"kettering" the antlers cover

"feign" touché amoré cover

i went and fell off of the bell curve
i guess it happens to "us" all the time
i guess i wanted to believe i was somehow over them
and at the bottom it's no different
i'd seen the world this way all of my life
and now i'm mourning at the grave of some kid i fucking hate
i'd grown allergic to our culture
funambulism on the borderline
and what difference does it make if i fall or die upright?
what if i retort by finally setting that fire?
got my target in sight, i just need an alibi
and if i refuse to die, i can gamble with my life
i don't care
you're coming at me on the train tracks
i guess you're trying to trial my resolve
you'll think i'm stubborn when i stay 
as if you think i value life
you play the part but you're no different
so when you speak you only patronise
like i'd believe you when you say you think
you see through all my lies
what if i retort by finally setting that fire?
got my target in sight, i just need an alibi
and if i refuse to die, i can gamble with my life
i love you...

"we are both cursed"

The Dark Place (demo)

i started a fire
all the leaves i'd walked over for years
came to know my sadness, felt my fear
as they burned up
i'd be throwing shade from my glass roofed tomb
and if it comes down i'll know that i'm finally alive
and yet
it's all for nothing
when i dream the colours are all there
[on waking] slowly draining, done trying to care
they draw my sickness in from the air
and it goes on til death
i'd be throwing shade from my glass roofed tomb
and if it comes down i'll know that i'm finally alive
and yet
and yet
and yet
and yet
i'm not

silver/lunar

i never showed you my worth
[you never once enquired]
and i succeeded at best
to leave you uninspired
from then i'd see you in dreams
staggering out to sea
and woke up knowing your fate's
forever tied to me
one last time we wake the beast up and take stance
one more try through the motions, our last dance
under the shadow of death
the graveyard of my youth
the song was gone with the wind
so we improvise our moves
yet soon our limbs grow tired
and we left in solitude
i woke up burning in sun
forever dead to you
one last time we wake the beast up and take stance
one more try through the motions, our last dance
before the end
you want to leave? i'll let you go 
down
into the fires of hell
into the trap i set
you want to live as a blank?
there's life still in you yet
i am too jaded to breathe
i am a sinking ship
my anchor tied to your wrist
a grasp you'll never slip
[well not entirely anyway
i only want to live on in your memory]
i lie awake at night comparing
what you speculate with who i am in reality
my only treasure is the remnants of
right at the start where we felt so alive
hearts working overtime, fit to burst with yearning
...and look at us now.

soulbonder

cover of medicine bottle by red house painters

medicine bottle cover

blessed chains
on my wrists
marked for death
motherless
open sores
burned out heart
dark design
guiding star
like the furthest ring from saturn
i cling by a thread
and fragile as my sense of self is
i could leave my head
any time..
every vessel cursed at birth with
failure by design
and all my lifetimes masquerading
rotted out my mind
you want the truth?
you're heading down that flight of stairs
like all the rest
your heavy heart
like a rock to the sea 
forgotten just the same as me
but i'll eject
and plant that seed
before that fate
becomes of me
you want the truth?
you're heading down that flight of stairs
like all the rest
your heavy heart
like a rock to the sea
but you want more
an open end to the tome you write
then change your ink
and scrawl our names in cyanide.

mary-eternal

all bitches die- lingua ignota cover [live recording]

full live album: https://typhoidmary.bandcamp.com/album/death-trans-live-12-08-2020
death trans studio album: https://typhoidmary.bandcamp.com/album/death-trans

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