SLEEP PARALYSIS

original song: https://soundcloud.com/sheawrldsoulja/3cypher

ericdoa - 3C CYPHER (solo)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/ericdoa/alright

ericdoa - ALRIGHT (solo)

halo

broken bones (feat. AVALYNN)

Lyrics🎱

I reminisce on memories
But none of them are mine
And if we're meant to be
Then why'd you go and waste my time?
I must've been out of my fucking mind
Cuz you could tear apart my heart without a tear inside your eyes

And I'll admit when I wake up, I wanna die
I reach for my pills I keep by my bedside
They're the only thing that's keeping me alive
through this neverending futile idiotic life
So I cry at night
at the thought of us connecting our eyes
And whenever we would kiss it would feel so distant inside

I would sit by the fire and absorb in the heat
I take in these thoughts while I sweat in my sheets
Throughout the night I just cry and I weep
I'm barely alive, I can barely breathe

I think its bout time I finally start to fo-cus
Realizing I wasted time, feeling fucking hopeless (fuck that!)
In and out my body yeah I know I'm fucking broken
(I'm fucking broken)

I can't take these scars, off the side of my face
I can't change my appearance, I can only lose weight
I can't look in the mirror
Without feeling ashamed
I hate everything about me
But I'm stuck this way

stuck this way (prod. MNDLS)

prod. me :))
~
tried writing songs from the heart, 
my brain tears me apart
keep singing straight through the dark 
hit a wall
no ounce of vodka would start 
what i used to call a spark
i feel it dwindle, it's dark
where's my heart?

lost in vastness
swear i thought i could pass this 
losing touch from the masses 
it's true 
write a draft, ain't enough 
toss in the trash, can't give up 
fight till my last breath, with you 
i swear it keeps preying on me 
i know it's easy to see that 
i'm cut at the seams, it's getting hard to breathe 
i'm grinding my teeth
the papers dripping with ink
i fall down to my knees
i'd  give in, spare me please 

feels like i'm sinking in doubt 
from what i'm writing about
i feel small, my heads getting clouded 
hit a brick wall, but i won't allow it 
the same old is burning me out 
my heads in a creative drought 
i might just need a catalyst 
because my writings in paralysis 

it's been ten years, and i've been trying to say it different 
can't shift gears, and i've been trying to be consistent 
i'm right here, you can tell by my disposition 
but i still write, then i cross lines, cause it's repetition 
a ghostly apparition, im missing the recognition,
i'm not being pessimistic, im tired of being persistent 
i know that i'd be remissed if i packed it all up and quit 
but i won't let the feeling win, this the strongest I've ever been 

i swear it hurts me to write 
i know it's easy to spite but
i'm cut at the sides, it's getting hard to try
i cant sleep at night 
the papers staring inside 
i fall down, guess it's time 
i just can't make up my mind

feels like i'm sinking in doubt 
from what i'm writing about
i feel small, my heads getting clouded 
hit a brick wall, but i won't allow it 
the same old is burning me out 
my heads in a creative drought
i might just need a catalyst 
because my writings in paralysis

paralysis

JesseMelancholy - Yarramie

Prod By: drma, yunnygoldz, JesseMelancholy & cultclassic
Written By: Jesse James Pontt
Mixed By: JesseMelancholy
Mastered By: lyrah

Lyrics👇🏼

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

We’ve been here before and we know how it goes
(So why do we try? Why do we try?)
Biting my tongue with a lump in my throat
(You’re telling me lies, you’re telling me lies)
So I got no choice but to step away
I wouldn’t have it any other way, no
‘Cause I’m sick of it, there’s no difference, if I’m not there

Near the house I was in when I was 14
When I was so blind to everything 
She wants me to stay, but I’ve got to leave
She wants me to be anyone but me
I’m sorry I can’t hold your weight anymore
I can’t keep on picking you up of the floor
There’s people I cannot believe I adored
They’re not coming back and I know that for sure so

Can you even see the blood that I bleed?
(Oh my god, just look what you did)
Breaking me down won’t give you what you need
(Oh my god, just look what you did)

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it
Everyone’s got a little secret
So many ways to perceive them
Everyone’s got a little secret
Can’t find a person to keep it

So I build a new bridge and I break it down
Can’t find a face I can trust in this town
The friends that I had were in pieces
Asking myself do I need them?
I said what I said so carelessly
How could I be so blind?
It’s never the same as it used to be 
‘Cause everything changes with time

https://linktr.ee/JesseMelancholy

Yarramie

time will tell (feat. flywlkr) (prod. flywlkr x mimic)

congrats u found me!  
here's a little demo i didn't announce or promote or anything like that.  i just made this in one sitting when i was sad a couple months back.  enjoy <3

BEGINNER'S LUCK [demo]

remix by @mxjia4123
ft @t1gerstar
very amazing people

original: https://soundcloud.com/luvkurtis/spiral-tigerstar

SPOTIFY

spiral ft. tigerstar (MXJIA REMIX)

i release a song on the 20th of every month <3

tylorenzomusic@gmail.com

BEGINNER'S LUCK [demo]

Ty Lorenzo

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