💎 3
This is a revised version of the original Axterm 3 (and, because Graphic Bleed Outs by Quelle Chris was removed (or privated), I had to compensate with a mix, so on the 60th track, skip to 47:19 and listen until 51:54.)
(Then proceed to the next track.)
(However, the entire mix actually sounds pretty nice and fits the playlist. So, if you want to listen to the full thing, go ahead.)

Axterm III

Survivors Guilt

You gotta learn to find the beauty in the pain.
@BishopNehru

love.create.evolve.

2 Find (Prod. by Imphanyte)

notanotherlofi - ep

1. vidya ft Stanley Ipkuss
2. royal night ft. Rhetoric Wallace, Diabolicool & Bee Jolly
3. humans ft. irahnik
4. mist



notanotherlofi - ep

@junyii

thank you all for 1,000,000 total plays. i'm so ridiculously, incredibly happy and thankful for every single person who's ever clicked a play button on my profile.

<3

voicemails (prod. junyii)

well, here we are.

after a long journey spent coping with sub par mental health and the various females inhabiting my high school, i've finally accomplished the thing i set out to do so long ago:

i put out a real album.

i hope that you all enjoy listening to this as much as i enjoyed creating it, because this whole thing has been an experience for me.

thank you for getting me so incredibly close to 10,000 soundcloud followers and thank you even more for taking the time to listen to what i've created here.

the cover art was created by my good friend halli hunt, or h.h. as some of you may know her.

have a fantastic day, and hey;

the world might not always be beautiful, but the potential for beauty and peace exists so long as the potential for hatred and violence is present. you can't have sunshine without a little rain, and i can't have happiness without a little help from my friends. i love you all.

<3

max payne (interlude) (prod. karnaval blues)

music and cute girls (interlude) (prod. tomppabeats)

happy new year. recorded this tipsy in my pajamas.

much respect to @wun-two

gawdlee

support gawdlee

gawdlee - wassup (prod. wun two)

outstanding production credit goes to @purpan

denise is a mixtape dedicated to my piece of sunlight that goes by the same name. its not necessarily made about her more like made for her. anyway heres a little single for the restless.

DENISE

download

3. gunsnroses (prod. purpan.)

letterfromafan

2. letterfromafan (prod. Know One)

mad love to @estoric for letting me touch this beat 

Make extra fucking sure you check out my homie @unorthodocks

click the download button or head to gawdleemusic.bandcamp.com to download the rest of the tape. pick your own price (even free.99)

gawdzilla

Gawd Village

4. gawdzilla feat. Unorthodocks (prod. estoric)

press start. 

I see you walkin’ with him, 
hand in hand but it’s easy to see
that you’re not holding as tight. 
You say it’s worth it to play 
all the games he creates 
when it’s all just him not treating you right. 
You push it aside. Well, I cannot hide 
how much it hurts to be quiet
and know that you deserve more. 
I may be out of line,
but it’s been on my mind 
so if you’d be so kind
as to at least entertain just the thought 
of letting go, setting free, 
and giving all of you to me. 
I promise I would make everything 
just the way that you want it to be.

We both are so intertwined. 
Focus yours as the prime over mine.
I don’t know where to begin. 
All I see is stars when you’re near 
and my heart’s all I hear. Have no fear.
I’m here to rescue the rest of you from him. 
I won’t leave. You’re all that I need. 
I belong to you. Please, won’t you follow my lead? 
Take the chance of our lives
and don’t ever think twice 
‘bout what we leave behind.
We’ll shoot off into the sunset 
and wave the world goodbye.
Say good night. 
And in the morning, we’ll open our eyes 
and realize that the love that we longed for so long 
was sat right by our side.

animal crossing [prod. by mr. master]

glimpse$ happy equinox :)   

1. flor /// prod. spliff jacksun(@spliffjacksun)

2. 3much  /// prod. spliff jacksun 

3. gazeebos /// prod. spliff jacksun 

4.  tiger lily   ft. obijuan /// prod. spliff jacksun  

 5. marmalade /// prod. dylantheinfamous 

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nu joint. https://open.spotify.com/artist/4V95vcw0l6R87Npd7Mz5Ur (released 3-19-18)

scales (3shadeaux)

clairvoyance.

Consider this a time capsule. 
Open it on the night I propose.
See how far down my rabbit hole of a life goes. 
Love.
Speaking as me from the past, 
I can’t wait to live the rest of my life with you as my last. 
I started today. 
I read the first page of a novel 
with plans to make you laugh someday 
pointing out all the plot holes.
I can’t wait for tomorrow. 
I need to hit the mall so I can buy 
a new sweater that you’ll always borrow.
I even dragged myself into the gym 
so when you see me for the first time, I’ll be thin. 
Drinking more water.
Eating more vegetables and acai. 
Might go vegan if it means 
that we both have longer lives, I’m game.
My compass is on a whole other decade. 
I saved us two seats when the Olympics come to LA. 
Just you wait ‘til this music thing blasts off.
That or I’ll have an actual job. 

‘Til then, I’m buildin’. 
Beat down Beelzebub. 
I cut the smoke out. 
I keep myself up. 
I’m plantin’ seeds now. 
See how they swell up. 
So when you finally do come around 
and turn my life upside down, 
I’ll be ready.

I'll be ready
So when you finally do come around 
and turn my life upside down,
I’ll be ready.
I'll be ready.
Already?

To whom it may concern. From a poet. 
This poem is about you and neither of us know it. 
Busy reminiscing about the memories we’ve yet to make.
I already own the shoes I’ll wear on our second date. Set. 
Thoughts of you visiting make me clean my room.
Make my bed so it’s neat when I’m sleeping beside you.
I’m already singin’ all of your other songs. 
I even got a bowl for the dog. 
Picket fence. Front lawn. 
Don’t need to worry then. Don’t need to worry now.
Focus on makin’ a me today that’ll make you proud.
We’re both starin’ at the same night sky, 
prayin’ for stars to align. 
Bring us to the same place at the same time.
Every step I take is one closer to you
and every day I live is new and a chance to improve.
Smiling at our smiles in the pictures we took. 
Only thing is I still need to learn to cook, 

but ‘til then I’m buildin’. 
Beat down Beelzebub. 
And I’ll have alife for myself to appreciate if nobody else does.
There’s a beautiful woman in my future. 
Maybe this song’ll help her get here sooner. 
'Cause I'm ready.

Already?
I'm ready.
So when you finally do come around 
and turn my life upside down,
I'll be ready.
Already?
I'm ready.

ready (already?) [prod. by mr. master]

@yungmai
yeah.. ruffthoughtz the mixtape comin JUNE BABY IM BACK FOLLOW MY SOCIALS @KINGBENJO - TWITTER BENJOBACORRO - IG @THEKINGBENJO - SNAP

WHISPERS THRU THE WALLS [PROD. BLVK]

It just feels more and more like it’s over. 
And I don’t wanna make an announcement. 
Just never thought the words would leave my mouth that it’s over. 
This isn’t my best verse, this isn’t my last verse. 
This is an excerpt. 
A glimpse into my life beyond the social networks. 
Me finally speaking my mind without having to check first. 
Just another voice in the void. 
Another note in the noise. 
Another song for a couple thousand people 
that the rest of the world ignores. 
And I’m tired. 
Of tryna lie like I'm confident. 
I'm a nerd and I'm nervous. 
I'm growing up. 
Tryna search for my purpose. 
Cause it's bigger than me and anybody’s who heard this. 
I need a break cause I'm broken. 
I remember when the internet was lost. 
And people like me could be found. 
Now it's an ocean and I'm trying not to drown. 
Nah, I'm tryna wash up aground. 
I used to be an atheist. 
Now I'm overcome by how great He is. 
Praying for a place more safe than this. 
And praying for a strength beyond faithfulness. 
I've been telling my family that I love them more. 
Tellin’ my friends that I'm not who I was before. 
All I know is that it's time for me to change. 
And I hope you do the same.

thirty minute meals [prod. by mr. master]

Dream

Addicted

9/19/19 was when my world was taken away from me. these songs aren't about my aunt who passed away or anything, but it was hard for me to vocalize everything i've been through, and i haven't been rapping like i used to. this, along with my good friends @joshua-oki and @wasabidapapi , thank you @yungmai for the beats

Axterm III

Melee, The Listener