prod. by me

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enjoying ur time <3

sorry not sorry~
prod+written by me
{remastered 10.22}

you just lost the game

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lyrics:
[Intro]
Two, two, three, four

[Verse 1]
Slipped out of focus
Weight of the stars
One thousand locusts
No, we aren’t getting far
Tried to reach, I really did
Dreaming of the water’s edge
Where I lie
A fear of flight, and a leap of faith
The winding roads, and the summer rain
I fell in love
Sky came crashing down
Hell from above
But impassive now
Moved on, somehow

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment you walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Verse 2]
You were the muses in my head (In my head)
Still, I find some things better left unsaid (Left on read)
Tried to let it go
Yet I fall right down against
I lied and said I won’t
But I felt my knees give in
Laying down by the lakeside, I
Tried to stall but it ain’t worth my time
And I was in heaven then
My dream was irreverent, no
Somewhere so familiar
I stand, and stare
Like “how’d I get here again?”

[Pre-Chorus]
So this is how it feels
To be somewhere you love
Unsure of where you’re going
Yet you know enough
Oh I’d do anything, please don’t go
Hardly anywhere, feels like home

[Chorus]
So celebrate it, the life I’ve left behind
From the moment I walked in
I made up my mind
I’ve come too far, don’t let me down
Six thousand miles, I lost what I found

[Bridge]
Yeah, that sounds about right
Yeah, sure
Whew

[Verse 3]
Hazy views of peaks
I rocked myself to sleep
Swing-set dreams
And it’s all that I really need
It’s all that I really need from you
I been up for too long
Tried to find where I went wrong

[Verse 4]
Empty parking lots
Nose bleeds from vertigo
Visions idolized
Hurricane, over the coast
Soil swallow me whole, I don’t wanna go home
Garden on the wall, don’t take me away from you
I’ll be back someday
I don’t wanna fade out
I fold under the weight now
There's something in the way now, oh no
I’ll be back someday

[Bridge]
Tried to shout, but I can’t talk
Higher cliffs, farther drop
“It’s hard, isn’t it? Letting go, I mean. Whatever.”

[Outro]
You told me “it won’t be forever”
Yet I’ve been wasting forever away
Told me this “wasn’t a goodbye”
And “I’ll see you another day”
Those were the last words you said to me
And they’re words I wish you didn’t say
Though time heals all eventually,
It’s time I’d rather waste
Waiting for you

garden on the wall

take5 (leyton)

written & prod musa
mixed: soupandreas and musa
mastered: soupandreas

lyrics:
this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends


they say that i talk a lot,
but every-time I try to speak my chest locks up from the thoughts
i mean it’s part of questioning my mama said that i'm wrong 
left home at 17 I think, would she love me if I fall?
oh how i've grown very tall…
yeah & back when u asked if I had ever wondered
whether or not i was a man 
thought I was scared of who i am, heart breaks again and again
while i'm just sitting on your bed,
i don't know what the point of it is but i don't want you to stop

i'm a believer in cause & effect
a savior and causer of death
escape but i fall from the fence
home is a long way out but i'll just race until i'm calling the bets
stalling to pay off my debts
failing to keep you in mind

this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends

crashing like ocean waves
manic emotional states
faith, i give innocently
care when i'm minutes late
fight back when i know that you were right
cause the consequences of knowing everything you could've seen if you just stayed by my side
oh
baby just quit meddling 
adrenaline course through my veins, my nerves are just twisting up, in 
and then you look at me with eyes, distract me from listening
i aint seen you in a min, coping is harder than gin
& its off in a minute 
oh
they say that i talk a lot,
but every-time I try to speak my chest locks up from the thoughts
i mean it’s part of questioning my mama said that i'm wrong 
left home at 17 I think, would she love me if I fall?
oh how i've grown very tall…
yeah & back when u asked if I had ever wondered
whether or not i was a man 
thought I was scared of who i am, heart breaks again and again
while i'm just sitting on your bed,
made of boxes as your frames, and we laid there all night


this world starts spinning and it don't stop spinning,
all i see is red when i'm falling down
and i'm scared we're just gon' make a mess
and let our words digress 
and leave no dividends

BEAT BATTLLE!! SOBI x Bhertuy

Dc Upset

I Tried

guitar and lyrics by me <3
additional prod. + trumpet by @dramatrial
~

i'll take all the steel that i left in my bag 
but nothing feels real so i'll take a step back 
and i'll build me a rocket and fly far away 
but no one's impressed, i've got nothing to say 
i left for the evening, and hoped for the best 
but everything's heavy, this weight on my chest 
yeah it's holding me down and i can't lift it up
now everyone's off and i feel like i'm stuck on the moon

ad astra

ad astra (with drama trial)

Oh, your better alone, you left with my soul 
dont leave me alone 
So, you left me alone, you won’t call my phone 
I’m left at a tone,
No I beg you , don’t you want to know ,
if I’m not alone 
So, I beg to know , 
(so I know) I Talk talk talk talk talk to much , 
you told me not to lie but I never gave it up ,say another word yea I never gave  fuck
tell me what you want baby, never have enough 
said you talk talk talk talk talk to much , never had a worry no a never made a 
fuss ,wait for better days knowing  I don’t give a fuck 
play another game hoping for another buff 
Why you go away for a whole week 
Said another name in the bed 
But you told me ,that he wasn’t much but I thought about it all week ,leave me at tone knowing well that I won’t speak ,oh I thought about it, I’ll hold on to hell
So I’ll hold onto hope 
Just pray that I don’t 
Leave part of my soul 
No , I’ll let you break my heart too 
I hope , I hope you got just what you wanted

https://open.spotify.com/track/275R0Ezn7OBNpCFf0JLToX?si=f76389ea39044495

Eros

obviously feat. @nettspend

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i used a nettspend open

あやくにたたない
these are just fun stuff i make or trying other peoples styles thats not main related

BEAT BATTLLE!! SOBI x Bhertuy

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