I found Myself.. 
Original releasede 2014..

Composed & Copyrighted by Mr Kilstrom
©2014

I Found Myself - Instrumental

Crawl (Deal with the Devil)
all music, lyrics and vocals by Melly Jade x

You say you want it
got a taste for danger
then risk your life for me
well.. welcome to my dungeon
now get down on your knees 

anything you want, anything you like
anything you dream, anything you desire
anything you want coz its all in me
just say please!

whisper to me all your secrets
confess it all your dark deeds yes

if you want to play with fire
then I'll burn you in my flames
I'm the one to test your patience
I'm the one to put you in chains
if it's something you cant handle
I suggest you get out of my way
Coz I made a deal with the devil
and the devil wants to play

anything you want...

now  whisper to me all your secrets
confess it all your dark deeds 
i put you high to make you fall
you've woken up the demon
I put you high to make you fall
get on your knees and fucking crawl

You wanna play with fire
then I'll burn you in my flames
I'm the one to test your patience
I'm the one to put you in chains
if it's something you can't handle
I suggest you get out of my way
coz I made a deal with the devil
and the devil wants to play!

Crawl (Deal With The Devil) By Melly Jade

Darling By Melly Jade

I cant deal with these feelings
a whirlwind in my head
The void
I've fallen in
and I cant save myself
I cant hide this madness
paralyses me
shakes me to the core
everything you think you know
you do not know
The void surrounds me
all consuming
and I lost myself
in the blackness of the Abyss
Im alone
and the shadows easily found me
they keep me locked up and hidden
from the rest of the world
Try to fight these demons
but I dont win
The Void
Ive fallen in
I cant save myself
complex mind I battle
the war within
now hate and rage wash over my skin
I paid the price for someone elses sin
The void so empty
dreams turn to dust
my nightmares became reality
cold, in this darkness
my wounds, my afflictions
never heal, never mend
you know me?
you know nothing
I dont even know myself


noone hears me screaming out

The Void

The Void by Melly

Do it to myself
do it to myself
I'm trouble
like to hurt myself
I can do it better than most
nothing you can do to me
nothing you can do that is worse
I can do it better
I can do it better than most
I'm gonna put myself first
if it's pain that you seek
I will make it hurt
I'm not afraid to burn
I'll be digging graves for the both of us
I'll be the lesson you learnt
I know you know
I'm more than enough
I know I'm toxic as fk
and so is my love

Do it to myself
do it to myself
I'm hollow
like to hate myself
I can do it better than most
there's nothing you can do to me
nothing you can do that is worse
go ahead shoot your shot
I can do it better than most

Better than most

Better Than Most By Melly

You know I love you
from the second you caught my eye
you know I want you
dream of you every night
isn't it crazy
how our destinies aligned
I'm not sorry
I always knew you would be mine
how'd you like that?

I know you love me
think about me all the time
but I'm not perfect
I hope you don't mind
isn't it crazy how the stars are all aligned
I know you're dying for it baby
all day all night
so am I

Teddy

Teddy By Melly

all rights belong to Melly Jade x

I wanna know where you go
to escape from this life
and I'd like to open the door to your thoughts
and step inside your mind

where do you go when you're sleeping
why do you leave me
why do you leave me
let me enter your dreams
so you cannot leave me
you cannot leave me

oh lets swap places
just for awhile
oh lets swap places
to know what its like

I wanna know the pattern of you
the maps within your hand
if I could read your blueprint
I'm sure I'd understand

Where do you go when you're sleeping
how can you leave me 
how can you leave me
let me run through your dreams
you will always see me
you will always see me

and I'm jealous of your pillow
and I'm jealous of your sheets
I wish I was the sacred ground
beneath your feet

Where do you go when you're sleeping
is it really peaceful
all those hours dreaming
I know its really blissful
where do you go when you're sleeping
I'd really like to see it for myself
so let me enter your dreams
you and me together noone else

When You're Sleeping By Melly Jade

The "Two Princes" cover I used in my vlog.

two princes

Mr DUI
Lemme ask you a Question doggie..?. How does it feel like to be Controlled?
Manipulated? 24-7 Told what to do? What To Think? What to Say? How to Dress? How to Walk? How to Talk? How to carry Yourself?!? How could you even Smile? I Mean, Come on, Mang... I Don't Get it!!
Fake Niggas... Fake niggas be playing a Role too fkn Real for them!
They Ain't got No Glocc! They ain't got no Block! They Ain't Setting up Shop!
Them niggas Bitch Niggas!! 'Nothing' Is what you got!!!!
I Gotta Keep an eye on these Liars. No Gas or Match is Required
His Pants already on Fire! Them Pussy Boy ain't Got Priors!
Bunch of Mama boyz, in Denial! They just walked a Mile, and they acting Like them niggas Wild! But Melly and I, Got an Eagle eye we got them Figured out!
(Melly)
You're just a puppet!!
someone else is pulling the strings, someone else is pulling the strings...
There is no freedom of speech when you're told what to think!!
You're just a puppet!!
Who cant see the forest for the tree's, who doesn't pay attention to the little things, lacking knowledge, lacking wisdom coz ignorance is bliss.
There is no peace when the love for justice has died.
There is no sanctuary in a world full of hate, where chaos and war thrive.
Where power rots the mind and corruption is rife, and we sit back and watch the blind lead the blind and we put a higher value on money than we ever did human life and evil prevails over good it seems most of the time.
(Mr DUI)
You Never been A Man, and You never Will! I see you over there, Trynna keep it Real.
They all turn fake when they get a Deal. Giving their Manhood just for a Lousy Mill.
The Music Industry's Different. Word of Advice no longer given! Nobody expressing their vision 
Cause today's youth's not Paying attention. They Travel the world; No destination
They show their feelings with hesitation. they need a Guardian like a Mental Patient!
Break those Chains you need to wisen up. Time to change, you need to ride with us!
Just saying, nigga listen up, Fuck Fame, They Lie to us! 

Beat produced @Jamalmusic

Puppet Melly Jade Ft. Mr DUI (Jamalmusic)

Get the album Daydream by RosesAreBlue, including Embasan
Watch on youtube https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMnT-uRv4dY
https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/daydream/1242788621
https://open.spotify.com/album/4Q9xDkIWYCVcyeVF1Xpxwy

Deep down
Under water
I can 
See clealy
Warm and sure
Still breathing

Why don't you
Just let it go
Why don't you
Just be free
Embasan Embasan
Embasan Embasan
Why don't you 
Just let it go
Why don't you
Just be free
Embasan Embasan
Embasan Embasan

Deep down 
Under water
I know
I'm wearing thin
Swimming
In my own world
Still breathing too

Why don't you
Just let it go
Why don't you
Just be free
Embasan Embasan
Embasan Embasan
Why don't you
Just let it go
Why don't you
Just be free
Embasan Embasan
Embasan Embasan
Why don't we just be free
Why don't you just let it go

Embasan | RosesAreBlue

Lyrics - Vocal arrangement - vocal and presentation by Melly Jade
with Music Composition/mastering by Mr Kilstrom.

Sit in silence and think about it
I never found that purpose for me
so I tried to be someone else that's perfect
but i could not live up to it
and I know I'm too flawed 
too damaged
to see things clearly
Wake me up 
I don't wanna sleep
Wake me up 
from this bad dream
lost in the circus of my own mind
racing thoughts that run too wild
I'm lost in the nightmare they call life
been treading water just to stay alive
never thinking that I was good enough
sinking deeper into the mud
and I know  i'm too proud 
too stubborn
to see things clearly
In solitude
that's where I'll be
ooh the darkness
cast a shadow over me
In my seclusion
I lay in the debris
ooh in solitude
that's where you'll find me

I Found Myself - Instrumental

Mr Kilstrom

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