And in the darkness we look to the light and
its what you don't know that will keep you frightened.
despite the thunder we still watch the lightning
'cuz for a second we know our visions brightened.

Light And

LAYERs

I know im not worthless but thats just making this harder
because if I was left with nothing, then who'd i have to feel sorry for

Im singing in a whisper because i know you dont like my voice
and i hope you dont hate me for being sad, i dont have a choice

im in pain but its my pain and its the only thing you left me
and i cant wait till it swallows me whole and I can learn to be happy

Im not picking up the pieces, its all a bunch of shattered glass
sharp edges probably fatal, dipped in the poison of our past.

Maybe for me

Well I tried to be alone, but there's nothing more that I want
then to be with you at home until the darkness is through.

And I can try my best to wait, hold my heart up in its place
there's nothing that can take my love away from you.

Isn't it funny how we did this to ourselves?
I hope you remember, whatever you have to tell yourself,
That I will forever, and always, treasure my time with you.

Maybe you don't love me but I thought at least we'd be 
kind while we are weak, so we can get through.

But I don't understand how you can break me down where I stand
as I'm reaching out for your hand, because I belong with you,

Isn't it funny how we did this to ourselves?
I hope you remember, whatever you have to tell yourself,
That I will forever, and always, treasure my time with you.

Failed attempt at being okay, take 4.

cotton candy love

The Chains Of Love

Theres static on the line. I'm just calling you to borrow
The car that's broken down. This place is evil now.
The play was on tonight, but i suppose its hard to follow.
So we turn around and miss the final bow.
 
I just gotta know, what it meant for you to watch me go.

Midnight the only time where today becomes tomorrow.
and though its sad to say, the sun will have to wait. 
I could have seen the sign, but is suppose its hard to swallow.
So I turned away, and since you had to stay...

I just gotta know, what it meant for you to watch me go.

Julia Pet