A small EP/Album recorded in one weekend in my bedroom

Volcel

I was born in this developed world
A nation where my dreams can be conferred
A place where I can go real far if I try
Live happy life, grow old and then die
Then there's the suffering of little girls
The ones your leaders and your idols prefer
They're sold and trafficked all around the whole world
And then you'll turn a blind eye because it makes you feel better.
Chorus
The land of liberty
The place they say is free
We know what runs the streets
Hollywood won't let them sleep at night
There's no distinguishing
What's evil from celebrities?
No governement's trustworthy
SO WELCOME TO THE PEDOPHILE EMPIRE
I say we help them sleep
A thousand rifles and men we'll show them.
But that's a distant dream
 because everybodies too scared
Pedowood will burn one day
We'll try to make up for the suffering and pain
But then they'll try to label me insane
SO WELCOME TO THE PEDOPHILE EMPIRE
 verse 2
I was born in this developed world
A nation that my ancestors conquered
This place consists of bloodshed and lies
This country seemed to die when Kennedy lost his life
Then there's the suffering of little boys
Sold on the corner and they're treated like toys
Mentally damaged and they never have a voice
AND THEY WILL NEVER HAVE A WAY IN LIFE

The American Pedophile Empire (demo)

Schizophrenic and Armed

MOLLY ROCK (Gjallarhornit cover)

Local H- Bound for the Floor (cover)

Please, please watch
What your kids digest
Please, please watch
what you may digest.
Go in your living room and turn your tv on
and tell me the type of commercial that'll play
You see the pretty girls
they're advertising bra's,
but you'll notice that their hips are in the frame. 
Things like pornography 
will make you sexualize weird things.
Weird things come back into 4D chess marketing schemes.

Sex in advertising targets 
children from across the globe!
Get them, use their puberty,
to shape them into their own mold.
Groom them to consumerism
sell them products down the line.
Introducing lustfullness into the younger
persons mind. 

You've seen the youtube ads, 
You've seen the kinds of things they push
I think there might be a missing link.
I've seen the kinds of ads,
on 4Chan threads they try to turn
agamous things into weird fetishing
These things are later used in future ads, 
Do you think they did not have all this planned?

Sex in advertising targets
People chronically online.
Using thoughts of fornication, 
just to score another buy. 
People think its just a joke, 
and fall for free lunch all the time.
Sex in advertisment is a minic
that's as old as time.
Please, please watch
What your kids digest
Please, please watch
what you may digest.
(You think the billionaire's, they don't know,
their crimes against morality shown,
they claim they don't mean nothing, supposed, 
They're evil, you just got to look at their nose!)

Sex in Advertising

I think my life is burning, 
I feel left here alone.
I think I'll make my mark,
Oh Dear God have mercy on my soul!
I feel i've wasted my time, 
I am so beat.
What better way to make my name
out-live me!

MASS SHOOTER!
You're falling to my feet!
MASS SHOOTER!
It's soft lead, you will eat
MASS SHOOTER!
My hatred defeats me
MASS SHOOTER
My rifle sets the scene

The smell of gunpowder
mixed with their screams and scolds.
I've slayed my enemies,
Oh my God what the hell have I done!?!!?

I awake from a trace
I was hypnotized.
I was strapped to a chair,
was I brainwashed to be the next...
MASS SHOOTER>??

I was strapped to a chair, and the men in suits
injected me with things.
And I don't know where, I got this gun or this ammo shot by me.
My memories blank, I don't remember a single fucking thing.
and the CIA, is trying to make me turn the gun on me.
I don't know..
Was I MKUltraed?

I hear the Trumpet's playing..
Is it my time??
Brainwashed into a monster,
I took so many lives
God Damnit
MASS SHOOTER

Mass Shooter

Sitting here, in my room
Full of junk, and moldy cups.
Motivation is so finite.
I lost all reason, I reject life.
I dont give a fuck about the job that I held,
I don't give a fuck about a life.
I don't give a fuck if you call me a loser,
I hate myself, alright?
I dont give a shit, Im a college dropout
I cannot commit.
To a job or career that'll help myself, 
My world has turned to shit..

Sitting here, I feel unloved,
I hate myself, I know Im ugly.
I act real tough, shitpost online.
I have no friends, that live nearby.

I know for a fact that i cant be loved
Ill live alone then die.
I know Ill fall for the vicious cycle.
Ill fall in love then cry.
I dont know why I do this bit,
My world has turned to shit.
I tried so hard to avoid being jaded,
fuck it I forfeit.

Dystopian Loser

Chronically Online

Down on my luck,
I hate this feeling,
stuck in my head cuz
Im heartbroken..
The songs that ive made
about hating women,
are not me now cuz
that mindset's gay.
Mistaking jokes,
for heart full of hatred,
only for laughs but the (real) incels caved,
Epunk and 4chan, they said "he's so me"
Incels are losers,
you're f@gs to me.

I know what i've sung,
ive grown since daily,
and met lots of souls 
I can call my friends.
The biggest mistake, of those who are jaded.
Refusing to learn and go out again.

You coomer brain fucks.
you claim that you hate them,
then jack off to blondes with the blue sundress.
You claim you hate life.
but you havent lived it.
Mistaking jokes for a life of sin.
The incel mindset is so bad
the incel lifestyle is so sad.

You spend your days on reddit,
you're chronically on 4chan,
you spend your nights on discord,
and you filled your minds with hatred.
Im sure I helped enable that,
but I think its time to nip it at the bud.
Stop posting on reddit.
You're a faggot and I hate your guts.
these jokes aren't your validation.
You're twisted and you're sad.
Go find your local parrish.
And pray away your hell.
We've all experienced heartbreak.
I know I have several times.
but my jokes are not so literal
SO PLEASE GO FIX YOUR LIVES.

IM NOT AN INCEL IM NOT AN INCEL

r/ePunk (Im Not An Incel)

I know Im feeling great,
Im confident, no pain innate,
Next week is gonna suck
but I don't care.
Insanity reciprocates,
my friends think I am crazy.
Someday Ill be stuck in my bed
and labeled LAZY.

Ill grab my surfboard and ill go down to the beach
Im gonna ride the manic wave (am i insane?)
I know tomorrows gonna suck
right now I do not give a fuck,
hang 10 in pain (unstable brain)

I should go get some help,
but when Im down ive fallen,
I cant hold a steady job for more than a year or two,
Im convinced its normalcy
my feelings come in cycles.
look right out to ocean side
the tide is coming!!

Oh Ill wash out
Ill wash out
Ill wash out
busted knees,
the ocean breeze,
makes me feel I am alive :)

Ride the Manic Wave (Bipolar Surfing)

I bought my ticket here we go
to catch the bus before the show,
ive felt motivation slip away,
i need to really make it count,
make it poetic, known around,
this fucking struggle,pesters me

I dont want to go out unknown
I just want to be remembered
painfully or not its time to go,
i dont know, i dont know

the urge to be remembered curses all our lives,
its just a struggle of being man,
if i relieved myself,
id wanna do it twice
because the fun i would have had

I could just shoot myself in the head,
i could just overdose in my bed
but i think thats really fucking lame
i could take other people with me
but im not evil, now you see
this parabola thats left with me

this is not the mindset i condone
i just want to be dismembered
gracefully or not its time to go
i dont know i dont know

i deny suicide

The world over-looks virginity,
The western world it fails to care,
The world is losing all its sanctity,
Beware of what you're losing,
You'll hurt when it's not there...

We're surfing kali yuga waves,
we're in degenerate times I wish that it made sense to me.
True love and God is dying out,
its so cold, my heart it aches,
I cope with endless hatred.
I'm so misunderstood,
empathy is dying out,
playing with the cards Ive been dealt,
has got me losing every round.
Im always panicking.
every single song I sing.
is remanence of scar tisssue
that’s building on my heart every day

AND I KNOW, THESE ARE TIMES
THAT I HATE.
I FEEL NOTHING BUT PAIN.
IM ALL ALONE,
SO HEAR ME WHINE.
IM A VOLCEL I WANT TO DIE.

I feel my seams are falling out,
“its okay”- they say but
Noones fabric’s colored like mine.
I clean my past with turpentine,
But the stains remain,
they remind me love is too hard to find.
I feel misunderstood,
Self destruction’s glued to my mind,
Ill smoke my cigarette and think about
the time’s that I’ve died.
I bought another gun
Point it in my mouth and then cry.
This emotional release is what reminds me
Im still alive.

Im now a volcel, Im just a no one
Im just a robot
Im wishing that it was that easy
Im just a hater, Im just a damn punk
Im just a fuck up
Im NOT AN INCEL, Im just a no one
Im just a robot
Im wishing that it was that easy
Im just a hater, Im just a damn punk
Im just a fuck up

(Oh to be born again,
Rebirth my innocence, 
Regain my lack of sin,
I curse myself again again)
Im wishing that it was so easy.

Reborn Celibate

Long nights out here are lonely
since you chose to leave my side
car bombs and cell phone triggers
were fun before our love died.

Guns and nitroglycerin
Will never be the same
I guess Ill bomb the bridges
alone, hijack a plane
Some people say Im crazy
but maybe I am sane.
Ill kill the ones that hate me
ALONE IN AGONY

This is a lonely jihad
I miss your wicked laugh,
you'd make when shooting children
I wish that you'd take me back..

Bombs and people screaming,
will never be the same.
Ill bomb the eifel tower
without you next to me
some people say im stupid
I cant help but agree
Ill kill the ones that hate me

ALONE IN AGONY

Domestic Terrorist Heartbreak

Be, my girl
and run from cops and fbi with me.
No mistake,
Ill take your hand,
come rule the world with me
okay!
Ill cut my love with potassium nitrate
(or perchlorate?)
and all the things that make the bomb for me!

Will you be the nails?
Will you be the nails in my pipe-bomb baby!?
Or the broken glass
You're the shrapnel because you drive me crazy!

I dont care,
about your ex boyfriend, he will not bother me (one bit)
Lets play,
with the contraband that could land us in jail.
All well... if you're paranoid just leave this shit to me
Hell yeah!
When you look like that i want to detonate!

Will you be the nails?
Will you be the nails in my pipe-bomb baby!?
Or the broken glass
You're the shrapnel because you drive me crazy!
Will you be the nails?
all the bits and pieces I will launch at our enemies..
And we'll both raise hell.
All I ask from you is that you don't double cross me

Will you be the nails??

My Pipe Bomb Baby

It maybe nothing but I think ive gone insane
all the polysaturation in the fat inside my brain
I, wish i could eat it, all the fast food burger chains
All the things i eat and the shit I crave
Cuz I dont care about the way that I act
all the food that I eat is to blame
Im an NPC in the USA 
ALL THE SEED OILS THEY FRY MY BRAIN'
I dont give a fuck for the natural fats
I dont have time to cook or clean
Im a based fat fuck and im riding on luck
ALL THE SEED OILS THEY FRY MY BRAIN

I feel Im starving, well I think its time to eat
and I wanna cook up something and I wanna fry it deep
in, in an oil that will kill me in my sleep
I am 35 and my colon bleeds

Seed Oil Brain Rot

Cameras recording me
its everywhere I go
The facial recognition shit
it tracks me when i move
Cameras they haunt me
they watch me when I pee
I dont feel safe outside my house
My data stolen from me

Petabytes of video preserves the modern day
I dont want to be documented
I think thats lame

na na na naa

Cameras recording you
Its controlled by the j....urisdiction
of people who are corrupt
and live to sabotage the system
cameras recording me 
its everywhere I go
Lenses created
to try to trap my soul

Cameras Everywhere, Recording Me

More Planes For IRS Buildings

for my fellow Rhodesian Larps still out there.

It's a Long Way To Mukumbura (Punk Version)

I met this girl
I thought she was the one
She broke my heart 
Now i hate that cunt.
And once a week she drinks
And dials me
She knows me well
Cuz she calls when Im horny
Am I a fool cuz I always pick up?
Is this love or just a phase of lust?
I dont care, i want to hear her voice
And in the morning, she'll forget that I exist.

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

The next morning she blocks my number
I try to call but she doesnt answer
The clarity (i gain) when I beat my meat
Makes me hate her
Shes for the streets
I hate that bitch I really hope 
She dies
I say Ill block her
We know that that's lies
And im a fool because Im full of shit
My phone will ring again at 3 A.M

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

Phones ringing
She's calling
Imma answer
Im drunk in a mood
Shes crying
Im drying 
Im a retard 
I will fall for it
Shes screaming
Im bleeding
Blood of false hope
Knowing whats to come
The cycle continues
Until i blow her fucking head off 

You stupid fucking bitch 

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

Drunk Calls

I dont fit
The normal
Am I insane?
Short forms of
Media
Has fried my brain 

Cuz I am a loser
I hate ny job 
I just to smoke weed and to play 
Cuz i am a defector
And im a slob
I will play my guitar and scream....

I am a loser
I am a loser
Tiktok bring me fame!!
I am a loser 
I am a loser
Tiktok bring me fame

I dont want
A degree
I think thats lame
I don't want
To learn a trade
I just want fame

Cuz i am a loser
I hate my life
All my friends are online 
In other states
Cuz Im a defector 
Is it a crime 
To throw my life away

I am a loser
I am a loser
Tiktok bring me fame!!
I am a loser 
I am a loser
Tiktok bring me fame


Cuz i am a loser
I hate my life
All my friends are online 
In other states
Cuz Im a defector 
Is it a crime 
To throw my life away

I dont see a point 
To die in vain 
Itd be nice
If tiktok 
Would bring me FAME

Cuz I am a loser
I hate ny job 
I just to smoke weed and to play 
Cuz i am a defector
And im a slob
I will play my guitar and scream....

I am a loser
I am a loser
Tiktok bring me fame!!
I am a loser 
I am a loser
Tiktok bring me fame




Tiktok Make Me Famous pls

I miss you so much dude
.
I met this girl and she says shes the religous type.
 I said thats really cool cuz so am I
(Shes so based )
We went on a couple dates and then i came to find (what'd you find?)
that shes not quite the same as I. 
(Shes off the tribe)
I don't know what to do. 

She has lots of money and she seperates her milk plate from her meat. and I like her cooking, she said its kosher. 
Her kippa smells like feet. 

but I cant date a girl thats going to hell now cant date a girl thats going to hell. THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP 

Im scared to like this girl
But she tells me Jesus Christ is boiling in a pot of shit and I
Want her grandmas bagel recipe 
I'm invited to the synagogue but I will not go
Because her last name is Shmoley-Sheklestein
Her dads a lawyer .....
Hes a lawyer ...

Her mom's a doctor and her dad's a lawyer
and her brother owns a bank (or two!)
And i cannot help but see her crooked nose
in her pictures when I wank.
but I cant date a girl thats going to hel
now I cant date a girl thats going to hell..
THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP

She made me sign a prenup and shes charging me interest 
I know the money i borrow usually is not like this
If I could bake 6 million cookies
For her in 6 years
Im dating a fucking jewish girl
And all I know is fear
6 million love letters will not fix this

She has lots of money and she seperates her milk plate from her meat. and I like her cooking, she said its kosher. 
Her kippa smells like feet. 

but I cant date a girl thats going to hell now cant date a girl thats going to hell. THIS IS MY JEWISH BREAKUP 



Goyfriend 2- (My Jewish Breakup) Ft. Lil Watermark

Go buy your Hallmark cards
Walmart Christmas lights
Reindeer and Eleves galore-
Wont do anything to save your life
Markets are run by (them)
Watering it down
So most of us wont proclaim
That a baby was born in Bethlehem. 

I need a reason
I dont want to die
The season feels so empty
When the truth gets buried in 
"X-mas Lights"

Dont let them take it from you
Theres a true meaning to life
When the Hopeless started cheering
That a Baby was born in Bethlehem 
Our souls they need redeeming 
We were never meant to die
Don't you dare forget the meaning
And CONFESS the name of JESUS CHRIST

I need a reason
I dont want to die
The season feels so empty
When the truth gets buried in 
"X-mas Lights"
Reasons for the season
The writer of life
The meaning is forgotten
When the truth is buried in
"J*w*sh Lies"

Never let them take it from you
Nevertheless distract you
From the truth thats been here
In front our very eyes
Never let them take it from you
Nevertheless distract you
From the truth thats been here
Our Lord, Jesus Christ




Redeemer

The dullest thorn stuck in my side
They hate my guts because I'm right
And no-one sees how hard I try
There wont be peace until I die

They hate me
they think that I know nothing
They think
That I'm just some stupid F***t
I hate myself
Over nothing
They'd love to see me
Just fucking end it
I guess we'll never know

Ill fight for me
I'd rather die
Than Serve the Antichrist for my life
They'll come for me
And hunt me down
To put my faithfulness in the ground
I know my strife
They hate me because I'm right

It tortures me, I'm passing out
Control my breathing, try not to shout
I'm pissing blood, I'm wanna die
Talk shit, then look me in the eye

They hate me
Because I'm worth something
They'll try
To turn me into a f***t
Groom you
Into submission
Then raise
You up to be hedonistic
I guess that's how it goes

Then the populace will try to say
That the rich mans really cool
He's different, he has empathy so they claim
We'll eat the rich and then praise them
Then they'll gain power and replace us
Then Tom MacDonald's gonna make a song
That'll suck the dick of Israelis
Annex 109 countries, well I swear it's just a coincidence
That the doctors said that my foolish pride is condensed
In the lines of my kidneys
Well that explains the pain I guess
Thank God they'll give me medicine
With no side effects, well I trust the man
He owns a Space-X rocket
The lazy they say Fuck it
Shill out and buy a Tesla
Well I guess this battle's all for myself
Ill try to piss this pebble out

I hate the Antichrist
The Struggle is not of the flesh

The dullest thorn stuck in my side
They hate my guts because I'm right
And no-one sees how hard I try
There wont be peace until I die

They hate me
they think that I know nothing
They think
That I'm just some stupid F***t
I hate myself
Over nothing
They'd love to see me
Just fucking end it
I guess we'll never know

Don't you know that agents of Satan run this world today
The gates of hell will not prevail

Ill fight for me
I'd rather die
Than Serve the Antichrist for my life
They'll come for me
And hunt me down
To put my faithfulness in the ground
I know we're right
I know we're right
They hate our lives
The gates of hell will not prevail

Kidney Stone

Nihilism Machine

unsung (Bessarion Cover)

Im tired of cigarettes
I rarely drink
but I crave that wintergreen buzz
I've got cold sweats when I rise from bed
Well I think Ill pop a zyn instead
Well I hate that Ive got such a high tolerance
Why don't I smoke a dart?
Or dip a bit of copenhagen...
Well Ill tell you whats wrong...

Wheres my zyns?
well I dont know
Now where's my Zyns?
My Can!!
Now wheres my Zyns?
I need a pouch...
Im not a addicted! Im just a man!

Theres not much regret in the life that I live,
in terms of my chase for the buzz...
I dont need the red man,
or levi garrett
that shit is for boomers,
and its dumb

Well I hate that I only have one can left..
Why dont I have a bunch?
but speedway or royal farms dont carry-
more than 3 packs AT ONCE

Wheres my zyns?
well I dont know
Now where's my Zyns?
My Can!!
Now wheres my Zyns?
I need a pouch...
Im not a addicted! Im just a..
Wheres my zyns?
Im not a f*ggot
Wheres my Zyns?
My man
now wheres my zyns?
Im not brain damaged
im not addicted..
Im just a..

Cool mint, spearmint or cinnamon,
they all just taste like shit.
And dont try to hand me a 3mg
or imma pull a trick..
Methol's ok if royal farms forgets to stock wintergreen.
and coffee's peaty but lets be real
that shit is disgusting...
(royal farms, you're gay)

Wheres my zyns?
well I dont know
Now where's my Zyns?
My Can!!
Now wheres my Zyns?
I need a pouch...
Im not a addicted! Im just a..
Wheres my zyns?
Im not a f*ggot
now wheres my Zyns?
My man
now wheres my zyns?
Im not brain damaged
im not addicted..
Im just a man
(Wheres my Zyns, wheres my..)
Im Just a man!!

Zyns

lyrics 
I toss and I turn
Sleep wont look my way
Thoughts rot in my mind
Wont go away
I cant breathe
Its my time
In search for truth
I found mine
Please wipe these lies out from my brain

All my life, soft white lies
Where do I go when I die
I count my heartbeats day by day
Is it all against me?
It gets much harder as I reach
I hurt myself in fearful ways
Not so much the only one
Im not the only one

You dont care
You cant advise me
You dont see
that wounds from your lies bleed
heresy
your prides out to kill me
I dont think
you intend to love me

Good Religion- Heresy (Demo)

lyrics: 
Arguing online is fun
I think we both agree
And everything is wonderful 
Until you run into me..
Sending me long paragraphs,
Ill just send you your IP
Tineyes on your photographs
Lets see your history

And I'll Prey and Ill prey
Digging deep into your footprint
I will see every move that you make.

No hair, Gross Beard
Fat physiogomy 
Family photos show me everything 
White page address, voter registry
Your address says youre an hour away from me

Locked and loaded in my van 
I got a couple guns and bombs
Suburbia is convenient 
Because you have no place to run 
All this it's because 
 you had to argue with me
Now I'll get the final words 
I'll empty magazines 

And I'll Prey and Ill prey
Digging deep into your footprint
I will see every move that you make.

No hair, Gross Beard
Fat physiogomy 
Family photos show me everything 
White page address, voter registry
Your address says youre an hour away from me
Get doxxed 



Doxxing

lyrics:

Loved this girl I met online
Broke my heart, her eyes were knives
Hate myself I want to die
Rotting in my bed
I dont understand whats wrong with me
I cant even self loathe properly
You wasted my time now I see
I think I'd rather be dead

I can't even kill myself
I'm too scared I'm such a drag
Choke on pills until I'm red
Wake up and start again

Now you see my life catastrophe
Sabotage myself and bleed
See my life catastrophe
Waiting for the end

See my life catastrope

Over emotionally insane
Doing drugs that melt my brain
Stare at bumps on my ceiling
Pretending that they're stars
Or I'll picture them as cherubim
Staring down in disappointment
Self reflective random whims
Fills me with despair

Random waves of zealousy
Make me feel I'm so disgusting
Searching for someone to blame
I did it to myself

Now you see my life catastrophe
Sabotage myself and bleed
See my life catastrophe
Waiting for the end

I can't even kill myself
I'm too scared I'm such a drag
Choke on pills until I'm red
Wake up and start again

Now you see my life catastrophe
Sabotage myself and bleed
See my life catastrophe
Waiting for the end
Now you see my life catastrophe
Sabotage myself and bleed
See my life catastrophe
Waiting for the end

Now you see my life catastrophe
See my life catastrophe
Now you see my life catastrophe
See my life catastrophe
See my life catastrophe

life catastrophe (Sped Up Version)

life catastrophe

fuckin wit my head

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