Written and performed by GENTRAMMEL
Produced by aesttc

@gentrammel - IDGAF!

--------------------CREDITS-----------------------
Beat prod. by Sorrow Bringer
Vocals Recorded by Nkno x popularreject
Mixed and mastered by Nkno
Artwork by Painting & Nkno
---------------------LYRICS------------------------
[Pre Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Verse 1: Nkno] 
I've been searching for so long
For the place I belong in
When I can't find home
I get lost I get lost in
All the memories I can't forget
With you in them
I'm no longer part of this gang
And now it's you and them 
I don't want to hear you say sorry
All the time I spent with you for nothing
From when "just friends" turned into something
Stuck in my head so I'm running away

[Bridge: Nkno]
Running from my problems
Can't escape, I see your call
I need to find a way to solve 'em
And I know its all my fault
And if fate has me on a tightrope
Then you will watch me fall

[Pre Chorus: popularreject x Nkno]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Chorus: popularreject]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie

[Verse 2: Nkno]
Demons in my head 
They wanna be my friend 
Since we're close to the end
Lets just hope I'm not dead
Caught up in shit in the backstreets
Got me reminiscing 'bout you and me
Got me stuck up in the past now
Vision getting blurry  
I can see your face in my dreams
All I see is tears that you cried for me

[Outro: Nkno]
So I have been longing to find my belonging
The demons get calling while I'm fucking falling
I pick up the phone just to hear you say sorry
The past is a bitch and that bitch is a barbie
-----------------------<333-------------------------

Longing

Longing (feat. popularreject)

Longing (feat. popularreject) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

Thank you all so much for supporting me! i couldn't be more thankful and happy with everything i have been given! I want to thank David Kiernan for the artwork and @leansipper !! Shout out to @cozyboycries for mixing song #7!! Love you all so much <3
<3 Acid Castle <3
Everyone who is on the EP----
@1800entity
@guardinmusic
@prodbyvessels
@artax666
@leansipper
@lilheartbreaker
@prod-trash
@lilhappylilsad
@tothegood

dear death, i miss you (Prod. lil heartbreak)

if i die baby (prod. reaper)

(PROD. BY @prodlxve x @kvnny)
engineered @kvnny

lyrix

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

every single day
moving faster like a race
and im hoping that i crash
saw 200 on the dash
fuck a red light
stop sign
i cant give a fuck no
i aint got time
stopwatch
that rolly dont tick tock

woah

if i said it then i mean it
i choose you like
eenie meenie
told you that im never leaving
and you still do not believe me
so i put it in the past 
i cant see you like im stevie
so ill put it on a track
so you see me on the TV
im a rockstar
cant stop till they know it
really hoping i dont blow it
cause i really wanna show it
show show up with the flex
let em know that im up next
yung ghosty with the checks
yung ghosty with the checks

woah
yea i got the checks like its nike
running round my town i think they like me
neck and wrist is icey
baddie treat me nicely
yea
shes bad for my psyche
yea

must have met you in a past life
odd are i loved you then as well
but right now you make me so mad
make me feel so sad
woah

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

you make me feel empty
in my heart i feel blue
cause ur not around
when i close my eyes i see you
i cant get away
from the ghost that still haunts me
now im fucked up cause 
i know that you still want me

empty (p. lxve x kenny)

Track two from Make It Through Fall

Guitar Lyrics And Vocals: Lil Xtra
Additional production: Kado

Links:

Spotify

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Soundcloud

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Insta

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Twitter

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Youtube

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Facebook

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Lyrics: 
Yo I'm Doomed to a life of 7.25, 
No point living right won’t make it out alive 
Making plays downtown, let me sleep on the drive
Leaning from the fucking codine in my sprite 
Leaning on the hollows in his fucking four-five like,
Put it to my head and we’ll see if I can fly 
He don’t really care if I’m impaired just stares, says 
What the fuck is up, bruh you really want to die? 
Yeah, I been blessed with a death wish 
I just hope that I die young and high like Hedwig 
I’ve been too distressed to address this
But I know I can’t be the only one who feels helpless 
And I’m sorry that I’ve been so selfish
I’d change if I could, but I just can’t help it 
But I know who I am, no need to pretend 
Guess I’m I’m still fucked up, and let down again.

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture underneath my mattress
Can’t see the sky to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I know I'm fucking different....

Why the world gotta be like this?
Getting high and she tells me what her step dad did 
I keep the secret so she can pretend 
That her innocence hasn’t been lost in a sense 
So we go to the mall and buy some bullshit 
To block out how fucked up it all is
I just need a whip with the gold plate rims
I just need a pill to feel happiness 
I just need a check and some ice I can flex 
A few more drugs to feel a little less 
A few more hits and a girl that’s obsessed 
That loves all my shit and loves having sex
So I can pretend everything’s okay 
But the world’s so black and I’m so grey 
I hope in the end one day I’ll say 
I see the same old world in a brand new way

Cause I’ve been feeling down can’t wait until it passes 
I hope you keep me underneath your mattress 
Still too blind to see my own condition
I know I can’t be perfect I know that something’s missing

Cause I’ve been feeling down, can’t wait until it passes 
I kept your picture, underneath my mattress
I can’t see the sky, to find my own position 
I know it isn’t working, I know that something’s different

I hope I'm always different

I hope
I hope
I hope...
I hope I'm always different

Different

I know what it’s like not knowing what’s going on in the other room.

afterprom

happy valentines day everybody.

much love to @iamsadgods for being a part of this and @hakunaraa for producing this wonderful beat, go show them both some love, and make sure to show yourself some love too today. 💙

lyrics:
It’s like i’m living underneath my own rain cloud
I’ve been feeling uninspired
Think i’m running out of things to say now

I’m just tryna find my own way now
On my lonely mostly
Soon as i come thru i’m on the way out 

And time
Is moving way too fast

I blink and another
Month has come and passed

Next thing i know
It’ll be next year
Same old me
With the same old fears

I don’t ever see clear
For more than a couple moments

Overthinking these toxic and noxious thoughts
I’m overloading

still hoping
That i can still find my way outta this ocean

Of emotions
But if i don’t ever open up
Then fuck it it’s hopeless

But i been known this
I just need to get my shit together
And focus

On how i could be better
I’m so sick of feeling broken

Life don’t stop for no one
So i might as well get going

Keep the ball rolling

aye
i'm just tryna think of things to say
but i don't think i can until shit starts to change up

and you don't want me to stay,
but i don't think i'd even make it a day
without your love

(sadgods)
got nothing to say
all my feelings fade
pour another shot
and i feel ok
same shit different day
I might suffocate 
And you know your fake
got my soul and you

take it (yeah yeah)
and you take it (yeah yeah yeah)

All I did was give and
all you did was take
and all my friends were fake
and no you you cant relate

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

I keep on walking, I keep on walking
looking for someone to fill my void

spotify

things to say (feat. sadgods) [prod. by haku]

Available on all streaming services & platforms
Music Video: https://youtu.be/XtcBERznEJM
Featuring @chillsdylan
Produced by @whoisdro (guitar by Native Trade)
Lyrics:
Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Trees for the pain that my sorrow caused
Demons in my brain wishing for a pause 
She don’t see me she just see my flaws
Only hit my phone when it’s after dawn 
Cause she on her way
And she know the games that we play
She take a uber home late
We never talk in the day

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Thought that I’d be happy cause I’m blowing up
Still I feel like dying when the sun is up
Shorty she a baddie and she know wassup
But I can’t show her love I’m trying but I fuck it up
Damn had to do it again
She got problems with drama her mama all of her friends
My bro told me to dump her and pick me up in the benz
Don’t wanna see you around don’t pull up to my ends

Smoking dope to cope until I’m dumb
Crying in balenciaga jeans 
Running from my problems with my blunt 
Ash it on my heart it’s on my sleeve 
Won’t do coke I’m scared I’ll love the numb
Loves a drug I turned into a fiend
All this potents filling up my lungs 
Taking off I gotta leave
I take flight in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark
Need you now you’re my lifeline
But we’re both so young and we love too hard
Maybe this just ain’t the right time
I been so fucked up i don’t know where to start
I only see you in the night time
When the sun goes down and it gets too dark

Lifeline w/ Chills (prod. D.R.O.) [VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION]

@boyfifty

As I travel through desperate lives
Wonder what answers
All the pieces are left behind
With their light to shine

I will find, I will find
Peace of mind, peace of mind
Give it time, give it time
Eyes will shine a new divine

Be my remedy
Fix the broken parts of me
Know your destiny
But you’ll turn an enemy

Help me sleep at night
Can you put out all the light
Shine at every sight
Nothing like you quite as bright

Dreaded past so bizarre
Falling like a shooting star
Planet's length away from mars
Cataclysms from afar
Show me where you are

As I travel through desperate lives
Wonder what answers
All the pieces are left behind
With their light to shine

I will find, I will find
Peace of mind, peace of mind
Give it time, give it time
Eyes will shine in new divine

Wonder where this goes
Digging my feet, it’s what I chose
Twist at every road
Seems they’re getting overflowed

Everyone holds back what they show
Overrun by what they don’t know
Take it all in and breathe it slow
In a moment it all could blow

Helpless visions collide
Save yourself and stay inside
Tunnel vision through my mind
Wasted time, wasted life

youtube

cataclysm (prod. boyfifty)

[prød. cøzy]

music vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MR9-2WvQS78

HOOK
we dont fuck with no fuck with no
fake shit
slit wrists
hit licks ey
fuck with no brakes shit
sleep bitch
tight fit
fuck with no fuck with no

fake shit
slit wrists
hit licks ey
fuck with no brakes shit
sleep bitch
tight fit
no we dont no we dont

VERSE
i'll be on the grind no sleep
fucking with a slit low key
tell these fake fucks they can suck my dreams
split at the seams
pussy stains all on my jeans

fuck it
fighting like crabs in a bucket
all these rappers sound the same bitch who doesn't
cøzybøy
snapping back at the summit
watching them plummet

yuh
i used to hold up ideals
now i break them down because i'm in my feels
every time i fuck it's harder to feel
and this heart is getting harder to heal

god damn
i can't find peace no more
damn
i can't find me no more
damn
we just had sex on the floor
damn
i found that fake love before yea

ey i found that fake love before yea
ey i found that fake love before yea
ey i found that fake love before yea

HOOK
we dont fuck with no fuck with no
fake shit
slit wrists
hit licks ey
fuck with no brakes shit
sleep bitch
tight fit
fuck with no fuck with no

fake shit
slit wrists
hit licks ey
fuck with no brakes shit
sleep bitch
tight fit
no we dont no we dont

cataclysm (prod. boyfifty)

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