Name: kali by ueca
Duration: 2 min 53 s
Description: hi so my computers broken atm this is just an old track that i’m pretty sure i haven’t uploaded

Lyrics:

- handwritten letters -
'Member when we'd run through those fields, and
Had broken hearts but they healed? I,
Thought it would last forever, but,
I guess that we're not together, so,
I'll carry on and pretend that
What we had never ended.
I know that all of it's fake, but,
Thoughts of you, I always hate.

Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

(Yeah,)
(Yeah-ah.)
(Ay, so let's fight this weather)
(Yeah,)
(Ay, eh.)
(Now we're together)

- Lxst Boy -
yeah, tryna fight this weather
but you kept all of my sweatshirts
getting rained on,
clouds getting heavy never better
said to myself that I'd forget her
but I'm handwriting these letters
you will never read
I wish we were still together
you're one I won't forget
counting down until sunset
and I'll never get a rest
you were my only friend
stuck in these flashbacks
just want the past back
I wanna talk
without getting laughed at
don't wanna try
cuz you'll just attack back
I wanna run away
packing my backpack

- handwritten letters -
Seeing all these flashbacks,
I just want the past back.
But if I can't find it,
I'll have to pack my knapsack.
Ay, tryna hit the road,
I've got so far to go.
I know it's been two months
Since the last time we spoke.
I know that when I left,
I left things in a mess.
Try to wash out the stains,
That I can't forget.
Thought this would be better
With us not together.
Now I see I was wrong,
So lets fight this weather.

flashbacks (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. jxsie beats]

Written by Senzu
Produced by Eric Godlow

Lyrics
[Verse]
you and me, walkin down the street holdin hands
we on sesame, yeah, thats the street
where we met
always pullin me out of the center of the deep end
always been there as soon as i start, to sink in
giving you tons of hugs and kisses
anything for my future misses, i played the game 
and i got my riches, and im not gon waste it
on other bitches, you're hella fine and hella mine
you treat me right you're by my side like all the time
 i cant imagine you  never being inside my life
you came into my life
changed it for the better, i don't really see
rainy weather, since you joined me
on my adventure, venture 
look, you and me we the best 
we don't compare to the rest cus we're
above, yeah uh we in love
we in love

[Hook]
i love you more than you love me, no you don't
shut the fuck up, yes i do, oh, yeah thats
true, woah
i laugh when you say you hate me cus we both know
that that isn't true, yeah, lets get a room
lets get a room

[Verse]
you and me in my bed you're inside of my arms
hope it feels like a scarf, yeah the type that warms your heart
never lettin go again, i learned that lesson before
you're the only girl thats on my mind 
that i can't ignore, almost the 25th buyin you presents
for me what i want is just simply you're presence
i love spendin time with you, yeah you're the light
before you walked in i was grey in the eyes

You And Me (prod Eric Godlow)

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
follow jxsie beats on youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UCsiFvGaBzTTkQYPLEa4Kp3A

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw

lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

lyrics - written and recorded by backyard beetle
produced by - heydium
here is a link to the producers' youtube channel -
heydium - www.youtube.com/channel/UCMxXT0fAXZnJeBckmkLcN_Q

follow me
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
youtube - www.youtube.com/channel/UC-4-VT3d7ke7q99LWiWikzw

lyrics:
always stuck up in my head 
i dont know what you have said
i been on the road just chasing the bread
cause i can never find it then
all these people gotta face the facts 
you cannot stop what you cant attack
how do you think that i will react
sorry bro
take that back
yeah you really think im going out like that
yeah you really think ill fall for a simple attack

i been going forever and i cant go back
im aiming for the stars so i cant hold back
it just seems so easy but i am under attack
but i got my whole team here 
i know they 
have my back

im still seeing shadows in the corner 
everyday as i get older
why does keep on just getting colder
imma just move on and handle it like a soldier
imma fight em off
they dont even know but they cant take me on im too strong for them
no matter the cause imma always win
thats how i want my story to end

end 
end 
end

i been going forever and i cant go back
im aiming for the stars so i cant hold back
it just seems so easy but i am under attack
but i got my whole team here 
i know they 
have my back

i been going forever and i cant go back
im aiming for the stars so i cant hold back
it just seems so easy but i am under attack
but i got my whole team here 
i know they 
have my back

but i got my whole team here 
have my back

i know they 
have my back

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - cant go back (prod. heydium)

shoutout dysphoric, go check his stuff out

finally i drop a godlow song(i have like 10 in my drafts) its just a motivation thing

lyrics

mæsk
u see me now
dont feel me tho
coming back but feel im in a funeral
i got my hopes all up
coz now they talking down
its not the same
it never was
its just a different mouth

uh talk to me 
ill awfully pretend 
that i am honest but like honestly i’m lost inside my head
things better unsaid
exchanging words now what i dread
i use them all for beats i hear, no i dont do it for the bread

uh fuck it losing all my soul
losing all my consciousness
its seeping through my dome
things now coming back that never mattered to me before
thought i distanced my self from the past but now look at what we are

my brain is filled with memories and fucking battle scars
not giving shits now what i bleed 
ill fucking rip apart
every single person on earth who caused me hurting, i dont wanna hear ur version
ive been burden from the very fucking start

ooo now
this is what i do now
if you fucking knew me
would u still be around

me say mumbo jumbo 

dysphoric
i’ve felt it all from the very start like my heart been blocked and shattered into shards
everything they said to me it’s ripping me apart
like there’s a target on my back just focus on the mark
no way no sir i cannot keep my word
trying to choose my path my vision has been blurred
not a single word 
that you said 
to my face 
has been heard
try to find solutions they all seem to be absurd

what the difference between win and loss if it’s at a cost
how come when i take all these shots they just seem to get blocked
why am i reaching when there’s no one there to help me up
these visions fucking with me they come and go so abrupt-ly 

there only here to corrupt me
shocking how the realization struck me
i have a feeling that i must leave 
i must leave

ooo now this is what i doo now
if you fucking kneww me 
would you still bee around

if u knew ft. Dysphoric (Eric Godlow )

(futoh)
ruler of my palace,
but slave to my malice,
better call me morales,
cause miles reflect my balance,

could’ve broke along the way, 
but you know I’m not that guy,
when I look up to the sky,
I see it becoming basic,
like no longer see the birds flying like they are racing,
only see a couple leaves, giving gloomy sensations,
backtracking my publications,
destruction of my foundations,
and of the next generations,
whos limitations,
have been exceeded to the most extent,
give me a tent,
and a couple matches to burn the scratches
left by the masses,
whos honors been left in patches,
the ashes of all their branches,
have been thrown out to sea, 
poseidon creating gashes,

better turn around and look the other way,
before you’re slain,
better call me akame,
cause i'm bringing hefty pain,
and lots of rain, to entertain,
being the bane of others has left me going insane,
twisted knots inside my brain, and now i'm to blame,
that's funny, cause you were never the type to go complain,
and play with others hearts, oh wait, it's all a game,
hiding behind a mask and hiding all your remains,

and i'm the seeker, and getting eager,
i'm burning weaker, keeping low profile,
like i'm the reaper, and youre a heavy sleeper,
my claws will sink in deeper,
youre so much cheaper this way,
ay, ay,
you're the prey of the day

top of the food chain,
this world is my domain,
bringing rugged terrain,
and sugar canes,
what kinda fool thinks he can survive playing my game?
like the pawns in chess, you're a life i have to take (uhh)



(giovanni)
i got pain deep inside my brain
shit that’s just a headache
popped in the scene, i'm a king
better wake way 
poseidon couldn’t even comprehend 
the way i make waves i got ya girl on me playing with my toy: play date 

yeah i’m off it uh 
do not even step to me 
murder beats so well, this shit is looking like the redder sea 
just let me, subconsciously 
i write better bars than you, in my sleep try to talk shit, 
but i curve it like the letter c 

i’ll make it uh 
i know i’m the greatest uh 
no i am not narcissistic, i just wanna be famous uh 

my time is important uh 
you so sound so contorted uh 
choking over bars you really need to get it sorted uh

if you know i’m next up, better raise glass yeah 
if you know i’m next, for the people in back yeah 
people talkin shit, yeah it’s really so sad 
i’m the greatest out the underground, the rest of y’all is rats

KING w/ Giovanni

Thank you all for listening <3 :)

LYRICS:
I don’t know what i’m going through
And I’m stuck when i think of you
I don’t know what i'm going through, going through 

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you 
 
We’re at a new high just don't look down
You might get scared pick up your crown 
I love you i can't deny
When i'm with you i'm kind of shy  
Can't believe you're kind of mine
With your pretty brown eyes
You got me mesmerised
Everytime i see your eyes

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you 

Eres tan hermosa
You are so beautiful
I'm not even lying
I can't get enough of you 

Eres tan hermosa
You are so beautiful
I'm not even lying
I can't get enough of you 

I don't know what i'm going through (going through)
I'm stuck when i think of you (thinking of you)
Lets go where the planes fly by (fly by)
Lets go where the stars collide
Lets run we’re out of time (out of time)
I'm stuck 
You’re in my mind (in my mind)
I don't know what i'm going through
I'm stuck when i think of you

brown eyes (prod. splashgvng)

hi so my computers broken atm this is just an old track that i’m pretty sure i haven’t uploaded

kali

This is my first Chillhop/Lo-fi upload. It's a slightly ominous but chill and cool jazz beat. Enjoy!

Midnight Coffee

Been a while but I'm back on my shit for a schmecond 
Made with love <3

kali

ueca

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