Just something I am working on. No vocals yet.

The Eyes Of Yesterday Demo

Song dedicated to a special somebody. About feeling safe. 

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I’m not mad
at you
for being there for me

I’m certain  you’ll make me feel safe
protect me

I’m not scared  of the future 
when you lean on me

I’ll be there
when you need me

Protect Me

Song I did originally did in ~1hr as an example to explain "texturing" and became a drone song. No vocals other than synth ones. Maybe add later?

Untitled

Unfinished sketch from EP written in psych ward. Mix of noise, electronica and doom.

-no vocals or other instrumentation done, due to ward
-not finished, all samples/synth pre-labeled on computer before going in + field recordings of hospital (thanks to Alex for the recording on mindfulness)
- done slowly, not allowed to keep laptop cables in ward
-EP is one seamless opera, just a selection of it
-motif of music box synth recurs through release

was very hard to get that far to do stuff. brain = go

Just putting it out there for som reassurance, that I am still alive etc and if you think I deserve any for this.

Body Scan *sketch*

21/4/16

uboa - guitar, voice, keyboard, synthesizer, noise, sawblades, sink

drowning on dry land

X - bass, vocals, drums, sawblades, melodica, noise, clarinet 

lyrics:
i am not me
but my own shadow
a dirac sea

pallid swarms of 
winged lampreys 
unmolested by the sun

not a void but a hole
accreting all the dust

i hope fracking pumps 
up the bodies
from down below the crust

i fell in love
with the prettiest guard
at my prison camp

she lovingly fed the 
incestuous mass
that gives birth to the dead

that tickles the glistening 
pink feminine cut
that emits the air we breathe

the arrow of time
points one direction
entropy always wins
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the arrow of time
points one direction
return to the womb

the arrow of time
points one direction
entropy always wins

entropy always wins

Xandra - vocals, guitars, broken acoustic guitar, synthesizers, noise, percussion

image from Faun No Tane

Filaments                     

placed

(wo)man was the first animal to be domesticated

Samantha Milne - vocals
Xandra - vocals, sampling, junk percussion, noise

image source unknown

Filaments

domesticated (feat. samantha milne)

A track about femininity.
Image source: Omoide Emanon

Released on Trans Visibility Day: to all my trans/gnc siblings.

validation pyre

Lyrics:

I have a latent fear
of killing you (in my dream)
as thats all thats left
so I  watch the sun rise way too late
before sleeping thru a beautiful day
crawl like a cockroach on the floor
unread books and rotting food
a human cumrag forced femme hole
  too depressed to cam or even move
 
the prettiest girls are the ones who cry the most 
  the prettiest girls are the ones who give up hope

shut up and disassociate and smile
and cut the phone cords
and board up the windows
as theres nobody worth knowing outside
I gave her more love than 
all the of world combined
but she did not love me
as much as ketamine 
and suicide

the prettiest girls are the ones who cry the most
  the prettiest girls are the ones who give up hope
the prettiest girls are the ones who are tapeworm hosts
the best relationships are the ones that just don't work

I love the way the camera blurs your image
like light refracted through rain

The Woman Does Not Exist

New Filament

Additional sliced synth by Scarlett Scar

I am a trap
From which you can never escape

futanari

Extracts from an upcoming, in progress release

pattern screamers (extract)

lavender psychosis

predator in a dress

Stand alone track/leftover track. Originally released for patreon. Lyrics: what buffalo bill says to herself in the mirror.

The Autogynephile

Noisevember

Finally, we can rest (for Eva)

Even rawer harsh noise with my <3 Laura !

Untitled 29 - 12 - 18 (w/ Laura Knox)

Song done in one sitting. Image is, of course, from Junji Ito's "The Groaning Drain". Edit 13/12/18 - uploaded better, thicker master/mix.

Drain Hair/Don't Hurt Me

Title from Sylvia Plath's poem "Suicide off Egg Rock"

that landscape of imperfections his bowels were part of-

Another track with my gf, this time ambient stuff!

carved into the roof of heaven (w/ Laura Knox)

Another track made in a day, using a new coil device my blacksmith Dad built!

Unknown

Trash Rat

More "Noise with the spirit of Nu Metal" for you. Lyrics are something like "feed me teeth" over and over again

Paracetamol Sex Doll

Outtake from the Apple of Every Eye part1

No real lyrics afaik

Unreleased Tracks

Serotonin Bath (W/ Muddy Lawrence)

Outtake from The Apple of Every Eye part2

Unrelenting Dread (W/ Muddy Lawrence)

my wound in you

Excerpt track off from an upcoming soundtrack-inspired release. Cut up harsh noise meets Phillip Glass.

Soul Murder

improvisation with slight modifications post-recording.

untitled (25/10/19)

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Uboa

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