2/3

produced by lil biscuit 

got a problem w attachment n its my fault
u built a house of cards jst 2 watch it fall
tell me another prblm that we cant solve 
bash my head against the wall
dont tell me that its all ur fault
not quiet sure how but i lived thru fall
i will beg n pleed for jus 1 more call
after that u can cut me o-

*bleach0-*

when did texting u become so complicated? :/
i cant get ahold of u no matter wht the day iz ..
one too many headaches constantly need medication 
voices yell at me cuz i lack all dedication (plz stop thnx)
mistakes are safe its just trust they break :)
i lay faceless here as it all decays
honestly i never rlly wanted 2 be perfect 
u told me if i wasnt i was worthless.

one too many headaches constantly need medication
when im left alone i get way to fucking anxious
i jst wish u wud see me the way i see u :/
things got so fucked up i think i rlly started missing u
who cares who knows
i shud rlly let go..

stream

headache

@vaeo-music

when we’re talking know I don’t really just know what to say
broken bones Everything i touch is turning to gray 
I’ll fuckin burn it all down bitch keep quiet I don’t wanna hear a fuckin thing 
I’m so done with it ya you know that I’ve been trying 
I’m so done with it

And now we’re talking i don’t really even know what to say,
the way you treat me like a dog is such a fucking disgrace
oh yeah, it’s like a spit in the face
i’ll keep on upping my pace, i’m tryna run run run away
i’m going down with the plane, seems like there’s no escape, i’ll just accept my fate i know there’s no escaping the pain
It took time to get things wouldn’t be the same
and i’ve been wondering and wondering am i to blame

now you’re leaving fucking letters on my front door,
i fucked off now you’re acting like you want more
god damn, yeah treat me like a mall whore
all this trauma’s shaking me down to my core
and i looked into your eyes and said i wouldn’t do it again
i was always fucking lying when i said we would be friends!

(i’d never again, i’d never again, i’d never again, i’d never again!)

spotify link<3

silencee w/ vaeo (sunlight)

this town

step too far now i'm falling apart
took it way too fast took a shot thru my heart
my past still haunting me day by day
its taunting me
look at the pictures its written in scriptures
i broke my back i cant handle the pressure
took a shot thru my head this is not what i pictured
insult to injury make me get sicker

ways i try to cope hold on to what i know
im so sick and im broke been down this road too many times
burn the photographs this pain is everlasting
rip my heart in half so sad im sick of masking

its karma like a stab in the back
get it while you got it cause i aint coming back
i dont need your approval on anything
im going insane think i might just crack

i cant love another soul break my mind heart gone cold
i cant love another soul lost my friends where will i go

ways to cope (p. thislandis & emorave)

without u//noahmadethiss + Kenny Orlando

prod me

i think its best that u go now
i think u dress for the wrong crowd
dont watch my fall on the way down.

watch it go!
n tell me everything u kno
cant get it back
in my head ur runnin laps
cuz ur bad4me
i get addicted way 2 easily
what you offering?
im ride or die
ill take a bullet-

watch it go!
n tell me everything u kno
cant get it back
in my head ur runnin laps
cuz ur bad4me
i get addicted way 2 easily
what you offering?
im ride or die
ill take a bullet
there aint dodging me

i feel sick 2 my stomach
i cant breathe
i feel trapped in my room
n i cant leave

i think its best tht u stay now
and its pitch black dark out
run into it arms out

watch it go!
n tell me everything u kno
cant get it back
in my head ur runnin laps
cuz ur bad4me
i get addicted way 2 easily
what you offering?
im ride or die
ill take a bullet
there aint dodging me
x2

bad4me

Sorry it's been a while
Thx @chriad 4 mix & master

Lyrics:

Why'd you lie
You said that I'd be fine
Said it was in my mind
You lied but at least you tried
More than most would do for me
I wish they could see
My Misery...

My health, on the decline
I can't tell
What you mean by im not well?
Can't you see why I can't tell?
Wanna live, but kill myself
And I won't cry cause it won't help
And I'd choose life if it wasn't hell
It's not my fault im just unwell

That's my life
That's my life
Wanna die
do you wanna die?
I tried, I tried, I tried
I'm unwell, unfit to survive
but you lied, you lied
Cause this life is yours and not mine

Fine, I accept the fault was all mine
And I apologize for your time
In the end, I can say I tried

That's my life
That's my life
Yes I cried
Cause it's too hard to survive
Take what's mine
You'll get nothing if you take what's mine
Waste of time
That's the story of my life...

Life's A Tragedy

Life's A Tragedy (SwiftSlash)

brand new

x_o [chaseX, afx]

Promoting Sound: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-u020DJPYU
SauceOnly: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOv0ZidiSbY

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6ONLtSLiz9e2C8kEmSIklX
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@rarinmusic @kvnny @sydcxx prod @vannydd
mixed/mastered by (@rarinmusic + @Jayavem)

art by @GLXSGXW

Lyrics:
rarin:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2
--
kenny:
it’s just the blind leading the blind
but shit it happens all the time nowdon’t know what you got in mind
tryna figure out what’s up in mine nowi feel like a shell of who i once was
i’m so sick and tired of falling into bad love
been to hell but i ain’t never make it back up
i really wish i stayed away from the bad drugswhy’s it so hard to changei been needing a break
but i just can’t get awayi been counting the days
but nothing change but my banki pushed my loved ones away
i think i made a mistakei’ll fucking bend till i break
but i been feeling the strain
--
rarin:i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah 
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2--
sydcxx:
feelin better when you’re gone
got a minute to myself now
ill be empty later on
take a breath and let it out nowI used to think that your love would mean something to me
but I can’t feel a thing and I’m dying to sleep
I put my heart on a shelf
don’t wanna help myselftime don’t heal all the things that they say so
sky not clear and I don’t got a raincoat
three more days til I do what I came for
don't be scared I just don’t wanna live no more
--
rarin & sydcxx:
i can't sleep right through the night
cuz you got my thoughts up in ties
i can't feel pain
i can't feel life
i don't feel sane
im paralyzed yeah  
baby come back
return to the past
i just really miss you
i don't really want the cash x2

Paralyzed

Paralyzed (Feat. Kenny & Sydcxx)

SPOTIFY

Paralyzed (Ft. Rarin, Kenny & Sydcxx)

prod by @ria_chuelo :)))
plz go follow n support dem !!!

lyrics:
i dont think i can get over this..
shes holding me down while theres guns to my head..
i jus wish she loved me like she loved him..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
you say that ur just friends w him but ion know what that includes
im havin a panic attack
n ion know what to do
just point me in the right direction
we fell off like a disconnection
i guess that i dont get to say anything its case closed

i hope that ur happier
i hope that u start smilin
x3

ion understand why you always win the arguments
i have things to say and ion think u comprehend them
why is it jus such an issue jus to let me talk
ill jus shut up
ill just stop
please dont tell me that your coming back for me
i think that i told you that he didnt really love you
you want me back but i dont think i trust you
im sorry baby i think that were threw..

but truly we never get what we want
every time we talk its always breaking my heart
i know you say you love him but i treat you better
i wont tell you what to do
but i think thats the wrong move
i think that i lost it
my minds a moshpit
i think that im sick in the head
n i cant get past this
i got over stimulated aimin for the bathroom
i got lost along the way now im stuck in the backrooms
x2

backrooms (ria)

Jadū Dala. The Magical Music Outfit.

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/575OuOsM1lkvH0SgszI9MS?si=VS8vx4tsS6Kc3OOuaQHchA

DISCORD: https://discord.gg/abCeqkEnpe

MIRZHA
@mirzhamusic
instagram.com/mirzha_music
twitter.com/mirzhamusic

LUV 3020

Free Download

MIRZHA - LUV 3020 (JADŪ152)

frick you >:( (prod. by yungspoiler)

cloak n dagger

prod. @l1lbiscuit x @gualabeatz

lyrics
--------
hey you
why you mad at me?
i've been falin' backwards runnin' barefoot through the leaves
i could bite my tongue until i really gotta leave
if the issue isn't settled why you settlin' for me?
hey you
whatchu wanna be?
i remember back when i was sleeping with no sheets
back when we were struggling off 89 a week
when the habits i possessed was partially possessing me
when the root of all my problems disappeared inside the green
and i was acting like i gave a fuck but no one fucked with me
when the busses to the 6 were all i had just to be free
i got a passport for that bitch but but now i travel overseas

yeah it's been a couple years but honestly it's all i see
when i close my eyes & reminisce this shit is just a dream
guess i really overcame a lot & now i've come to see
all the work i've put into it paying off by 23
thought i'd never live to tell but now i'm tellin how it be
when you overcome the obstacles & turn into a g
you could a. run for cover are you ready for the heat?
self destruct until i feel like anyone but me
you could be anything that you desire whatchu seek?
i've been plotting on this shit for years since i was seventeen
never felt like i could do it the depression come in sweeps
i put my headphones on & spit some shit until i fall asleep

back in 2017 i plotted out my death 
tied a noose inside my closet drew a target on my chest
if you think this shits a gimmick you can put it to the test
check my browser history for all the answers be my guest
googled "how to kill myself" but every option involved pain
every forum full of isolated kids that feel the same
saying they would end their lives in hopes of ridding all the shame
it's much easier to talk about when no one knows your name 
it's hilarious how motherfuckers profit off an act
you ain't ever put the blade against your skin and that's a fact
you're bewildered by the concept of a struggle so you cap
yeah my eyes are fixed upon you & i'm ready to attack
guess this is a wrap
fuck you & your homies all the shit you do is whack
this ain't no specific diss it's simply a smack
in the face of all these influencers actin like they sad

frick you >:( (prod. by yungspoiler)

saki!

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