Raynaud’s

i'm getting older
each day i wake 
please make it stop 
soon it'll be too late

if i don't finish 
all that i meant to do today 
it's not my fault 
like you, time just won't wait

and it's speeding up 
the further down i go 
riding on old 
tires worn down from all our roads

and what's left now 
memories of a ghost
a ship in search of coast

forgive and forget
miles marked with regret
i love and i hope
someday i'll even learn to cope

I'm Getting Older

you're not the only one who doesn't care
i'll brush my teeth as i cut my hair
i'll wet my cereal with whatever's available 
cause i don't care enough to cry about it
it's unbelievable how little it matters 
oh and how much i've tried

it's no mystery 
what you mean to me
i will let you be
we won't disagree

i'm giving up on everything i see
and making my bed into a trampoline
i'll jump to mars and disappear in the stars
find a planet so far i won't be tempted to
text you again and pretend we're still friends
even though i still want us to

Raisin Bran Funk (Acoustic)

i like how i'm feeling now
all alone away from the crowd
i've had enough of talk
all i wanna do is get lost
on my own, in my room
wont be hearing from me soon

but i hate how i miss you so
think i'll just throw away my phone
and i doubt you'd notice one fewer text
when you're so busy with all the rest
so i'll give up, take back my heart
was dumb to give it from the start

tho i wish you had asked me to stay
i'll convince myself that i'm ok
and yeah i guess everything's chill
even tho i love you still
so here i go, back on my own
cause none can leave you if you're already alone

feeling now

like a vise
holding an organic figure
such a beautiful shape
precariously in place
i'll take the risk
that you won't slip from my grip
but if you do
i'll soon get over it

like a bike
with tires slightly deflated
not a bounce in sight
on this smoothest of rides
but on this track
any crack could be a flat
and it's just fine
i'm pretty good at fixing that

yeah i'll be alright
not matter how tough the fight
i'll always be okay
tonight and every night
cause i'm no longer playing
everybody's little game

yeah i'll be alright
not matter how tough the fight
i'll always be okay
tonight and every night
cause i'm no longer playing
anybody's little game

vise

the other day i rode my bike right into an ocean
i told myself i'd be careful but clearly i wasn't
so here i am and i don't know how
to swim but really does it matter now
cause i'm having fun and i'm sure i'll figure it out somehow

and they all say that only a fraction's been discovered
so nows my chance and i really want to uncover
all the stories here in the shallows and deep
even the sad ones that you carefully keep
cause i'm here with you, and rather drown than breathe

and i'll be fine if you rather settle for nothing
cause it's okay i know that you're dealing with something
but itd be so cool if we both played the fool
and opened our hearts to these new set of rules
but till then i'm floating in ocean haley
yeah till then i'm floating in ocean haley

ocean

I been showing you all my arteries but you just want to take me to all these parties 
i don’t want to be seen with you, i just wanna be the art hanging in your room 

is this what happens when we say i love you too soon 
I was on page 52 while you were writing the epilogue with your mom 

wish i could stomach not getting it right or was strong enough to watch you cry without losing my mind 
or maybe we should have spent more time talking cuz i can’t seperate my thoughts from my body 

and i miss blankie too 
together, walking other people’s dogs
playing in the snow on mushrooms 
the world felt like my living room

THOUGHTS

uncle baby

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