tanqueray

we started this one like 3 years ago

piano by me, prod ydxx
mixed by maliikai

YDXX & alabenda - tanqueray

personal fav by me & @twxglord ★ est aug 21
piano by alabenda
prod & mix by me
mastered by maliikai
<3

lyrics

when i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i say things that id never say aloud
maybe its fear or maybe i’m just proud
to be a liar, to be a fool, all cause of you
when i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i say things & i wish they weren't true
but the weight of this drink in my hand
is the reason the divide stands 
so tall, so tall
when i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i cant even look at myself
see everything that i hate, i wish it wasnt me

pouring down
i could feel the rain again
the way it dries way it dries & it settles in
i got you under my skin
if ur gonna be like this then take it to the end
hard to say u never fell of the horse when shit bends
but i’m so fucking petty i just cant let that shit end
but i talk 2 myself in the mirror
i talk 2 myself in the mirror

i dont see a reason to bother, all of it’s gonna end
back and forth a teeter totter circling again
another fucking pawn out of billions gone
and if one of us got racks but the others debt maxed
call it efficiency mental deficiency
fact of the matter is you and i different, see
why to continue if none of it matters
the room is a blur and my vision gets flatter
this drink in my hand a green bottle heavyweight
see in the mirror as i ponder upon my fate
i could be someone to fall know that i give you my all
photographs up on the wall now im awaiting your call
leaving me out in the hall
and i drink again hitting the drugs
only confronting the pain from above
i could be somebody taken aback
i sit and i ponder i look at the stack
this drink is in my hand a green bottle heavyweight
fluid as the motion cant afford 2 fucking wait
this drink up in my hand a green bottle heavyweight
drink up in my hand