Ive been bumping this for like a year. Really love your flow and voice. This song helped me through a break up and now as i listen i have nothing but respect and appreciation! Keep the great work coming. Mad talent!

smoking cig after cig
bitch i wanna die
i am sick of that shit
bitch you're wasting my time
always high i feel alive when the sun dies
its alright im feeling fine when i lose my mind
blunt in my hand
hold the gun to my head
pull the trigger, end it all
i know you want me dead
run from the past
the pain always lasts
fuck forever, i need love
i'll die young cus im sad

fuck i ate like shit for the last few weeks
i need more than a kiss baby make me bleed
cut my wrist let me feel some pain
all the shots i missed made me go insane
its getting hard and it makes me wanna die
im breaking hearts and im fucking up my life
i smoke too much
i dont want to stop
cus im fine on drugs

i fall apart
i see your face in the dark
i fall apart
in the dark

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lose my mind (5head x metlast)

@dylaanlotus 

*lyrics*

riptenshi: 

why do i even try? 
when no one gives a fuck bout my life 
so why do i even try? 
(why do i try shit?
when everything always goes unnoticed)

my heart, my heart is broken 
they tore, they cut me open 
no ur not the same, the same person 
idk why u've changed, im still uncertain 
drowned in misery and hella bourbon 
u won't even look at me, i hope it's worth it 

im soulless
my body is so vacant 
hold me if u mean it 
hold me if u mean it 
slam the gas forward 
im reaching for my passport 
don't think that i'll make it 
don't know if i'll make it

dylan lotus: 

why the fuck you switchin sides?
aint no point in lovin, i been broken out my mind
i swear i got way too much bullshit in my life
i swear i dont think ill make it out alive
im just hoping youll be hangin by my side

why the fuck you doing this you always grip my spine
and now i dont think ill make it out alive
now im holding the blade of the knife
felt this way for my whole fuckin life





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if u mean it w/ dylan lotus [+prod. pekarot x lavendertxwn]

give and take

produced by the one and only @nevrfall
lyrics <3

{srypedia}
mom called she told me everything will be okay
im so bored, guitar is like my only escape
my head is hurting, im stimming and i am filled with hate 
pls stop flirting im dense and i know that ur lying
i aint no man i cry when shit gets rlly bad
but its okay, my ex told me that she dont care
i got a deck with ur name and i am filled with despair 
like everydays a test and idk if i’m here
i’m outside 
it’s peaceful and i love the storm
i’m okay, i sit and i think about ur door
ur pretty as u sit and u wait for me
u broke me, torn
hey, i think your voice is warm 

i deal with heartbreak everyday
it eats at my sanity
baby i need u here with me now
im losing it im losing it
u like to tell me im okay but im not
i like to suffer and i deal with brainrot
i love my mother 
hope she makes it to the top
i also love u like no other and i hate myself so what?

[wes]
looking for you, you're nowhere to be found
you can find me 6 feet in the ground
looking at trees and i'm wondering how
did i get this far with so many doubts

tear me apart and run away 
u took my heart and my only escape
comfort in hiding underneath the rain
sometimes i don't wanna feel this way

it's getting harder to not think about you
with every little step that i take
it's getting harder to not think about you
truth is that i've never felt that way

tearing me down piece by piece 
i wish that i wouldn't see you in my dreams
tearing me down piece by piece 
without you here i don't feel like living

hey, i think ur voice is warm w/ sunder.

OOooo
Never thought I'd leave this home  
My heart is cold
But when I'm with you I feel whole
We would stay up all night
Dreaming bout a future lived together
We we're so tight
Now it doesn't feel right
Thought this was forever
I still love you; But I can't lie

It's different now
Looking for a reason just to stick around
It all went south
I recall the moment that my heart died
You were standing next to me
we were on the balcony
Pointing out the stars in the night sky
I thought this was destiny
But you were only testing
Both of us would smile through our white lies
All of the pain that you caused me
Stick my hand in the flame that was birthed by love
Baby your name still haunts me
Theres not a thing I would change; and when push comes to shove

stay - ft. convolk (prod. aloneathome)

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