coming, soon it fell grim
Taking part of me, losing a limb
Embers were burning, slowly they dim

I’m stuck in the time
You weren’t mine
Can’t take the crime
I saw the sign

Breaking down I’m crying
There’s no point in trying
Away, I am flying
I hope that I’ll be dying

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stay away - ft. kaiyko (prod. demxntia)

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

Only wanted when they need you
Body feeling like it’s see through
Always anxious, what can I do
Poisoned thoughts are sticking like glue

Everything happens for a reason
Future moments holding people teasing
Freezing in the cold winter season
Sickness doled, struggling from sneezing

Bleeding within
Can’t see the blood
Leaking of sins
Expose the mud

Shadows call
Set em’ free
Seen it all,
Every sea

Just hold me, just hold me
Your only, I’m lonely

hold me (prod. syndrome)

As I lose my mind
I’m running out of time
But the the stars aligned
And I don’t know why

No way to change my path
So they call me psychopath
Remnants of a tortured wrath
Hide my tears in aftermath

Blood upon the mantle
Dripping like a candle
Sprinting to a standstill
Nothing ever can thrill

Cause I’m seeking clarity
When I feel the stare at me
No one really cares about me
Only thing I guarantee

Water drops upon the glass
Drowning in inherent past
Every moment comes to pass
Walking by like I’m the last

As I lose my mind
I’m running out of time
But the the stars aligned
And I don’t know why

No way to change my path
So they call me psychopath
Remnants of a tortured wrath
Hide my tears in aftermath

lose my mind (prod. fiftysix x lil heartbreak)

@skress

Don’t know how you sleep at night
Living with clouded sight
You fade the line from left to right
But know you’re stealing light

I don’t know what you will ignite
And I don’t know how you sleep at night

You’re stealing from souls
You have no control
Feed fire to coal
And it’s getting old

Hold cold in like stone
It’s cracking your bones
Once inside is shown
Your cover is blown

Hear the sirens
Speak the violence
Never thought that you could ever act so childish

Keep on wildin’
Through the silence
Eventually, I know they’ll see it ain’t so stylish

Even though you will resist
Shouldn’t even exist
Until the day you’re gone, dismissed
I just will not desist

I will not stop, persist
No matter what’s amidst

I will not stop, persist
Until you’re in the abyss

Don’t know how you sleep at night
Living with clouded sight
You fade the line from left to right
But know you’re stealing light

I don’t know what you will ignite
And I don’t know how you sleep at night

sirens (prod. skress)

@hxrxkiller

And I, will try
To find, my life

As time passes by
Removing my disguise
Reveal our true demise
Where all the pain resides

Stomach of sickening jealousy
So I look to what I never see
Seep in the cracks of my empathy
Seeing the light that I cannot be

When I look at what it’s coming to
Gotta get outta the way of you
Nomad of night always changing hue
Secrets of life that I never knew

We can be forever
But only if we’re together
I’ll keep you above the weather
I promise there’s nothing better

But if we stop
There is no swap
Remiss to drop
Lifeless we shop

And I, will try
To find, my life

disguise (prod. hxrxkiller)

@boyfifty

I just can’t sleep
You’re drowning me
All I’ll be, is just a creep

You’re all I need
And all I see
A selfish greed

Problems leaking in my head
Anxiety left me for dead
Everyday I’m stuck in bed

All of what I should have said
A virus that too quickly spread

Feelings grow stronger with time
But I can’t rewind
Through problems, I climb
I’m slipping, I find

Silence aligns
You ignore the signs
As we’re intertwined

I just can’t sleep
You’re drowning me
All I’ll be, is just a creep

You’re all I need
And all I see
A selfish greed

I’m here for you now
I swear it, I vow
With under the clouds
Our song is the sound

Sinking deep down
My thoughts run aloud
Just don’t let me drown
Just don’t let me drown

drowning (prod. boyfifty)

I’ve been waiting for
You to walk out that door
Feelings I have no more
Hold me responsible

Just need a reason
Constantly teasing
I don’t have any shit to believe in

Go, go, go, go
Won’t be held accountable
Just go, go, go, go
Please just leave me the fuck alone, screaming I don’t wanna know

Go, go, go, go
Freedom seems impossible
Just leave it the fuck alone 
and, go, go, go, go

Take their name vain
Fill my blood with disdain
Future filled with pain
Vile crimes, arraign

Don’t know my name
Covered in shame

Go, go, go, go
Won’t be held accountable
Just go, go, go, go
Please just leave me the fuck alone, screaming I don’t wanna know

Go, go, go, go
Freedom seems impossible
Just leave it the fuck alone 
and, go, go, go, go

go! (prod. pacific)

Tied, I cannot recline my mind
It’s keeping me up at night
Pieces of you and I, but

Why, I’ll never decide
How time, it eats me alive
But I won’t abide, and I will survive
It bleeds through my eyes

Bringing more than I can stand
Thought I’d be the only one holding your hand
But we’re built from sand, I can’t be your man

All the moments spent alone, from home
Fear within the great unknown, we’ve shown
We all must atone, for which we have grown

I’m tied, I cannot recline my mind
It’s keeping me up at night
Pieces of you and I, but

Why, I’ll never decide
How time, it eats me alive
But I won’t abide, and I will survive
It bleeds through my eyes

Kill with your words
Leave me in dirt
Know what your worth
You won’t be hurt

I remain alert
And you stay inert
How is it I am the one staying cursed

I bid you farewell
I’ll see you in hell
And we will rebel

Tied, I cannot recline my mind
It’s keeping me up at night
Pieces of you and I, but

Why, I’ll never decide
How time, it eats me alive
But I won’t abide, and I will survive
It bleeds through my eyes

tied (prod. pacific)

I lost my soul they took it all
Feel so small when we fall

Can’t erase the pain without healing
On my knees, I’m begging and kneeling
No one knows the way that I’m feeling
Took my heart, I swear that you’re stealing

I cling to life so desperately
But why can’t you try, for you and me
The broken pieces of what could be
Reveal the real truth, we just can’t see

Never find your company
You said that it wouldn’t it be
Now everybody killing me
I got nothing left to see

I’ll let you decide
If I’m by your side
I’ll be your guide
For every tide

I cling to life so desperately
But why can’t you try, for you and me
The broken pieces of what could be
Reveal the real truth, we just can’t see

No swap
‘Til I drop
I will not stop
I will not stop

You thought
I had forgot
I will not stop
I will not stop

I cling to life so desperately
But why can’t you try, for you and me
The broken pieces of what could be
Reveal the real truth, we just can’t see

broken pieces (prod. mantra)

Irrational people feel no need to hide, when facing the tides
Who faces a terror of measurable size, but no one decides
I’ll never forget all the beating inside, you know that I tried
A blade of the dark leaves its mark on your eye, it sparks us alive

If you look in the sky, the birds always fly, even through the night
Nothing changes the light, there’s no way to find, what’s creeping behind

The things you say are clouded
They’re all around, surrounded
Thoughts are feeling crowded
I never thought I found it

When you’re looking through me
I wanna know what you see
Thought that you had knew me
Don’t think that it could be

The way you look at me, it made me so happy, even through the end
Amidst all the trouble, we burned it to rubble, again and again

If you look in the sky, the birds always fly, even through the night
Nothing changes the light, there’s no way to find, what’s creeping behind

Hoping in vain that our time isn’t near
Search of tomorrow with all led by fear
No rearranging, nothing to steer
Live in the moments that we held so dear

Swimming the currents with nowhere to run
Sinking alone, as the darkness begun
Cold and forgotten, I’ve wrought what I’m from
Traveled so far just for nothing to come

If you look in the sky, the birds always fly, even through the night
Nothing changes the light, there’s no way to find, what’s creeping behind

Look in the sky, birds will fly, through the night
No changing light, no way to find, what's creeping behind

through the night (prod. mantra)

Every single time
See you hitting on my line
I can feel the pressure building like a bullet in the spine

I’m wasting life to keep up the fight
But, it seems like nothing is right

I know you thought that I had needed you
But castles of sand cannot be glued
I wanted the things that you just couldn’t do
So rip me apart, and soak in the truth

Even though now I can see where it ends
I promise I’ll fight it again and again
Wait in the night as I’m stalking the trends
Starting a moment that never begins

Locked in a cage, nothing will change

I know you thought that I had needed you
But castles of sand cannot be glued
I wanted the things that you just couldn’t do
So rip me apart, and soak in the truth

Facing total isolation
Losing grip, I find, I hasten
Stone of time leading patience
But our hearts feeding vacance

So insincere, you were never here

I know you thought that I had needed you
But castles of sand cannot be glued
I wanted the things that you just couldn’t do
So rip me apart, and soak in the truth

needed you (prod. mantra)

One ill step, I’m out the door
Make two quick moves and I’ll make you sore
A fight with me’s eternity
You don’t want to see

I’m the one you’ve waited for
A saving grace within the storm
I won’t abide by any norms, no more, no more

Feed all my agony
I cannot live happily
Cause endlessly, I hate to be, alive, alive

Take all my pain away
And give me another day
I cannot breathe, and you can’t see my side, my side

And I tried to give it time
But the darkness won’t subside
Crawling closer in the night

Give me things that I don’t need
I’m draped in gold, it’s how I feed
Don’t ask me for your empathy
I’m dying, smiling, endlessly

But I’m the one you’ve waited for
A saving grace within the storm
I won’t abide by any norms, no more, no more

Feed all my agony
I cannot live happily
Cause endlessly, I hate to be, alive, alive

Take all my pain away
And give me another day
I cannot breathe, and you can’t see my side, my side

Right by my side, it’s every night
I won’t survive

Feed all my agony
I cannot live happily
Cause endlessly, I hate to be, alive, alive

Take all my pain away
And give me another day
I cannot breathe, and you can’t see my side, my side

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