Copy of Your 2023 Playback

produced by @prodbyjoshwa

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lyrics;

lately
been missing you like crazy baby
wonder where we'd be if you ain't hate me right now
i can tell that you still seem to crave me somehow

let's be honest
baby you never wanted me
baby it's never honesty
it always seems to haunt just me
like damn, open your eyes
lately you been so blind
we'll try this one more time
but if you go i'll leave you behind
x2

missing u (joshwa)

SWING THE BAT FREESTYLE

they wasn't tryna kick it with me
now it seem like everybody know karate 
these rappers poppin in they city 
i ain't really trippin i'm too busy charting
yo label wanna buy a feature from me
but they can't afford the price i'm charging
ain't none of yall fucking with me
honestly i'm barely even getting started

they wasn't tryna kick it with me
now it seem like everybody know karate 
these rappers poppin in they city 
i ain't really trippin i'm too busy charting
yo label wanna buy a feature from me
but they can't afford the price i'm charging
ain't none of yall fucking with me
honestly i'm barely even getting started

all them late nights working hard
now i'm coming up next like toonami
since i jit i been a star
nowadays i'm making waves like tsunami
dropped a couple albums and they all different genres
switching lanes, never car sick
they be like damn, demxntia coming with the heat
but his chains frozen like the arctic!

i remember spending 20 with the gang
cuz if i'm eating then we all eating
i remember eating ramen with the spam
now it's steak lobster calamari
mom was stressed out, so i flexed up
i ain't playing games, no atari
6 figures now i'm shooting for 7
i'm working like i'm still starving

it's crazy how the ones
who were doubting now relying on me
maybe i've been trippin, overthinking
i've been lonely
and the love they show is cap
yeah i can see it through their mask
why they lying on me?

it feel like i don't 
even really fucking know myself
maybe i'm just overwhelmed,
too stubborn to reach out for help
but i'm used to being on my own
never let any emotion show
you know how it go,
please leave me alone
don't be hitting up my phone

they wasn't tryna kick it with me
now it seem like everybody know karate 
these rappers poppin in they city 
i ain't really trippin i'm too busy charting
yo label wanna buy a feature from me
but they can't afford the price i'm charging
ain't none of yall fucking with me
honestly i'm barely even getting started

they wasn't tryna kick it with me
now it seem like everybody know karate 
these rappers poppin in they city 
i ain't really trippin i'm too busy charting
yo label wanna buy a feature from me
but they can't afford the price i'm charging
ain't none of yall fucking with me
honestly i'm barely even getting started

karate!

not my song
all credit to the 🐐
@yungkoifish

koi (@ripcoye) - dont panic

THERAPY

psychosis

when i lay down

subtitles (p. prettyboyron, nickcassidy, greyhawken, & cloud)

TUH MOMENT #008 + SURF ((( PROD THEKID )))

@_kevinpowers - March 4th Freestyle

MUSIC VIDEO

good for health, bad for education

she's like nicotine to my alcohol

my gf's gf (pr. gttc x reedbeatz)

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

lose myself

one call

you might be right (p. dylvinci & mesa)

Tell Shyanne (Prod. Cior x Lodoni x @prodbyapollo_)

no one!

mix and master by anem0s and patrick o’neill
with vocals from oldcollin and wishlane

We don’t like to talk much 
You just know me so well 
Get high in the cold months 
ur so beautiful 
And we confide in no one 
It’s just our little thing
You know you can’t trust no one 
We could be alone for the next few months I think 

And you to me 
It’s personal 
We got along for a while
Come around
And it’s clinical 
Like I don’t wanna miss at all
Gotchu lighting up my room full time 

Then I miss your call
Then you piss me off 
Don’t worry bout it 
I’m tryna talk
You tryna talk 
We both get silent 

——
[gibberish in the form of a chorus]
—-
Oh I doubt it
We blowing up 
Ain’t no way around it 
You’re so in love, drunk
Think about it 
I don’t want nobody 
no 
You did me wrong last time
I let it slide, just to let you know 

Big Lie
Cut y’a role 
Fuck whatchu kno
sleeping all inside of my clothes
You can keep for the road 
I think about you all the time
I never let you know
you tryna tell me shit is fine 
you must think you cold

no one (prod.kbl)

guitars dannyboyoo 
prod corefish

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet

And I didn't know that
Everything was fucked
Before we thought to face the ground
And now I'm
Tryna find the sun
But I can hardly settle down
Oh why am I staying up out of the sightline
Laying in wait from a far cry
Praying I'm late when the heart die
The heart die

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
I know my soul
But if I know myself I can't do the same
Fear of the toll and the blurry vision
I can't stay away
Lost in atonement, going overboard to fall into place

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw then
Make a little content
Get a couple comments
Do it all again the next day in the morning
Hope it all was honest
Freezing up a big star to become a comet
It's easier, I know, but then the feeling of control slips away

Bitch, I might
I might talk
But my gut is spinning all night
You give likes
Give me something and it's all right
A new cartridge in my pen made me all right
Made me all right
Made me, made me

Break down easy and never taunt
Anything to make me forever haunted
Turn down the pain
I get what I wanted
Try to erase
Everything I saw

They say it gets easier, I know
But then the feeling of control slips away
Lost in atonement, going overboard
To fall into place

HEART

Peace Of Mind

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Copy of Your 2023 Playback

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