all these thoughts inside my brain i cant even cope wit em
god damn i might jus go insane
i know i been fuckin up my mom know imma sinner
she said im cursed well i done heard it all
i been tryna keep my head on
but its been so hard to get up when i fall
and its been so long since i even felt sum
gave dis girl all my luv n got left like im nun
ask me why im makin these songs
this my journal, this shi helps me handle my thoughts
miss that girl like crazy but i wont go back
if only u didnt do me like that
after all that we've been thru like really u gon stab me in the back?
after all that u told me u gon leave me like imma can of trash?
damn i could never go back
never go back

damn im rlly on sum fuckin sad shit
depressed shit, mad shit, wishing that i had shit
wish that stayin sober wasnt such a fuckin challenge
wish the girl of my dreams wasnt in the past tense
well i guess that shit happens 
but shits been gettin so damn hard u cant even fathom
and all these negative thoughts jus turned into a habit 
and i cant take much more of this life shit i've had it
after all that we've been thru like really u gon stab me in the back?
after all that u told me u gon leave me like imma can of trash?
damn i could never go back
never go back

never go bak

uhlyx