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Omg I’ve been wanting to hear the rest of the snippet for like forever !!!! Thank you💌💌

Copy of chronological ms. cain

ethel cain - stoker (inbred unreleased)

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

Days fly by spent wasting time in my mother's garden green
My sister's speaking old poetry they memorized never knowing what it means
I could stay outside forever counting stars on summer fields fore' I bike to Dowlin' street
Its simple when it's over and i'm happy
Painting murals on the sign but it's downtown in the scorching sun
I tried all summer but I hated the way it looks so I never got it done
I walked the train tracks with a boy that I loved but turns out I was tired of being alone
So when we reached the end and I said goodbye and I was by myself when I got home

Ethel Cain ~ Perry

Tommy // Ethel Cain unreleased

Miss Anhedönia

Ethel Cain- Tube (demo)

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

[Verse 1: Aelyx]
Heavy eyes, face stressin’ [?] in the speakerphone
I fell asleep, and I woke up to a dial tone
I miss the words that you said when we didn't speak
You told me when you left you'd always be with me

[Verse 2: Aelyx, Both]
I cut the sadness out in the evergreen
I thought I cut you now, and you can't ever leave
But you let me walk away, you didn't say a fuckin' word
Had to grab my own spine and pretend it didn't hurt

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call
The dead of night and I'm screaming in the hall
Can we just go back to before I knew?
It'd be my first new year
Without you
It was a wake up call
That night I put both of my fists through the wall
In hopes that I could pull you back through
It's gonna be a damn long year
Without you

[Vocalisation]

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call, and I miss you but
I never miss the butterflies that you left dead in my gut
I poured that cracked glass full 'till it overflowed
It's just a sign of the times, now that I'm letting you go
It's just a wake up call to put you to rest
Crying knowing this is my last time watching you get dressed
Holding that empty glass and the clock, he says
I'm going home screaming "Fuck it, I wish you the best!"

[Outro: Ethel Cain]
It’s just a wake up call
(It’s just a wake up call)
(It’s just a wake up call)
It’s just a wake up call
It’s just a wake up call
[Vocalisation]



Wake up Call (demo) Aelyx & Ethel Cain

You're safe with me, my love
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

These walls have missed you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

Have You Told Your Wife? (snippet) | Ethel Cain

Ethel Cain - Skinheads (Demo)

Sex Change

Saint Judas

The Altar (Reprise)

Played during one of Hayden past Instagram lives. Recorded by someone, gatekept by a hoarder, leaked by a freak. I tried my best to remove the annoying leaker tag but dear lord it was obnoxious, So pardon the awful sound quality.

-Lyrics-
[Verse 1]
Are you afraid of the dark?
Miscreant patriarch
I say I'm sorry, just to God
But we're no gods and my [?]

[Refrain]
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good inside

[Verse 2]
Think of me on my own
You lie with her, but she's alone
She's perfect but it's not enough
I'm all you've been dreaming of
You come to me, ready
You're safe with me, my love

[Refrain]
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good
It feels good

[Verse 3]
These walls miss you
Just close the door
The world is empty
But I'm all yours

[Bridge]
Tied up, blood-stained
We kiss goodbye in the driveway
Night lights, angels, tell yourself what you need to feel safe
If not now, then when?
If not mе, then who, her?
Our kids keep her in thе dark
You might as well bury her
Downward spiral
Self-induced pill flavoured low
Wander aimless to the fields
Who has the time to take to heal?
The wind up here burns tonight
Egress to the shores
Take me where the ice breaks and let go

[Outro]
And it's cold in the war

Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Untagged - Low Quality)

acific blue is about drowning then taking back
your breath out of the water. Like the waves
in the ocean, the 5 songs moves between sof-
tness and intensity, between hyper pop syn-
th, ambient guitars and melancholic voices,
between lullabies and pop melodies. Produced
in the intimacy of 4nouki’s Brussels’ bedroom,
pacific blue was born out of a sense of urgen-
cy to speak out and survive, as the need to
learn to swim with the endless movement of
the sea.

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credits
releases October 31, 2025

Composed, written and produced by 4nouki
Mix by Victor Outters
Master by Sam De Clercq
Cover pic by Molly
Edit by 4nouki
Stylism by Manon Boyer Mazal
Typo BBB Herthey Futural by Clara Sambot & Laure Giletti 

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Lost Again is a song about pain and the many forms it takes. The first iteration of the song was completely improvised. Lucy started playing a haunting melody on the synth, and Alex started singing over the top. There was something about it that felt deeply sad, but beautiful as well. We captured that first recording, and the song retains the lyrics and emotion of that first recording in its final production.

Ethel Cain - Have You Told Your Wife? (Untagged - Low Quality)

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