it feels like a thousand miles away
hold me tight cuz i might fuckin break
hold me down n pick apart my brain
took my heart n left a hole in my chest

is this what u want? cuz im not ready forit
i cant let them close, cant let them too close to me
i just need someone to say i mean smth to em
walkin thru the dark i fuckin fall 2 my knees

in my chest u left a hole
n i cant let it go
i feel so fuckin nauseous
my hearts so fuckin broke
walkin out the store my eyes closed
walking on a tight rope
i got so much weight got so much pressure on my arms

so much my pressure on my arms
hold me before i fall apart
20mgs in my lungs it just helps w feelin sum
fuck the bump i need the line until the whole damn pack is gone
so much static in my nerves, i cant even feel ur touch

thousandmiles ミミミ @toyema

i wait so long, for what?
so much pressure in my lungs
so far from me.. hold me close
i dont think that i can cope
my words tied around my throat
i dont think u cared at all
if u love me let me go
i cant take this anymore

sick asf i hurt inside
got some growths inside my mind
shout my proud its **********
i hope that it dont get me

i hurt myself for what?
i think that ur the cause
n time wont heal these cuts
i cut my feelings off²

copeee ミミミ @16kibo @anafa

prod me

i cant even hear a word ur saying to me
I js wanna be beautiful
but I got hella scars
I hate when u make promises I kno u wont keep
walking thru the city make my feet hurt
balenci on my sneakers

fuck it I don't wanna go
take my hand n fly w me
I kno it rly hurts
i dont wanna eva see u bleed
c my life in 20hz
why does everything feel so slow 2 me
shoutout my fukin prod
everyday were stuck in halloween

i js wanna understand yu
like y u gtta b like that?
i think that u say u love me cuz ur lonely
n i dont think u ever felt it
but shit i never felt it too
i think i js need someone
n i think that someone is u
like fuk it nah i dont wanna be here nomore
feel like a walking corpse
n i dont wanna b the one u want

@pikaxd
and u faked it
i cant feel at all
its in my intuition
finding my true love
my only fucking mission
i cant hurt at all
i guess it never mattered
dont care what she thinks of me my hearts already shattered

but i dont wanna think about this anymore
all of that shit man i done it before
she doesnt like when i talk about gore
but thats just how i am
x2

halloween ミミミ @pikaxd @ukug

mixed n prod me

i dont like to talk too much
stuck on the way it was
i hate when ur twisting my words
but i dont wanna c u hurting
n ik that u found another one
but that dont stop me from counting up
my visa take me to canada
he talking shit told him pack it up

these aint no regular denim
balenci jeans is how im steppin
air bnb like a mansion
made a triller right in the restroom
these lies gon catch up n trip u
havent a clue whats going on
wake up n try to carry on
theres so much pressure on my arms

i hope ur true
hope that ur not lying to me
everything i do now
feels like their just watching over me
my eyelids closed
i cant see shit
think straight
my fabric heart sewn together by a keepsake

its so hard to keep goin
cant push any longer
got an angel on my shoulder
that shit aint making me stronger
walk thru the city
it making my feet hurt
just dont think i can keep up
if i send em some shit they gon leak it
stepped in with marge on my sneakers

canada ミミミ @ukug

prod me mate. rough mix idk where file is bru

working too hard
took alot to get to where i am
n im not even half way there to where i wanna be
blood stains
blood stains right on my tracks
feelin all the eyes surround me
im still wondering how much they can see
ugh havent sleeped in weeks
i think that i might just fucking give up
i cant fucking breathe
but ill b just fine
250 on my tee
yea walkin round the city why they lookin at me
like why they always staring at me
there aint rly nothin special bout me

i gotta run my bands up
8 js from this laptop
told me "turn my vox up"
fuck no
cuz im js talkin bs
n ts aint worth hearing
cuz if i said smth that really meant smth they wouldnt listen up
all my bros want me 2 blow up
but i js dont want to
if u drop just for urself then maybe numbers will find u
this musics smth im tied to
not tryna profit from nun
im just tryna help my bros out

half way 𓍼𓍼 @ukug

smth different

its getting colder
keep my fingers in my sleeves
recording in the room
my figures watching me
tried to ask me for the sauce
they aint gon get shit
sliding wit my brother he tote a pole
they doin backflips
i cant decide anymore
like im not goin nowhere
like whyd u walk away from me?
like i dont wanna try anymore
i havent got a soloution
to stop the bleed

no matter what im on im feeling useless
they tried 2 get my shit down but they js cant do it
like who u think u is? u copy my every movement
tried to bite my shit n wonder why it js sound stupid
cuz u aint on what im on
i dont need a blueprint
like wheres ur style ho?
cant tell the difference between their music
im sippin styrofoam, cuddle team we bleeding pink
dont write ur lyrics out, cuz most of it dont mean shit

im with my bro we takin flights together
im hot and cold, i can feel the seasons. every weather
been sober (kinda) gettin better
dont need a hand out
if they knew who i was they prolly woulda fanned out

js need somebody to hold on to
somebody to be close to
damn i rly thought that shit was gon b u
im wit my bro we goin coastal
we on the rocks wit a bucket farmin mussles

dont wanna talk to much, ik u js dont care
why cant u hold me closer? its js not fair
this some shit i alr told em
its telltale 25
its time for me to push the movement

decide ᝰ.ᐣ @away22

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rough mix cuz i dont wanna listen back to this // when i get my new mic ill private, js a post w vox 2 kno im still in the game

fck i thought i won
damn i thought i had it
i be stepping out
steppin movin forward into heavy traffic
i can think for myself
i dont need you to decide for me
put a knife in my own back
cuz im scared that theyll switch up on me

im so damn tired of this way i think
im tryna change myself but its too challenging for me
yea they just like to watch me bleed out
try my hardest just to keep up
i think they hate me why tf would i wan reach out

are my friends even my friends? why u so rude?
i thought u was my bro but u hate on everything that i do
im just tryna spread my wings
but they clip them every time that i try
pick myself up off the ground so i can make the finish line

but i know that i wont get there
i might say that im fine but honestly im fucking not
im just tryna thread the knot 
but i wake up feeling horrid
yea im bleeding on the floor
im just tryna mop it up

im so stupid for thinking u wanted us
i use the same bars because i still feel the same
nothing fucking changed
yea im still feeling terrible
i wish it could be simple 
i wish it could be-

horrid ( × ཀ × ҂ ) //// @srdbeatz @prodwasterr

i still (¬ ´ཀ` )¬ @fictous @ukug

chatting a bunch of shit in this song just testing out new microphone

wit my bro we steppin out
tried to take control of me i had 2 find another route
everything was goin south
fuck this life shit man i dont wanna live it
thought i did this for myself i dropped the ball
i gotta pick it up
at my wodies crib we rollin pressure up
we get so damn high like please dont pressure us
left the scene its pretty clear to see who they depend on
ran right thru his trap we left it open door its all gone

whole shit rotting away had to saw it off
i dont fuk with problem causers why they always stirrin up
they dont fuck w me i think thats fair enough
if i wasnt me i wouldnt like me either

bitch i been on it i aint no private
steppin out steppin out right into fuckin heavy traffic
im js tryna do whats right for me
i aint ever needed no one else
bitch i did this by myself
i dont need no help

i saw them recording in the vc im like fuckin hell
im like them boys making hot trash
how tf u think thats hard
u aint gonna make it far
when u making shit that everyone alr heard

telltale

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