coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

Unfinished tears remake

produced and written by me :)
mastered by @wubz
you can just calle me when you want 
i'll say exactly what you need to hear 
so baby don't put up a front 
i promise it won't make it easier 



she said
come over 
this isn't over
lock my eyes
and there's plenty i can show ya
 time flies 
you can blink and then it's over 
you should get to knowin me



prechorus

and every time i close my eyes
feel like i closed the distance
ain't slept the whole damn night 
i feel like something's missin
know you feel it to
won't believe it tho
so please just know that 

chorus

you can just calle me when you want 
i'll say exactly what you need to hear 
so baby don't put up a front 
i promise it won't make it easier 


i know i can't turn th clock back 
so i'll tic away the seconds with you babe
i never would've thought that 
this was something that i even had to mention to you baby 
 
me and you we got involved 
off the bat we had it all
didn't know what i was supposed to do
fucked it up it was my fault but 

 you stood by me through it all and 
i'll make it up baby you know that 
got my back up off the wall and 
it's makin a difference i'll show you that so

next time when you come over 
i'll let you know all the 
things i miss about you 


next time when you come over 
i'll let you know all the 
things i love about you

callmewhenyouwant

Cucumber Full

the version on spotify is pitched to 453.15 hz
original was 440hz
to play along with / for pitched down enjoyers

iris (original pitch)

hiiii this is the showcase of my new drumkit "abandoned" ‼🐦
https://ko-fi.com/s/7ee888a36a

i leave u a time stamp for all these incredible artists:
1. @dern0 ʚїɞ 00:00
2. @eleilunamar - broken data 6.1 (w/ @fament, @nunowav ʚїɞ 01:20
3. @dern0 ʚїɞ 4:00
4. @daywxtch ʚїɞ 7:03
5. @kenkamon - HIDDEN (demo) ʚїɞ 08:14
6. @covert3 ʚїɞ 10:14
7. @ginxzz ʚїɞ 11:50
8. @m1rooo ʚїɞ 13:46
9. @twodustbandofficial ʚїɞ 15:09
10. @skullish + @ily_turo ʚїɞ 15:55
11. @mucisianman ʚїɞ 17:45
12. @ily_turo ʚїɞ 20:06

ʚїɞ abandoned drumkit

ext:OBSIDIAN VULNERABILITY

Oh, your better alone, you left with my soul 
dont leave me alone 
So, you left me alone, you won’t call my phone 
I’m left at a tone,
No I beg you , don’t you want to know ,
if I’m not alone 
So, I beg to know , 
(so I know) I Talk talk talk talk talk to much , 
you told me not to lie but I never gave it up ,say another word yea I never gave  fuck
tell me what you want baby, never have enough 
said you talk talk talk talk talk to much , never had a worry no a never made a 
fuss ,wait for better days knowing  I don’t give a fuck 
play another game hoping for another buff 
Why you go away for a whole week 
Said another name in the bed 
But you told me ,that he wasn’t much but I thought about it all week ,leave me at tone knowing well that I won’t speak ,oh I thought about it, I’ll hold on to hell
So I’ll hold onto hope 
Just pray that I don’t 
Leave part of my soul 
No , I’ll let you break my heart too 
I hope , I hope you got just what you wanted

https://open.spotify.com/track/275R0Ezn7OBNpCFf0JLToX?si=f76389ea39044495

Eros

written, produced & recorded by mochji
mixed & mastered by julian descure
creative direction by daniel roland

not2sober

newsthatistheoppositeofgood

#freakyvibes

#lyrics:

you think you're tied up now
why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit but I'm a thief

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

melatonin don't work
had to fiend until my soul hurt
I could run across the whole earth
I been bleeding till my nose burst
I feel a little low-worse 
I feel a little more
oh I feel a little more

breakdowns made me someone I'm not
break a hole through the wall looking through what I sought for
late-town made me something I hate
and I'm always in the corner yelling

you could tell me that I got to see to believe it
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around thinking I'm the shit, but I'm a seed to believe in
everybody wanna be a freak till the knees bent
pull the rug underneath her feet till the weekend
touching teeth baby I deceive
I run around talkin shit but baby I'm a FREAK

breakdown stunted made me talk like I wanted to
late-town coming and I don't want me 
coming to terms with the shit on my back
when my brain isn't hurt I can fucking relax 
on god

why don't you wait a minute
try to cope with me but 
I done made you hit the limit
babe I know it's bright out 
but we've been busy sinning
cause when you're beautiful and hold me close
you could tell me that I got to see

everybody wanna be a freak
baby I don't wanna be deceived
come into come into come into fact
come into come into come into please (freak)

FREAK

あやくにたたない
these are just fun stuff i make or trying other peoples styles thats not main related

Unfinished tears remake

YAK3I

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