Sup bro , i have a bunch of beats we can collab. Ill sent you the link: https://soundcloud.com/illuminatibandz369

@joshuasageart
@lilkuudere
@l1lbiscuit
art by me >:)

Mindset (w/ kuudere) [+lil biscuit]

og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

w/ @etais0

prod number48

mix + master @etais0

scarface w/ etai s0 (number48)

@012207 ly homie <3
@sshinju
@litothedon

will i ever find a love that im satisfied with
i keep looking but i know that i wont ever find it
i just want somebody to confide in
is that too much to ask for

i feel like an ant on this planet
its so big and expansive
theres so much to see
so much to do but no time to do it all

ive already come to terms with my life
im convinced that ill never be happy
ive always wanted change
ive always wanted something new
i think that imma break
if i dont get another clue
so tell me where you went
so tell me where you went
the worlds a really large place
if you get lost ill find you

will i ever find a love that im satisfied with
i keep looking but i know that i wont ever find it
i just want somebody to confide in
is that too much to ask for

is it too much to ask for (baz, lito, shinju)

@mental

ive been living fast but im dying so slowly
wishing for a change every day ive been hoping
crying in my bed i think thats how ive been coping
i can barely see with my eyes wide open
ive been feeling worthless, tell me whats my purpose
i feel like a burden, am i even worth it
i cant even hide it, its all on the surface
i cant look you in the eyes cause it always make me nervous

i cant take any more of the sorrow
i dont think i wanna wake up tomorrow
i always lose thats the hardest pill to swallow
keep losing my friends thats why my heart is always hollow

im not ok but i’ll keep playing pretend
its like every time i get up i just fall over again
in the cycle every day, think im gonna go insane
don’t know how much longer my heart can withstand all of this pain

spotify

hollow (mental)

move on (prod. dannyphxntxm)

Featuring @luvlxckdown <3
https://www.instagram.com/luvlxckdown/
https://www.twitter.com/luvlxckdown
Produced by @shatter3d
www.instagram.com/prod.shatter3d/
www.youtube.com/c/Shatter3d
Produced by @prod_death
https://www.instagram.com/prod.death_/
https://www.youtube.com/@death0

on spotify >.<

taste death w/ just a kiss + luvlxckdown (shatter3d x death)

i never know

forget (prod. 50g x flesh)

@fijimar
@taylor
@sainttomorrow

had a dream that u hit me up 
it felt so good til i woke up
loved u too much had to give you up
i just popped 2 more and its not enough
bein in love is so rough
so beautiful ur name be a synonym
im not good for u thats why i had to run
dont ask me when im done cause i really dont kno
swear i dont love these hoes i fkem wwhen i feel alone
too fked up cant answer the phone
ignorance is bliss i prefer the unknown
i miss ur kiss hope one day we could be alone
if ur still in love u gotta let me know

ill finish typing this later maybe idk

bein in love is rough + fijimar [taylormorgan +saint tomorrow]

PRODUCED BY NORTHEAST LIGHTS & KRAVE 
Artwork by @kevstarzzz
(in order)
@rit_hk
@pinkperc
@blackfridvy
@toxin_brewer
@yungkrypto
@shibeket
@sleepindesigner
@gaidenx

<3 <3 <3 
baby yoda sux

forget (prod. 50g x flesh)

saki!

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