man I missed listening to this wth! rare find

Ecstasy: June 2022

prod @lllovbug
[chorus]
im nauseas im sick i feel awful
i hope i dont have to wake up tomorrow
when i look in a mirror i feel awful
cuz i despise myself i need a bottle. nowww x2

how long has it been dis way
gave my energy away
thought our wavelength was the same
i dont want this shit to fade
bbygirl u kno im tryin, im tryin to b okay
when im wit u i b flyin i think bout u everyday

when i wake up i feel sick
idrk how 2 fix this
fell in love with you on our first kiss
need 2 fix myself need 2 fix this

how long has it been dis way
gave my energy away
thought our wavelength was the same
i dont want this shit to fade
bbygirl u kno im tryin, im tryin to b okay
when im wit u i b flyin i think bout u everyday

[chorus] x2

[breakdown] outro!!
im sad!

feel awfful [lovbug]

prod. me (@rodmadeit)

lyrics:

get me through it 
i dont wanna stop now
yeah i cant do it
fck school so ima dropout
seasons change
but i dont and thats ok

i love u so much

pull up with the gang do a drive by
roll the windows down u say byebye
pull up fashion week i say hi hi
think this is my last goodbye x2

seasons change

brayam: https://soundcloud.com/ogbrayam

lyrics: (´ ∀ ` *)

u aint shootin shit what u postin w that glock for
whats that glock for? whats that glock for?
beggin for a feature soundin like a lil sub whore
lil sub whore, you a sub whore
hoppin out the whip know i only ride in 4 door
toman in the back, toman in the back
bag comin in yeah i like to count a lil more
a lil more than u, a lil more than that

hop in the jet now we landin in japan
gettin a rack, countin up big bands
only rockin that bape brand
me n sora on the set yeah he my right hand
i been gettin to a check i just stick to the plan
this a crazy lil beat yeah shoutout to brayam
if u dissin on reserve you get popped like a tag, yeah yeah
only one way to go
i been shoppin soho
need a plug on the low
xans got me movin slow

(bridge)

u aint shootin shit what u postin w that glock for
whats that glock for? whats that glock for?
beggin for a feature soundin like a lil sub whore
lil sub whore, you a sub whore
hoppin out the whip know i only ride in 4 door
dreamstate in the back, dreamstate in the back
bag comin in yeah i like to count a lil more
a lil more than u, a lil more than that

(outro)

4 Door (prod. brayam)

@prodmichael

lyrics:

ohhh x4
i cant keep doing this yea ur all up in my head
im so paranoid thinkn bout what u said
all these lies had me mislead
i was wishin i was dead

feels like i am falling down
falling down
will u pick me up when i am down
can u pls flip my frown

ohhh x4
spending all day crying
tired of all the lying
i cant keep on trying
up all night just typing

feels like i am falling down
falling down
will u pick me up when i am down
can u pls flip my frown

ohhh x4
i cant keep doing this yea ur all up in my head
im so paranoid thinkn bout what u said
all these lies had me mislead
i was wishin i was dead

ohhh [michaelwarren]

bitch.

lyrics:
that bitch like a dog like wooooof
pop me a percyy im feelin like woooooo
im in the back and im countin up blueeeee
she wanna talk now she givin me rooooof
bullets a whore they gone cum for ur mans pheeww
i mean they cum on ur plans pheeww
i mean they fuck on ur plans pheww
i might just fuck up ur plans
got marni on me
im wet like the sea
u fuckin a hoe
u fuckin a treesh
life lost in the streets
she lost in the sheets
im lost in the breesh
im gone off the weeeed
im out in LA i just touched down with keeg
she in the hotel but she dont got a key
ne-net on my body like pussy on me
and dont talk to me cuz ur pussy to me
why my name in ur mans mouth?
my dick in ur bitch south
yall be so obsessed with me like come n get ur mans now
headshot!!
man down
plssss delete ur soundcloud
u releasing music to 2 viewers and u somehow...

thinkin u the shit
we know u aint shit
thinkin u the shit
we know u aint shit

thinkin u the shit
thinkin u the shit
we know u aint shit
we know u aint shit

phewww w/ funeral (prod. guami)

enjoy.
-sora
---
notes:
i'm my own worst enemy.

constant ft. marley (kaktus)

I Can't Tell

i can't tell (prod. snorkatje)

@hcqueenxo

i made a promise, i broke it, i can’t go back
didn’t realize it was so bad
but i really wish i had
or maybe i wish i hadn’t 
broken a promise, i can’t go back
didn’t realize it was so bad
but i really wish i had
or maybe i wish i hadn’t 

broke the flow, changed the road, not the path i thought i’d chose
tried to see how far i’d go, i lost it all before i noticed
pick up pieces off the floor, i will rebuild again once more
once again no final score but i put points upon the board
do it like this, or i do it like that
i got ideas but no time to lack
i carry burdens on burdens, i stack
i know my homies are watching my back
the damage i did is hard to imagine, gotta be thoughtful in how i react
i’m gonna start by changing my habits; i’m leaving that shit in the past 
new m0thlab arc: a sight to see
getting rid of the toxic side of me
i refuse to follow the prophecy
i, myself, am the boss of me 
no new path, no place to be
no better time to spread my wings
this time around can’t afford to fail
if u don’t have faith just wait & see

see me on top going up
me & my dawgs taking dubs
beating me down is not enough
i’ll move forward no matter what

i made a promise, i broke it, i can’t go back
didn’t realize it was so bad
but i really wish i had
or maybe i wish i hadn’t 
broken a promise, i can’t go back
didn’t realize it was so bad
but i really wish i had
or maybe i wish i hadn’t

mvngfrwrd (homecomingqueen)

https://open.spotify.com/track/31PrjGJzsGRVyo3vESHPJB?si=42771c5ac44a4ec9

@jolst
will i ever be enough?
to be the one u love
there's tears on ur face
when i see ur feelin low
and i wont ever know
im bleedin ever slow
emotions fade away
when i try to stay afloat

i cannot try to holddd
i cant control
my head it's stuck into place 
im aloneee
let's take this slowww
i need ur love 
you said u hated all the things
that i did and what i toldd

ya.
ya.

every time
i give up my fate
make another choice
that i always hate
nothing really mattered if this end today 
i been missin, outta touch
motive in da shade

thoughts scattered into dust
white roses in the mud
i got scars that draw across
lookin like tattoos in the dark 

breathe smoke right to my lungs
all my feelings suck
nothing ever mattered all too much
i been ruminating im so stuck

when i try to feel
my heart wanna take u back
i thought the trust would heal
keep this up for real i guessed

if u had one reason
to give me, why u cant?
u wasted all my time
n now im wishing i was dead

will i be enouughhh 🖤</3 // jolst

https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul 
https://soundcloud.com/1kizuu

i can feel ur heart like super close 
every time my head explode
when i start to think about 
this shit real not dreamin huh
i was obsessed but on the low
remember that night we on the phone
i know we been thru a lot 
ima be right there i promise

even if we falling im jus tryna bring it back up
putting all this work in im jus tryna get my bag up
she say im the best ok if u say so 
sometimes i forget they aint do it like ddayso

feel like https://soundcloud.com/whyhaze how we soul tied
dead before i met u ya i swear u brought me back to life 
when im speaking i dont say it right
can only say a fraction of how i really feel inside
tell me how i feel ur dead wrong
i cant really say much cause im always in my head a lot
only love for u is all i got
ur my other half n idk what id do if ur gone

lately i been feeling better
i found where im standing 
now they aint meeting the measure
thinking me n u been tethered 
to the same rope n we just bracing for the weather

ohhhhhh 
like every songs about u, did u know 
n its only w u i feel at home
ur touch like my medicine keep me close 
closeeeeeee

super close.. (jayysoul+kizuu)

the other original awplong song (this one isnt as good lmao)

caughtup (cyrusxo)

definitely did not take me over a year to record this song :D

final day ft. bvrden.cr (becker)

Boo hoo hoo hoo
Oh no no no
That's so sad

Smoke in my lungs
And liquor in my backpack
I'm gettin high tonight
Oh you think it's bad
I don't really care though
Cause you're super trash
You're only mad at me
Cause you're mad at your dad

I'm so fine and I'm fabulous
All you can think about is havin' this
Honestly though that's so tragic
I cast a spell you're in love with my magic
I can't help it if I'm oh so tapped in
You can call me the cuntcore captain

Dead inside but cute that's my fashion
Two faced and a snake those my passions

Shout out MaidCafe oo ohh
Whole team come with me when I blow
Blood red on my nails and my toes
Weak willed bitches I don't fuck with those

ohhh [michaelwarren]

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