Electrical shiiiiz

mixed by plugp
(side note)- its ok to be sad or to cry

lyrics:
Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent
Im just bad at explaining how im feeling
Didn’t mean to let you down
Didn’t mean to scare you now
If I tell you how I feel you Im scared you'd turn around
And yeah im scared of that
Wish I didn’t tell you that
Ive been trying to open up but you don’t call me
But im a mental reck
Im holding on at best
Ive been trying my best but im not good enough

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence

Ive been running for a while nothings getting better
Everyone around me is doing so much better
Post a blurry picture of a moment cause I miss it
Im a shitty person but I feel like I acknowledge it
I don’t like to stand out maybe not that obvious 
And every time I call you up I feel like I’m obnoxious 
And that’s how I feel 
That’s how I feel
Please don’t walk away if I open up
It would mean so much
If you just let me talk
Please don’t walk away if I start breaking down
I don’t like to cry so I get teary eyed

Does it hurt when you say u hate yourself
Putting others first then your mental health
I got good at faking confidence
Its a party of two and there’s subsidence
Im not good or bad im just decent

pls dont go if i open up :/ (prod. plugp)

they stay so obsessed with me they don't ever let up

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Song is Produced by 93FEETOFSMOKE & je$$e
Video Directed by David Varela
Written & Performed by Cxldface.

2seater

selfish(v1)

Na-na-na
Ah-na-na-na-na-na-na
I love my friends
I love my friends
I love my
I love my freinds

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I’m all alone
On the plane ride right back home
And I know
That when I’m gone, they’ll probably think I’m a ghost
And I wait
One thousand miles away
From everyone in my state
Can’t think about my mistakes
I sit back, laugh, and I say

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m know missing all my friends
And I

Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes
Just hope that you know I try
But we all feel bad sometimes

I love my friends
But they get on my nerves sometimes, and that’s fine
I think I’d rather stay inside tonight, and I know
That when I wake up, I’ll make up
A story why i stayed, and mess up
Every connection I made

I said something last night, that got your attention
And I think that’s fine, but I forgot to mention
When I’m gone, know I’m missing all my friends
And I

I love my friends
I love my

friends (grayskies)

produced by @deadyami

lyrics:
i'm always the person u lean on 
look inside that purse cuz i was wondering what she's on
i'm just sick of feeling nothing (x2)

i break my back and break my shoulders
u kept me together when the nights got colder
i thought i was doing better, doing good before i met her
can't learn a lesson if i'm never taught
look what we've got here in our hands 
its close to nothing
i'm only holding on if u wait for me
but don't wait for me

i wake up looking for u
ur the first thing on my mind
and if i lie to u
it would be a waste of time so i think i'm gonna treat u right

i'm always the person u lean on 
look inside that purse cuz i was wondering what she's on
i'm just sick of feeling nothing (x2)

i break my back and break my shoulders
u kept me together when the nights got colder
i thought i was doing better, doing good before i met her
can't learn a lesson if i'm never taught
look what we've got here in our hands 
its close to nothing
i'm only holding on if u wait for me
but don't wait for me

never mention me again
when ur hanging with ur friends
by the way they're wack
always talked behind my back
i thought there were 2 sides to every story
all these bitches have been busy soaking in their glory 
u been talking bout these digits u don't tote no 40s
i think lately all i ever do is fucking worry

b4 i met her (dead yami)

I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

available on all streaming platforms

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7hWQzHhOY8

lyrics: can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time
i wake up and youve been missing from me
you were by my side
now were worlds away from eachother
i cant sleep i cant eat i feel like im dying
run the cold steel on my skin
ill never feel your kiss again
can you feel me
ill be in your dreams when youre asleep tonight
i didnt even want to say goodbye
i know tears came falling out of those green eyes
we both know its not the right time (x2)
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music video

as long as we remember each other, we'll never be apart

insomnia

u changed freestyle

prod by me

lyrics:
close the door in my face
stuck can’t message anyway
twisted up my ends
twisted up my ends

i can’t stop picking up the pieces
life sucks when it doesn’t have a reason 
had no fun picking up the ends
i can’t stop picking up the ends 

last night i was busy talking to myself
i lied now i’m busy talking to the shelves 
i tried but how can u forgive urself
i couldn’t forgive myself

slam my head on the door just for fun
call my friend say wassup and that i’m fine
nobody helps cause our interest don’t align
no plans so i don’t have to go outside

oh well i’m fine laying here all day
4 walls called home that i can’t escape
at night dark thoughts take a funny shape
lights out blinds closed with the windows draped

been here before w/ poorbryan (prod.silo)

saki!

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