this sound like the typa shit my mom would sing to me as a child 😨❤️‍🩹

prod & mix by me
synth solo at the end by @stellathepixie
cover by ethan grantis & me

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not gonna save her w/ phreyla (phreyla)

@joshuasageart
@januaryyy (jxlyy)
imagined by jsa & seth shann

Lyrics:

Yeah i can feel you
And I can see you
But I don’t know it
It feels so see through

I feel like plastic
I feel like baggage
Like Nothing happens
Like nothing happens

And now I know
But I don’t know
Hate me cause?!?!?

And now i know
But I don’t know
I’m so gone

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Monachopsis. ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙ Translucent「prod. jxlyy」

last song of the year
going to be consistent next year. thanks for listening this yr :)

lyrics:
you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

dark skies, been clouding up my vision
you fed me lies, you say its always true, you know it isnt
and the things you to do me
they warp all of my feelings
can you please just get away
so we can break this tension

lonely nights
scenic skies

the world is always so bright
but you're down on the earth
they block it out, leave you tied

go explore
pacing forth
get you a new pair of eyes
you can think what you want
you can see through the lies

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

i see everything in peoples fate they lead on
pass them all away and make sure they dont think nun
im pullin strings and cards and things that they wouldnt believe
and 
im all for certain bout this place
no matter what your thinkin

and you wouldnt believe me even if it was in front of your eyes
in front of your eyes

you say its time for me to go and move on
im living life like ive been stuck through your con
i wasnt through with all the things that i want
we hide in separate theres no reason to flaunt

so why do we keep
all the pieces
scattered around 
to get lost

cus i thought we needed
something pretend
to mend things together and solve

sad for the heartbreak
mad when need you to be
take all the time away

this superstitious place
its real but you would think
its part of every dream

fixing what's broken prod irby

beginning of the end as we knew it


Take your time with it
Ill say im fine with it
You say you hate to see me cry 
so I stay silent
I said I hate it when you lie
and you get violent
Here for the ride
and you get played just like a violin 
I know they talk behind my back 
I pay no mind to it
How many times can we go back 
before youre tired of it
Its the same thing again 
we just rewinded it
I feel insane in the head
there ain no hiding it
Cant even tell you how I feel 
coz you gon spit it in my face
I cant give you anything 
coz you gon let it go to waste 
no said you need your space
you keep begging me to chase you
tryna make me hate you


I told her 
Take your time
Ill make it 
worth your while 
how can I
Make you mine
Im tryna 
Make you smile
(x2)


I carry heavyweights through busy streets
nobody even see me
Said you love me to infinity 
but you didnt even mean it
Shawty pure evil
I fell in love with a demon
Tell me how you feeling 
Father son and holy spirit
Aim high if you really tryna kill me
Wont hide tryna show them all the real me
cant lie you turned me into the villain
head high almost hanging from the ceiling
I did everything tryna let you know 
baby my hands are shaking cold
told me move along yea its time to go
told her take as long as you need too


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take_your_time_[yurms_gateway]

cry_now_laugh_later_[pk_rochambeau]

@joshuasageart (Vocalist)
@kurai (Producer)

Lyrics:

Yea I’m really on
Bad ass chick, she wanna sing along
Flippin all these switches like they off & on (off & on)
I don’t need prescriptions, I just need this song (need this song)

Won’t hesitate it
Right now I have no fear
Cause I have to say it
To make it all this feel clear
No contemplating
Im thinking bout the tears
That I have shed
While standing in the mirror

Just thinking bout it
Let’s run away from here
No way around it
Some things feel so unclear
And I never doubted
The love throughout the years
My mind is clouded
But your love feels so near
X4

Yea I’m really on
Bad ass chick, she wanna sing along
Flippin all these switches like they off & on
I don’t need prescriptions, I just need this song

Won’t hesitate it
Right now I have no fear
Cause I have to say it
To make it all this feel clear
No contemplating
Im thinking bout the tears
That I have shed
While standing in the mirror

ユア・ラヴ・フィール・ソー・ニア 「+kurai」

cold w/ lil ashley (prod. benjicold)

I don’t wanna wake up now
And I don’t wanna wake up tomorrow
I just wanna leave this town
Ask me where I’m at and I don’t know

I hate the way that I walk
And the way that I talk
And the way that I act
I’m just so sickening
Come here and kill me
And tell me how I’m not the best

I don’t wanna wake up
And i'm saying i hate it
I’m just a bother
I be waking up and I’m wishin’ that I could call her
You can tell anxiety killing me, not a talker
Leaning when I walk in the party I’m like a monster
I don’t wanna do it but I think I gotta do it
So I’m gonna go and end my life right now
I be feeling stupid
When I’m walking I’m not moving
Swear to god I wanna die
Please let me down

Down, down
You’re not around, around, around

So maybe Ima do it
Ima do it right now
I don’t give a fuck I’m swerving traffic fuck a seatbelt
I be having visions in my head I’m bout to bleed out
But it’s what I wanted so I guess I gotta sit down
And just let it all happen to me
No, I won’t tell you when I’m gone but I got less than a week
A lot of people claim to love me but it’s not how it seems

I don’t wanna wake up
And i'm saying i hate it
I’m just a bother
I be waking up and I’m wishin’ that I could call her
You can tell anxiety killing me, not a talker
Leaning when I walk in the party I’m like a monster
I don’t wanna do it but I think I gotta do it
So I’m gonna go and end my life right now
I be feeling stupid
When I’m walking I’m not moving
Swear to god I wanna die
Please let me down

wake up

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wake up [drma x alsbeatz x milodramabeats]

produced by @1gokami x onesharkboy

lyrics:
mix strains in a swisher until i green out
two bands hidden under the couch
smokin on reefer but can't make a sound
new fans i show them what it's bout
i need support get me fuckin surrounded
said she gonna slide but i doubt it
if u pull up hit from the back like a mallet
god damn so tragic
i've been gettin goods and i keep it in a package
wallet can't fold so massive
i've been eating good like i'm gettin my baggage 
bitch i been ballistic but not like a vest
u all wanna take hits but i got nothing left
ungrateful as a bitch gotta count my blessings
smokin on lizzo pack i'm flexin

ok get it come on
she want a teacher i give her the plot
i dance like i'm tisa u move like a bot
i been a seeker i'm seekin ur guap
u wanna peep her but i been on top
i'm stayin headed to where i belong
can't meet me there i'll be already gone
she said i look like i'm poppin i said little bitch it's just been what i'm on
go crazy, think that bitch tryna have my baby
only nineteen i make money til 80
smokin on green til i'm getting hazy
u say that u rock with me but i'm thinkin u hate it
i send him beats and i feel like a cater
tryna call me out just like a referee, why u stressin?
smokin on heavenly ion be restin
u see the room and u fill it with tension
bitch get out the door, now
fake bitches suckin me, wow
pink hair bitch bouta slit my brow
fuck no i gotta bounce
buggin and buggin me shits not allowed
run around the track i'm on delay
bo1 trickshot i'm on array
shit down on lock i don't want a case
i gotta flock see a lot of faces
ur not a cop ur racist
go get a job, day shift
making a lot, making the hits
puffin on za, puffin on piss

thank you (prod. melik)

saki!

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