katai - when it rains (katai)

⠀⠀ #Aotearoa #newZealand

⠀⠀ beat by forestpoison
⠀⠀ prod mix & art by @55ej

⠀⠀ only wear designer got it from japan
⠀⠀⠀   she said that i got it yeah she wanna hold my hand
⠀⠀⠀⠀yeah yeah yeah
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀when i get a little better i just ruin it again
⠀⠀⠀⠀everyday i wake up i jus wanna see the end

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀i am sinking and falling
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀    and i want, the void more than morning
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀sinking and falling
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀the void more than morning
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀they say that im boring
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀but im more than stories

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀im not your friend
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀where were you when i was dead?
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀so much regret
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀those thoughts werent all in my head⠀

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diegointhedark - bloody racks

body keeps the score (avast)

when we were together i put you over everything
if you came back i'd put you over everything, again
i quit the drugs once i can't do that shit again
relapsed last week can't believe i did
2 pills in my stomach recording this
if i died right now would anybody give a shit
if i died right now would anybody even care
i'm making sad songs that nobody will hear
i don't think that you will even hear this
wish i could hold you close like the nearest
and girl to me youre just like a cigarette
cause when you're on my lips i can feel it in my chest
and i put all my pain in my lyrics
i made this song and i hoped you'd hear it
and girl to me youre just like a pill
cause without you i can't feel anything
girl i would put you over everything
girl i would put you over everything again
2 years with me meant nothing in the end
thought you needed love all you needed was a friend
i was lying when i said we meant nothing
honestly you helped me learn alot
if i could turn back the clock i would
even if it meant it'd turn out the same way
even if it meant youd end up hating me
i bought you flowers and you left on the same day
i don't hate you, i don't blame you
if i was in your shoes i would leave too
and if i was in your shoes i would hate me too
so i'll just take a pill so i don't think about you
so i don't think about you
so i'll just take a pill so i don't think about you

no one really cares

i had 2 let u in on my secret
i did all that shit and i did it for no reason
why do every1 seem 2 forget
i never had a soul to help me fix it i h8 it
i hurt my arm i got a sick wrist
everythins for nothing you dont get it
dont believe it
and ive been doing nothing evryday i hate it
u broke a promise
and u told me that ud keep it
i just hope that im ur favorite
i crush this pill trust me i hate it
and i did it all for nothing.
tattoos on my arm so i can feel sum
i been steady feelin numb
and ik its just the withdrawals



212° (bleachcraft sssecrets)

whn we met it was all fo u
i thght id rot in solitude
didnt kno wht has 2 caused my root
couldnt stabilize my mood

couldnt live a day witout uu
now we stabilized we on tha moove
i remember whn we'd take so many shrooms
we was trippin in th night wht did we do?

we was broke asf we suffered evryday
not again, dnt wna live another day
doing 8 - 5 jus so we cld pay
cared 2 much ab wht parents gone say

i felt like i wasnt shit my whole way
had no therapist, the acid was my way
i nvr meditated not evn 1 day
we were so depressed, wed demise everyday

days wld go by in minute well played
smoke 2 many cones everyday its not great
i lost so much weight in a month i went grey
cuts all on my hand, had no time 4 my day

i wld never ever leave yo side
i dont miss a single day wed reside
i miss mama i hope tht she doin fine
i feel mellow everyday i cant lie

𝓋𝒶𝓁𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃 孤独の中で腐る 苦しむエゴ

prod @faidev mix me 

tengo miedo de enfermarte
tengo miedo de enfermarte
no se que hacer con mi mente

miedo’fsickya (faidev)

equalizer 𓏲ָꮺ﹅⋆ǂ

if u wanna dance all nite tell me that u love me
i jus wanna dance all nite cant see ny sorroundings
ive been smokin zaza my head has been rollin
i jus wanna know that u want me
tha-that-tha-tha-tha-tha that u want me x3
i jus wanna b wit u jus the two of us
ion wanna be alone lets see da moon
if ur not by my side kiss me thru da phone
ki-ki-kiss me thru da phone x4
ion wanna be alone x2
bounce it, bouncing
if u wanna dance all nite
i can make u feel alright
i wanna dance all nite
i just wanna be alright
bounce it, bouncinh

қɿςς ɱ૯ ੮ҺՐυ ძค ƿҺ૦Ո૯✩⍣¯·.¸¸.·✩·.¸ (gonyura) #ɖǟռֆɛ աɨȶ ʍɛɛɛ

@hldmedwn @angeldanceclub #cantfreemysoul  
hmu if u want to lab
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қɿςς ɱ૯ ੮ҺՐυ ძค ƿҺ૦Ո૯✩⍣¯·.¸¸.·✩·.¸ (gonyura) #ɖǟռֆɛ աɨȶ ʍɛɛɛ

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