I know many of you have been waiting for this one, so here you go. I hope it won’t disappoint.

Meaning of the song:
Those of you who’ve been following me for a while probably know about my past struggles with anxiety and panic attacks. During my teenage years, it got to the point where I thought I’d never get out of it. I believed I could never live a “normal” life, let alone pursue a career as a musician where I’d have to be on the road and show myself online.

I locked myself in at home, and my world became so small that I lost touch with almost all my friends. I was too scared to tell anyone, and back then only a handful of people knew what was really going on. That’s the thing.. if you’ve never experienced mental health issues yourself, it’s hard to understand what it truly feels like. That’s why I didn’t want to give people a reason to judge.

I honestly don’t know what would’ve happened if I hadn’t had the right people around me at the time. It took me years to learn how to cope, but thankfully I’m living my dream now. The anxiety is still there, but it’s part of me.. and one of my biggest creative sources.

That’s what the song is about for me. Interestingly, when we first wrote it, we imagined a more apocalyptic setting like "The Last of Us" or "I Am Legend".

But when I sing it now, I think about the people who helped me back then. I want to be that person for others and hopefully offer you some comfort through my music.

“...call me any time, no matter how dark it may be.”

Thanks for everything, guys. 



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it's complicated

A mirror shatters across heaven and hell, and AxAxC™ stands in the fracture.
TENƎT · DEIFIƎᗡ · REDIVIDƎЯ. 
From the haunting lull of Palindrome to the apocalyptic anthem REDIVIDƎЯ, this album blurs every boundary between melodic melodies, deathcore, ambient metal, and cinematic rock.

Here, gods walk away from their creations. Lovers become their own demons. And freedom itself burns beneath neon light.

This is judgment.

DISTORT. DISTRUST. DESTROY.
#AXAXC #TENET #DEIFIED #REDIVIDER

Tracklist:
- Palindrome – 4:51
- Black Cube – 5:29
- TENƎT – 4:48
- Wounds – 3:57
- DEIFIƎᗡ – 5:44
- Mirror Law – 3:51
- Red Thread – 3:24
- REDIVIDƎЯ – 5:13
- DEIFIƎᗡ (feat. Choir From Pure Addiction) – 5:06
- Caesar’s Throne feat. Pure Addiction, Until Darkness Falls – 4:07
- Wounds (Succubus’ Cut) – 4:34
- DEIFIƎᗡ feat. Until Darkness Falls, Pure Addiction – 5:19
- Wounds feat. Until Darkness Falls, Pure Addiction (Band Cut) – 4:10
- REDIVIDƎЯ feat. Until Darkness Falls - 5:16

For fans of Sleep Token, Bring Me The Horizon, Slaughter To Prevail, Architects, and Five Finger Death Punch.
If you crave distortion that feels spiritual, this is your sanctuary.

© 2025 AXAXC Studios™ — All Rights Reserved.
AXAXC™, Distort. Distrust. Destroy.™, and the AXAXC emblem are registered marks of AxAxCStudios.

#AXAXC #AXAXCStudios #Deathcore #Metalcore #AmbientMetal #CinematicRock #Postcore #AlternativeMetal #PureAddiction #UntilDarknessFalls #SuccubusCut #MirrorLaw #Wounds #BlackCube #Palindrome #CaesarsThrone #DistortDistrustDestroy

TENƎT

lyrics:
“Do you remember… or is this borrowed?
Do you believe… or is it hollow?”

The glass reflects a stolen past,
A borrowed prayer that will not last.
I kneel inside this neon shrine,
But every echo isn’t mine.

The silence bends, it starts to glow,
A fractured hymn I shouldn’t know.

GLASS CATHEDRAL -  built from pain,
Every vow will break again.
GLASS CATHEDRAL  - hear me sing,
A hollow hymn for everything.


A memory burns, it speaks through me,
But was it theirs, or meant to be?
I try to pray, the words decay,
The truth inside has gone astray.


The silence bends, it starts to glow,
A fractured hymn I shouldn’t know.


GLASS CATHEDRAL -  built from pain,
Every vow will break again.
GLASS CATHEDRAL -  hear me sing,
A hollow hymn for everything.


“Every prayer is corrupted… every memory infected…
You were never real… you were never real…”



GLASS CATHEDRAL - built from pain,
Every vow will break again.
GLASS CATHEDRAL - hear me sing,
A hollow hymn for everything.



Glass Cathedral

I walked the tracks into the trees,
The red temple rotted at my back.
The church still whispered sanctuary,
But manidoo called me down the path.
I bathed in nibi’s silver mouth,
And felt his shadow draw too near.
The spirits murmured akii bimose—
“Walk away, child, do not fear.”

⸻

Chorus 

O son of Caine—
Volkolak breath, Koschei eyes.
O son of Caine—
Seiðr, úlfur, draugr rise.
O son of Caine—
I burn for you though I turn away.
O son of Caine—
I curse your hands, yet ache to stay.

⸻


Five quills cut like blades of war,
Four sceptres flared with fragile flame.
I whispered ishkode through dry lips,
Even as I prayed his name.
The soil bled miskwa red,
The wolves cried úlfur in the dark.
And though the manidoo warned me away,
Desire still branded its mark.

⸻

Chorus 

O son of Caine—
Volkolak breath, Koschei eyes.
O son of Caine—
Seiðr, úlfur, draugr rise.
O son of Caine—
I burn for you though I turn away.
O son of Caine—
I curse your hands, yet ache to stay.

⸻


Ты моя тень, you are my shadow.
Ты мой огонь, you are my fire.
Возьми меня… возьми меня,
Take me—though it means my end.
Ørlög bound me, wyrd entwined,
A star burned hot in my spine.
I turned away before his claim,
But love still smolders in the flame.

⸻


O son of Caine—
Volkolak breath, Koschei eyes.
O son of Caine—
Seiðr, úlfur, draugr rise.
O son of Caine—
I burn for you though I turn away.
O son of Caine—
I curse your hands, yet ache to stay.

Son of Caine

Verse I
I stood with fire in my hands,
Volumnia’s daughter, fierce and wild.
I gave, but nothing came back to me,
The bond undone, the lover reviled.
He touched my skin but never gave—
Only hunger, only grave.

⸻

Chorus 
This is the silence—
Where the wound still sings.
This is the scar—
Where I loved what harms.
This is the silence—
Betrayal bound in flame.
This is the scar—
I love him all the same.

⸻

Verse II
Cleopatra’s star still burns my chest,
But ten sharp quills have torn my rest.
The bed denies me sleep or peace,
The wound remains, it will not cease.
The moon fell down, illusions broke,
Justice twisted, scales a joke.
And yet the world turned whole in me,
The scar became eternity.

⸻

Chorus
This is the silence—
Where the wound still sings.
This is the scar—
Where I loved what harms.
This is the silence—
Betrayal bound in flame.
This is the scar—
I love him all the same.

⸻


Воздух в саду дышал за мной, деревья шептали: ты не одна.
Я замирала, и в тишине росло движение — без шагов, без тени.
Спокойствие мыло меня, а в груди — искра, между ног — огонь; я звала его волком, ещё до имени.
Я говорила о доме, о детях, о том, как уходит жизнь, — и слова ложились на его молчание.
Он не шел, не дышал — только пустота, что заставляла меня казаться безумной.
Вещи исчезли, в убежище оставлен тёмный отпечаток на подушке — знак, что он был ближе, чем мир думал.
Я кричала: появись, покажись — и слышала лишь своё эхо и шёпот духов под листвой.
Когда тишина стала плотью, я отвернулась — не дать ему того, что он брал у других.

⸻

Bridge 
No temperance, only extremes.
Ice and fire, shadowed dreams.
Valentine’s chalice, sweet and vile—
I drank, I bled, I turned, I smiled.
Now the cage is broken,
The chains are gone,
But the scar still whispers
When I’m alone.

⸻

Final Chorus 
This is the silence—
ørlög, seiðr, úlfur fang.
This is the scar—
manidoo nibi, miskwa song.
This is the silence—
Where the wound still sings.
This is the scar—

Scarred

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