this is so incredibly pretty i cannot process it

prod by ukii (https://www.youtube.com/@ukii2072)
featuring https://soundcloud.com/laindotcom

lyrics!
[d3mo]
think that u know everything
but theres so much more..
u just have to see it
u just have to
𝓫𝓮𝓵𝓲𝓮𝓮𝓮𝓮𝓮𝓮𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓮𝓮!

i can show u where to go
ah, ah, 
theres so much places to explore
ah, ah,
a whole world is waiting for..
𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓾𝓾𝓾𝓾𝓾𝓾!

i can show u where to go
ah, ah, 
theres so much places to explore
all for youuuuuuuu
its all waiting for you!
(ooooooooooo)

[lain]
i tell u that im fine but u know im not
u say itll be alright 
but it never does
and i drain my eyes so 
i couldnt care 
still im haunted
im haunted
ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
SATISFIED??
WITH ALL THAT HAPPENED
FEELING RESTLESS
i just cant help it..

and when i found new love
u came back in
and im so tired of
the same damn shit
cuz when u tell me u miss me
u wishing that we'd speak
unfortunately, i dont speak to
w h o r e s 

u keep bringing up sum shit
thats been overr
and ur the reason that i couldn't stay sober
im freezing in the winter but
ice grew colder
i found someone better
who makes me feel important

[d3mo & lain]
i drain my eyes so i couldnt cry
(i cant see)
and i still think about it from time to timeeee
(why'd u do these things 2 me)
u were minee
(i just want it to eend)
all i wanted to do was diee
BITCH!

(^ ω ^ *) hehehe!

☆.: waiting for 𝓾! :.☆ w/ laindotcom (prod. ukii)

cant tell w/ counter + toxin brewer + joshuasageart |☆ spaceboyry ☆|

bone and skin [prod. nightiger]

"everything we had" produced by @neohnq

Performed/Written by @counterxo

everything we had

everything we had (neohn)

i dont wnna fucking be here anymore
im stuck here forever, under all this pressure, 
its not fair :(
I'm tired of this place
nd the way that i hate everything

but u make me want 2 start hoping
tht things are fine while i die slowly :D
everything thts bad for me 
its killing me
im killing me...

i dont wnna fucking feel it anymore
i know ive got problems
nd u all got problems too
so can i cry on ur shoulders 
u can weep on my shoulders too ;-;

u make me want 2 start hoping
while i drown nd pass out choking :D
everything thts bad for me 
its killing me
im killing me...

yer killing me

First song off the new project "Our Feeble Attempt (at the Inevitable Realization)" <3
lyrics:
i just wanna smile.
i know that hurts but it can only last a while,
with everything we go through, life is like a trial,
i just feel so blessed that i've been learning since a child,

to be thankful when i'm sad  -
just because they hurt you, doesn't make a person bad,
learn to let it go cause you deserve it to detach,
people are just pieces and not everyone can match,
never turning back, but the pain can never last

couldn't touch me, you were lucky to get let through
back up, get the fuck up out my bedroom -
life is really short, if were alive then we'll be dead soon
they always try to turn me down, like i'm headroom,

if you don't miss me then i'm guessing it's just tough luck,
bet that it's more easy to get fucked up -
hard to fall in love when you don't give yourself enough love,
poured my heart out like a dump truck

to many people steady lying, they won't fess up
live their life on autopilot like a tesla
won't even admit it to their self, cause its less rough
doing it right now - i'm not next up

please don't call my phone back
why'd i let you hold that?
"i gave you my heart" -
and your the only one i told that!
finally fucking healing,
i'm the only one who knows that,
a plant is always stronger when it finally gets to grow back

"like I don't know what their doing, they're running away and stuff , im just trying to say that you matter man, or girl - whoever you are you matter to someone, just keep that in mind, don't forget that."

song notes:  Deciduous in botany means to lose leaves or branches seasonally, or during specific periods of a plants life in order to conserve energy and survive in harsh conditions. It has a similar meaning in Animals who shed antlers, baby teeth, or their skin, to grow again a-new. Regenesis means to be reborn a new, a new birth and a renewal. Spiritually, Deciduous growth is different then Regenesis because instead of starting over completely, you are shedding parts of yourself that are hindering your growth,  getting ready to endure a hard season, and coming out a stronger version of yourself because of it <3

Deciduous vs. Regenesis (prod. p3tro)

DAT BOI FRENSH
Lyrics:

[bleaky]
You said you fucked up, ye there's something wrong
More than enough oh yeah, that's true I thought
I've found my way but I be blinded by the light
Oh yeah I'm not so good I've thought

Reach me back
I know you want me back
I try to forget it girl

And I died 100 times
That's how I roll
I be hunting by the sea
Like I'm a sparrow
I be cool with my disease
Like it's nothing at all
(Like it's nothing at all, like it's nothing at all)

[Kid Pesto]
I try to focus on myself and I hate everything I find
wish that i could press rewind
fucking up everything i try
i been doing my best and its just a waste of time
always in my mind, but i still dont know why

why you cant help me i cant help myself im fucked up
i don’t know if i want love
what’s the point if all I feel is pain?
I don’t wanna feel this way
It always goes the same
from the cradle to the grave

someone watch my back i been really feeling bad
i might think myself to death, come 
put me in a bodybag
i don’t know if i’m worth it, don’t know why i feel this way
i just wanna run away, tell me why i'm so afraid

(i just really wanna get you out my mind)
but if i cant, yeah what’s the point of trying
told you that i’m over her but did you really buy it
now i don’t want your love, i just want some peace and quiet

[bleaky]
You said you fucked up, ye there's something wrong
More than enough oh yeah, that's true I thought
I've found my way but I be blinded by the light
Oh yeah I'm not so good I've thought

Reach me back
I know you want me back
I try to forget it girl

And I died 100 times
That's how I roll
I be hunting by the sea
Like I'm a sparrow
I be cool with my disease
Like it's nothing at all
(Like it's nothing at all, like it's nothing at all)

100 times + bleaky (star607)

Yo thanks for 300

Lyrics -
You a fake
no surprise you talk a lot
raise the steaks
Thanking God that I got dropped
You a lame, couldn't think a fucking reason
You just stayed the same, I stay moving, I'm on defense

You addicted to that drama, talking shit
Make me the center of your problems, I ain't one to play the bitch
All I hear is radio silence, you lacking some maturity
People lying to my face, now you're all fuckin obscure to me

I just can't deal with the talk x7
All of this drama ain't shit so I'm hitting the gas bitch I ain't gonna walk
Talking won't talk to my face
All black fit, bitch I look like the wraith
Yeah I just do it, and do it with grace
I ain't no artist, I can't give a name
I don't deal with no fakes
I don't care what you say
Please just stay out my face
Please just stay out my way
I don't care, I won't cave
I don't need you anyway
You can't see the whole picture, you too dumb to step away

Defense (rav3n)

https://open.spotify.com/album/5fupbERiM040lFtbPIyuAb?si=iUbr2iVWSpSwr36nQrWlXw

prod @daisuki120

lyrics:

u lit up my heart w the promise u made
i felt so embarrassed when u asked me to stay
girl idk why but u chose me
my heads a mess im blushing

my heart in a rush omg
dont know if i can handle it but i dont wanna leave u

break my heart a thousand times jus to be beside u
yk tht im sad but i smile when i see u
dont hang up the phone bby i dont wanna leave u
look thru all our texts whenevr i miss u
u can never leave cuz ill always stay beside u
idc abt the things in my life i only want u
never gonna leave u
ima stick beside u

tired of faking smiles
told u that its gonna take me a while
all of our problems keep stacking a pile
kiss me thru the phone bby its been a while
they keep stacking a pile
i said its been a while

break my heart a thousand times jus to be beside u
yk tht im sad but i smile when i see u
dont hang up the phone bby i dont wanna leave u
look thru all our texts whenevr i miss u
u can never leave cuz ill always stay beside u

break my heart a thousand times jus to be beside u
yk tht im sad but i smile when i see u
dont hang up the phone bby i dont wanna leave u
look thru all our texts whenevr i miss u
u can never leave cuz ill always stay beside u
idc abt the things in my life i only want u
never gonna leave u
ima stick beside u

tired of faking smiles
told u that its gonna take me a while
all of our problems keep stacking  a pile
kiss me thru the phone bby its been a while
they keep stacking a pile
i said its been a while

kiss me thru the phone (luvinner)

I hired this one guy on fiverr to mix this song. He did it quite questionably for $70, and I mixed it myself and sounded better so this is version 2 from the past

bone and skin [prod. nightiger]

saki!

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