prod - tipurk
mixed and mastered by Steven

Lyrics by me:

tripping on the shrooms
give me back my Hennessy
touch my body, make me bleed
beat me and break all my teeth

I saw her dying in my room right on her knees
Ive been cooking up the beat 
didn't know that she was bleeding

through her throat, what the fuck
she just needed all my love
oh my god, I'm so sad
wish I could turn back the time

I don't know, If I can
keep you here I know I'm bad
I don't wanna do the drugs
shit just made me feel attacked

by some demons in my head
yeah they are under my bed
they don't want me here alive
took em, broke em with my hands

shooting with my painted Glock
shit is red damn I'm in love
I got shooters on my back
they don't care if you're alone

I don't know I just feel bored
I'm so broke damn yeah I know 
I'm just making music cuz this shit is here my only hope

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
ba ba ba ba ba ba ba
ba ba ba ba bo bo ba

hope

Hope

feature @blairrwitch
prod @SwordAndsickle


@gutzxx

i-i-im addicted to your skin
baby I would sin
to see your pretty face
once more again
we are not the same
pushing needles in your vein
autopsy laceration all over my face
covered head to toe in bruises and scars
I never was enough
I shove my fingers down my throat
just to shut the fuck up
I feel sick
cutting up your body 
baby its my favourite flick 
im not sorry 
I use your blood as my ink

im writing diaries with your blood
baby let me cut it up
I love the sound of your screams
its my favourite drug
I wanna torture you
and leave you dying
inside my room
I love everything about you
I cannot lose you to 

@blairrwitch

youll find my body 
posted on the news 
n all my dirty habits 
i got nothing to lose
break me down n tell me whatcha kno
dying here baby can you hold me so close
i love the fuckin scars on my body 
every single day you hear me steady rotting 
im so sorry that i hurt you
when we kill ourselves i swear itll be a virtue 
lifeless body dead on the floor 
said youll always love me but you jus wanted more 
what do i have to give
i jus want her back 
oh you broke me down so bad 
so baaaad
so saaaaad
idk what i all jus had 
drugs were my only best friend 
doing drugs with you was a time well spent

i feel sick w/iveyy’s lullaby prod.SwordAndsickle

тгк: https://t.me/ubyusuka

lyrics:
wake up again, what’s the fucking point?
same old hell, same old joint.
sky’s on fire but i feel cold,
life’s a joke getting way too old.

they say "be good," but good’s a scam,
rich get richer, damn, i am
just a ghost in a broken machine,
fate’s a bitch, and god’s mean.

why the fuck do i even try?
world’s a grave, we’re born to die.
sinner’s blood in sinner’s veins,
love is pain, and pain remains.

fuck this shit, i’m done, i’m through,
nothing’s real, nothing’s true.
if life’s a test, then i fucking fail,
throw me in the void, i’m done with hell.

slice my arms open watch me red waterfall
puke up my guts till theres nothing at all
bash my skull into the wall
no i dont wanna be here i dont wanna be at all at all

hair in my fist, chunks left in the sink
eyes black from crying too broken to blink
fuck your prayers fuck trying to stay
i’m just a corpse that forgot to decay
i said wahts the point of trying to stay
fuck your prayers fuck trying to stay
prayers hit the ceiling and drip back like lead,
if heaven’s real then god wants me dead

ᴅᴇᴄᴀʏ

In the Bathroom, fucked up, my wrist hurt.
I don’t even know why I miss her.
Took too much, it’s a damn blur.
Did we fuck or not? I can’t remember.
All the puke and bluud on my T shirt.
Walked into the party now she tryna flirt.

Walk into the party doing line after line yea.
Had to throw up, I was nauseous but I’m fine now.

Woke up fuckin anxious now I’m tearing at my skin.
Woke up discombobulated, don’t know where I am.
Luv the way you taste on my tongue, just like sin.
I’m down for the threesome baby, yuu can bring a friend.

nauseous [prod.fallenangelscarz]

hai omg >,< Abyzowu w/ bowkittiskull, doll fan

https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby
https://www.instagram.com/technosexwitch

kill everyone before they try and kill you

She jus took an X 
Now shes dead on the floor
Blood on my demonia 
I think she wants sum  more 
I stomp his fuckin lights out
Make that pussy pipe down
I got Ket up on my dick 
Im sendin shots like 30 rounds
Youre jus a druggie 
A pOser 
Ill be dead in october 
I wont talk to that bitch
You cant cry on my shoulder 
Leave em fukin dead
Im just sick all in the head

blood on my demonia (technosexwitch)

@morbidsnuffstar 

skellington: 

brought a gun so i could fuck u up
everybody always too late u dont show no love
i pull up to the building and i shoot it up
my favourite knife is bout to cut u up

cuts around my neck
ur wrists are fuckin bruised
a hundred rounds to shoot
leave bullet holes in you
u cracked ur fuckin head open and u got stab wounds
dont try to save the day bitch boy u are not bullet proof

i hate everything u say bout me
i hate living i hate everybody
in the corner of the room at the fuckin party
just an emo boy lookin like a fuckin zombie

im so ready to kill
its the only thing that brings a type of thrill
i wanna pop another pill
a couple bars and ima stab until ur bodys cold n still

brought a gun so i could fuck u up
everybody always too late u dont show no love
pull up to the building and i shoot it up
my favourite knife is bout to cut u up

cuts around my neck
ur wrists are fuckin bruised
a hundred rounds to shoot
leave bullet holes in you
u cracked ur fuckin head open and u got stab wounds
dont try to save the day bitch boy u are not bullet proof

snuffcide:

liveleak shooter #bloodbath w/ snuffcide (teeth)

IAMSODEAD
i wnna die nd b w u forever
told myself tonight that i shud stick it together
my life is so meaningless, i feel like im useless
but idk how 2 make it stop,

IAMSODEAD
i wnna die nd b w u forever
told myself tonight that i shud stick it together
my life is so meaningless, i feel like im useless
but idk how 2 make it stop,
these thoughts r so rough nd i feel so fcked up
im jst a loser who questions everythnr

https://soundcloud.com/sawurfaceinheaven?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
Sorry for what I’ve did, point the barrel at my head
Im a fuckin idiot, can someone clean up this mess
I told her, I’m a fucking social reject
I deserve every bad shit that has happened to me
I need a shoulder, too fucking cry on
Cut my wrist open, while I lay inside my bath tub

I wanna die and be with you forever
told myself tonight that I should stick it together
x2

IAMSODEAD
i wnna die nd b w u forever
told myself tonight that i shud stick it together
my life is so meaningless, i feel like im useless
but idk how 2 make it stop,
these thoughts r so rough nd i feel so fcked up
im jst a loser who questions everythnr

lifeisbutanillusion w/m14 [jul]

beat produced by my brother @misalivee ilyy #BFC

𝐥𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬://
@disoc8
are you even human?
my wrists are in a ruin,
i feel so alone doing drugs in my room :c
stop.
popstar, smokin OG at the partyyy
rockstar, mix amphetamines in my molly,

crush a pill, cuz i luv the way it makes me fuckin feel <3
make a deal, keep it fkn comin i don't wanna heal.
(dissociate), every single second i feel so surreal,
bby come with me i'll show u something real.

i don't need sense of direction
i live in fucked up perfection
take more, no need for reflection
friends always leave i'm so used to rejection

cut here, cut there, nobody's gonna care
i feel so scared, i fucking hate it here
i don't care about a thing i'm gonna die this year
i don't care about a fucking thing i'm gonna die this year

my girl is a bad bitch,
last one was a catfish
checkin on ur fkn ig that shit was tragic
they say i'm bipolar,
they say that i'm manic,
i just think i'm boss and see my numbers getting massive

!!!
not everything that is dark is an invitation,
my music does not intend to advertise self-destruction.
i'm not promoting it, i'm surviving it
if you cannot process that, just skip the fucking song
take care<3

POPSTAR SUICIDE (misalive)

cc

produced by me

I saw your picture
Hanging on the back of my door
Won't give you my heart
No one lives there anymore

And we were lovers
Now we can't be friends
Fascination ends
Here we go again

'Cause it's cold outside
When you coming home?
'Cause it's hot inside
Isn't that enough?

I'm not in love

I'm not in love

I'm not in love

I'm not in love

Could it be that
Time has taken its toll?
Won't take you so far
I am in control

And we were lovers
Now we can't be friends
Fascination ends
Here we go again
'Cause it's cold outside

When you coming home?
'Cause it's hot inside
Isn't that enough?

I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love

Now we can't be friends
Fascination ends
Here we go again

'Cause it's cold outside
When you coming home?
'Cause it's hot inside
Isn't that enough?

I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
I'm not in love
We are not in love
We are not in love
We are not in love
We are not in love
We are not in love

Not in Love

prod @soreu_u

lyrics

i cant even find a reason i cant even find myself
holiday is comming but i wnna kms
the feelings, touch everything it just hurts fkn so much
i keep my razors on me in case i wnna give up
I dont wnna lose you, your rotten body on my mind 
jus forget wat i said i was never thinking right 
i think about suicide i can see it in my eyes 
im feeling putrid tonight, im all dolled up to take my life 
baby look at me, how did i end up like dis?
i jus threw up on the sink, you are jus a another bitch
all drugged up to take my life, its alr past my time 
baby be mine ill never feel fine 
love me if u hold me, damn i feel lonely 
baby show me, they already told me 
throwing up on the sink, you keep lying to me 
im the only one u need, youre the only one i need

I feel sick I throw up, on the rug
reform me jesus i just need another chance (need my soul repent)
its getting cold
baby hold me
i keep crying
cus im lonely 


Hope

mxrrow

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