How Am I Alive :) Maybe Im Not Anymore

L0ST IN THIS ARC4DE w/ GhostMasheen (buhguul)

4rde - smash me again (scaryele)
prod. @scaryele
everything else by me

lyrics:

ahhh
i been fucking off the molly
cup filled with bacardi
i been doing drugs my darling

in the club where we get fucked
i feel so freaked up
we could be always together

like forever
i could give u my love everyday
do not treat me bad i feel so off my way
slit me with ur knife like all day
i don't care away
i don't care away

i remember one day maybe was the first day of my life
u came to my heart my eyes wide open to you
i feel warm behind you take my hand inside
kiss me
kiss me 
kiss me again
i feel you remember one day i start to love
yes girl yes I love you more than me at all
touch my lips and got this picture you still remember
kiss u kiss u
kiss u again
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ahhh
i been fucking off the molly
cup filled with bacardi
i been doing drugs my darling

in the club where we get fucked
i feel so freaked up
we could be always together

like forever
i could give u my love everyday
do not treat me bad i feel so off my way
slit me with ur knife like all day
i don't care away
i don't-

i remember one day maybe was the first day of my life
u came to my heart my eyes wide open to you
i feel warm behind you take my hand inside
kiss me
kiss me 
kiss me again
i feel you remember one day i start to love
yes girl yes I love you more than me at all
touch my lips and got this picture you still remember
kiss u kiss u
kiss u again
-----------------
ahhh
i been fucking off the molly
cup filled with bacardi
i been doing drugs my darling

in the club where we get fucked
i feel so freaked up
we could be always together

like forever
i could give u my love everyday
do not treat me bad i feel so off my way
slit me with ur knife like all day
i don't care away
i don't care away

smash me again [SPOTIFY](scaryele)

ketamine +hoshie star [skawt] *2022*

flamethrower +WhoIsJordan [xofilo] *2022*

https://open.spotify.com/album/5NrwLurAXFpNyy7wziqV18?si=old5DZDWRdWbDnmRy8tkUA

produced by @xgatteo
cover art by @strawb3rryhe4rtzz

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ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go
ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go

cuts on my arm its because of you
staring at the stars will a wish come true
friends say i'll go far only if they knew
12 gauge point it at me and you
all my dreams turn to ash
200 miles per hour hope i crash
you were like the best that i ever had
hurts so bad you left me in a flash

ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go
ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go
ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go

ghost [xgatteora]

STARIN AT ME w/HAR$h & 503scoob(Pearlblade)

xoulsss & decayy - touch

4U! (prod. Aki)

@444pluto
@skypebf
@503scoob
plz like n comment :)


walk away + skypebf + 503scoob (nxty)

https://open.spotify.com/track/01yjxmV8TijhayeHiIYEPf?si=862421211b0c4ca7

produced by @user-481427442
cover art by @angelremnants

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go to sleep
they are watching me
close your eyes
say goodbye
you feel scared
cover your ears
they are screaming
i am bleeding
lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby
lullaby, lullaby, lullaby, lullaby
lullaby from hell
reaching out for help
i just need some help
to escape this hell
lullaby from hell
reaching out for help
i just need some help
to escape this hell

lullaby from hell [rottenspirit]

f*ck me in a cybertruck w/ ap47hyc0r3 (1llusion)

not the one i want w/$kirmish (Pearlblade)

song exists for archival purposes.
i no longer associate with kiernann nor crystal ash.
FUCK RAPISTS AND THEIR APOLOGISTS 🚬

pass out w/ Crystal Ash & kiernann *2021*

(prod by. ewenli)
lyrics?_
flash flash yeah i gotta stay calm
rags and they bloody in my palms
whats the problem problem problem
like its my fault
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
hacking pieces of this bitch an her blood like confetti 
ok bitch its like is you off a pilly
ok is like murders on my mind like im melly
and like i cant fucking take it
these voices in my basement
hope i never make it
cuz i let go to fast and ima crash
pull the trigger drain me of my blood
like a zombie she wanted more of my flesh
im an issue im a rodent im a pest
spirits in my room watching me cut myself again
crash
pull the trigger drain me of my blood
like a zombie she wanted more of my
whats the problem problem problem
like its my fault
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
oh she pissed see i pulled up with a machete machete
hacking pieces of this bitch an her blood like confetti 
ok bitch its like is you off a pilly
ok is like murders on my mind like im melly
and like i cant fucking take it
these voices in my basement
hope i never make it
cuz i let go to fast and ima crash
pull the trigger drain me of my blood
like a zombie she wanted more of my flesh
im an issue im a rodent im a pest
spirits in my room watching me cut myself again

machete [ewenli]

produced by me

@avoidr
yeah-uh, the pains getting greater
you dont know, yeah you love me harder
yeah-uh, the numbness getting better
you dont know, i dont wanna live no more
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
hell nah, you thought im living in a world like this?
oh girl, you dont know what is going on
help me, im stuck inside of this endless loop
nightmares, thats what im trying to be living in

@lexanax
everything you say is a complete contradiction
wanting me to stay, 
then you're leaving without saying 
i've been losing sleep, 
all my dreams are haunted
said you wanted me, 
yet you don't like who i am

@avoidr
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if im holding on
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if i can trust you now
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it

out of it

out of it w/ LeXanax

Self Realization along with a touch of starlight can create incomprehensible beauty

lullaby from hell [rottenspirit]

nami

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