https://soundcloud.com/johnnyfriend
https://soundcloud.com/neronoir

ulovely x NERONOIR - not an option (p. johnnyfriend)

ignored w/ lieu

my thoughts
prod.https://soundcloud.com/kt3lly/

entry two: dead

spotify -  https://fanlink.to/demisekt3lly
prod. me + @reesoo
mix n mastered by me

lyrics:

(intro) 
restart my life go back in time to check if you're alright
but the world all turns to grey
please realize you're on my mind like double suicide
all the colors start to fade

(hook)
i know
life moves slow today
cuz i can't see you're face
i'm not okay
i know
why you float away
to relieve all the pain

(verse)
you haunt my every step
lost in my regret
on the very edge
you brought me to my end
so bury me alive
im so fucking dead inside
like can you read my mind
cuz u saw that my life's a lie

after life when you finally meet you're demise
do you feel set and satisfied
cuz that's been going through my mind
like all the time
get me high ya you're the only high i like
start to think that i see the light
but my future is not in sight
well i guess i tried

(hook x2)

click

demise

prod yungspolier
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In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I've been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

Maybe I'm dramatic, just another kid that's too sporadic
And I talk to myself, and I put myself through hell
But I'm too emphatic
And I've been messed up, thinking bout the past I've been messed up
Tell me bout' that, let me tell you right back
Let me fall right back again

Cause time's in a loop, but I'm stuck in a crease
And I've been bitching till' I'm dead and deceased
And I'm eighteen, throw my life in a drain
Cause when the new year comes, No I'll still be the same

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I’'ve been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead
All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

stream/buy

nightmare (yungspoiler)

hellhounds w/ NERONOIR (prod. johnnyfriend)

entry four: landing

rock music at its finest 

will i ever be okay? (Lyrics)

I got a picture of you sitting on my desk 
Just from that one sentence 
You can tell that I’m a mess 
Cause ever since you left 
I’ve been fucked up and I’m depressed 
But when you were around 
I was feeling my fucking best 
Now I’m onto the fucking next 
You said it was for the best 
I said it was for the worst 
You still creep around in my head 
This shit feels like a fucking curse 
And I’m down to my last breath 
I might need a fucking nurse 
Getting worse getting worse 
Think my brain might burst 

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

I wanna write you a letter 
But odds are that you 
rip it up and throw it away 
Cause I was just another 
fucking person To you 
But you meant everything to me 

Meant everything to me 
(You meant you meant)
(You meant you meant you meant)

Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)
Will I ever be okay? 
(Will I ever be okay?)
Cause everyday just feels the same 
(Cause everyday just feels the same)

will i ever be okay? (prod. reesoo)

https://soundcloud.com/spazixoxo
https://soundcloud.com/1mosh

Starships w/ Spazi x MO$H (p. Johnnyfriend)

https://soundcloud.com/notdiscxrdia
Produced by - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCMYc-0MUEW0mMTcamazb0Zw
Edited by - https://linktr.ee/JialaJi

No threats W/ discxrdia (p.L1GHT)

lyrics :

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

and i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
i'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
and i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
they be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see me suffocate
i don't need anymore trouble in my life so stay away

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

Starships w/ Spazi x MO$H (p. Johnnyfriend)

ulovely

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