ty for this, helps with my emotions, plus gives me inspiration

with https://soundcloud.com/rouri404 prod https://soundcloud.com/prod-plxce

lyrics :)

I've been wasting a lot of time, but I'm alright
I've been running 'round in cricles, tryna catch my mind
And I can't move on, I swear I tried
And I can not see past my own eyes

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

Empty hallways 
Running, and you fall at night 
Catching up, Know I’m always by your side
In the mirror my reflection never bats an eye
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary, boutta turn out the lights 
There is something in this house, and I know it’s not right
There is someone in the backseat of my ride
Hearing whispers in the attic
Cold hands on my back, sending shivers down my spine

I know I talk way too much
My friends tell me I'm fucking up
I know I'm thinking way too much
Can't hear what you say, I'm breaking up

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too much w/ rouri404 (plxce)

prod switch & guala beats 
lyrics:
this shit is hard i cant get rid of my past
this shit is harder i cant turn to the ash
but ill be gone when im 18
daydream
fuck you if you hate me 
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
i been on the same thing, tryna get my lane paved
whyd you gotta break my heart? oh no no
i dont wanna save it
take my pride away from me love
i came from above 
and i just wanna see what ur made of
so whyd you gotta hurt me so bad
i dont understand 
thought we had a plan but you dont want me as your man
*mindless fucking stuttering i dont feel like typing out*
so tell me what your afraid of 
i aint ever found that out
no 
wait i know what your afraid of
its a fucking word
hoe
i know
all your dirty little secrets
i know

spotify

past

i cant take this anymore w/ kaden.

shattered window to help
im falling down to my knees
cant pick myself up 
im tripping all in the trees
what do they want more from me
its enough i cant give more
just let me be me (x2)
my heart is so damn torn
just let me be me (x2)

they told me get a grip 
yea im really fucking over it
they told me get this gone
yea im sick of all the fame trips
and i just wanted on but 
i guess im not the A-list
it all feels wrong yea 
they keep me on a wait list
black box white list
cut it out im done with this
detox just walk can you get a fucking grip
yea ill walk yea ill walk yea ill walk
away from it
they told me to get over it
just grow the fuck up

get over it
and get this gone
im sick of all the fame trips
i just want to get on
you will not play me for a fool
not another pawn
let me be me i want on

get this gone (p. dercept)

i guess there's no second chances (hibleach)

real

lyrics: 

look it’s 4am and she’s still outside 😬
she’s taking 2 more shots but she says she’s fine 🙂
she’s a crazy girl 
tryna have a crazy night ❗️ 
but it’s alright i’ll stay right by ur side ❤️
i gotta match that 
hit the L i pass that 😆
i just downed da bottle now i think i’m having flashbacks 🙈
she’s playing songs in the car 🚘 
that make her feel like she’s a star ⭐️ 
i know that she could do anything… 
she could go far 
she got da world in her hands 🌎 
she could do it she can 😎
i know she wanna go big 
but i’m not in her plans 😳
so i’m just holding her hand 🤝
and i tell her it’s fine 
i know this isn’t forever 
but i know we’re alright 😌

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 

sevendsr 

i feel da pain in my chest 😫
and it gets hard everyday 
i look u right in the eyes 👀 
and know that u ain’t the same 😔✋🏾
and there’s no one to blame 
there’s no one to BLAAAMMeeeee 🤪 
the faults in my name ☹️ 
OH GOD the faults in my name 
5 shots down but i ain’t done yet 😈
there ain’t a single decision this night that i will regret 🤣
they want a glock in my head 🔫
they want a knife2myneck 😳
i knew that they never liked me i just didn’t know that u were next 🙃 
but what do i do when u won’t tell me the truth 
and i can’t find a reason just 2 focus on u 🥱
and when things just crumble 2 da ground 😮
and i just don’t want u around ☹️
and it’s 4 in the morning 
i can’t dream no 💭 
i can’t sleep 💤 
if u really cared about me 
u would set me free 🥲 
ik u like the madness 🙄 
makes u real happy just 2 bring me some havoc 🚨
imma keep running just 2 escape the blackness 
im cleaning the brush i think i’ll start a new canvas 
📋
new life ❗️
i think it’s good 4 me to start a brand new life ❗️
light me up a joint just so i could get a clear mine 🧠 
look in the mirror i think imma get my things right 
but i keep thinking baby what about that 1night …

rouri404 

living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x 
living like we only really got 1night2chill ❄️
no i never said much but it’s time2spill 😭
i feel , just wanna hold u down 2night 🙈
feel u by my side 2x

1night ft. rouri404 prod@michaelwarren x @tornno

li.sten.to/strawberryperfume
ig: @ripavah

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

But time goes faster by my side
Tryna match all the feelings I love those highs
But I guess it pays off when we take our time
Writing bangers in the crib I'd love that life

I've been living life all alone
Waiting for you to call my phone, yeah
I'm just tryna live or I'll die
Couldn't find my phone cause I got too high

Strawberry perfume, your scent, it makes me happy again
I know that you're wrong you don't need to pretend
Look past all my flaws never reaching the end
Perfect you're my all we ain't playing pretend

Run, till we knock 'em all over
Life's been good I've been looking for my clover
I can't live tomorrow if I'd stopped I'd be a loner
Thinking bout the past I ain't quitting till it's over

I've been tryna fix my shit, I'm just tryna make sense
Avoiding all the bad damn trips, I'm not tryna quit this
I'd be lying if I said I'm glad you're gone
Life feels so long when we can't play our songs

strawberry perfume

other platforms

strawberry perfume (siem spark + heyrick)

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

I feel like a freak (p.prodswitch + gualabeatz)

ulovely

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