The Secret Group

V1
Its been like
3 months of no talking
Walking by myself
No more eyes to get lost In
Keep on looking back all the time 
Ill be honest
I hate being alone
at least I got my conscience
Since u left me here
locked up in my room
writing all these songs
Wake up evey morning 
and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal 
With these thoughts of u and me
I was on the clouds
Now im spiralling into sea
I wrote a message for u
But I couldn’t send it
I regret it
Yuh
Im sorry I’m pathetic
Whats this caught a sickness
and won’t be getting better
The sun might be shining
But it feels like rainy weather


Pre chorus
I trynna keep it on the low
I trynna get u off my mind
I trynna keep my feelings inside
But its hard sometimes


Chorus
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
Im not sure what it is with me
I’ve never been good with friends
I thought with u it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
it doesnt matter who u are
Soon we’ll come to the end


V2
Its been about a year
Since we last spoke
Trynna stay clean but need more soap
letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of soar throat
feelings that had were beginning to rot
Starts off good then it suddenly stops
Ya but ill leave it in the past
Now the futures all I got


Bridge
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don’t know what to do 
No I can’t decide 

Am I meant to be alone?

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i could never be loved (Prod. Seany OWE)

Heres a bop from me and Indi G!
Prod/mixed by: @lofeetunes
Indi G: indii-g

spotify!

Blow My Phone Up ft. Indii G. (prod. lofee)

I dont condone suicide these were just the thoughts on my mind at a point in time...
prod by:@mental
MIxed by:@lofeetunes
art by:@oddyssi

Dead And Cold

Heres a song about my struggle with physical abuse uwu 

Prod: @juniordbeats
Mixed: @lofeetunes & @planteee

Bruises (prod. jrd.)

w/ https://soundcloud.com/sadboyprolific
prod. DatBoiDJ
like + share <3

Numb w/ SadBoyProlific & Keshi(prod. datboidj)

Ａｒｅ　ｙｏｕ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｉｎｔｏ　ｈｉｍ？

Really proud and stoked to work with Snøw. This is probably my favorite track ive done so far.
Hope you enjoy it.

artwork: by me 
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=APouDHXV21Y

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Snøw ~ Maybe It's Wrong (Prød. C H O I S I E S)

I hate this feeling of sadness and loneliness....
Mixed by: @skitallraps
Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/787567053558067159/

Alone ft. ivri(prod. ocean)

Heres a song off my upcoming EP called Heartbreak & Bad Habits
hope you fuck with it
Kuzu Mellow: @kuzumellow
draffish: @draffish
art: @oddyssi

Heartbreak ft. Kuzu Mellow (prod. draffish)

Hope this helps the ones using drugs as a method to cope!
@keegan-hay3s

Bad Habits ft. Keegan Hayes (prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

Powfu: @powfu
 Prod: @jeff-kaale
Instagram : www.instagram.com/jeffkaale/

twitter : https://twitter.com/jeff_kaale

SNAPCHAT : https://www.snapchat.com/add/jeffpsydevil

Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/Jeffkaale/

Look In Your Eyes ft. Powfu (prod. Jef)

It was time I made a track with Snøw. This track is such a beauty hope you guys enjoy and can relate in many ways. keep supporting. Also a big thank's to our boy The Bootleg Boy for releasing our track exclusively on his YouTube page <3

Cover art by 
https://www.instagram.com/allnferreira/

The Bootleg Boy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0fiLCwTmAukotCXYnqfj0A
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy

Snøw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_85X4BhUXc

S P O T I F Y

Snøw & Teqkoi - I'm Not Enough And I'm Sorry

sad uwu vibes...



Ivri: @ivrii
https://www.instagram.com/ivsounds/
original sog: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cExfETPKRYM
M.E: @user-949132137

Scars ft. Ivri (prod. M.E)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

Walk Away (ft. Aiko & Teqkoi)

@treetimee @guardinmusic

Pre release off of 'some boring, love stories' Pt. 2
Big shoutout to Guardin for killing the second verse!
Love u guys <3

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good for nothing | Feat. Guardin (Prod. Treetime)

Here is a new track for all of you that snøw and I made for ya'll <3
Premiering on The Bootleg Boy 1/30/19 <3
Hope you enjoy and keep supporting us always. 
Keep that positive feedback and those good vibes going.

Follow The Bootleg Boy
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0fiLCwTmAukotCXYnqfj0A

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https://soundcloud.com/samuel-morales-617246474
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv5FkNYxboERW_yuVsuZ_cw

Snøw & Teqkoi - I never wanna lose you

Now on SPOTIFY & APPLE etc.

Produced by: @otterpop123 Feat. @beabadoobee
Suggested from Martin <3

Lyrics:

Hook

Dont stay awake for too long
Dont go to bed
Ill make a cup of coffee for your head
Ill get u up and going out of bed

v1
I don’t wanna fall asleep
I don’t wanna pass away
Thinking of r future cuz 
Ill never see those days

I don’t know why this has happened
But I probably deserve it
I tried to do my best
But u know that I’m not perfect

Ive been praying for forgiveness
you’ve been praying for my health
when I leave this earth
Hoping you’ll find somebody else

Cuz ya we still young
Theres so much we haven’t done
Getting married
Start a family
Watch ur husband with his son

I wish it could be me
But I won’t make it off this bed
Hope I go to heaven so I see u once again

Ya my life was kind of short
But I got so many blessings
happy u were mine 
it sucks that its all ending

v2
Im happy that u here w me
Sorry if I tear up
When me and u were younger
U would always make me cheer up

taking goofy videos
And walking through the park
U would jump into my arms 
Every time u heard a bark

We would cuddle in your sheets
Sing me sound asleep
And sneak out through your kitchen at exactly 1:03

Sundays go to church
Mondays watch a movie
soon you’ll be alone
Sorry that u have to loose me

death bed | Feat. beabadoobee

Keep on spreading love <3333
Will be on Spotify soon.

Produced by @imfinenow
Go show him love :)

long fights, short tempers (prod. imfinenow)

Prod by: Tsurreal 

Reposts appreciated <3

Pt. 1
I know that your angry
Nothing seems fair
In a dark place 
Ya I’ve been there

Pass u in the hall way
When the bell goes
I could be your white night
U can be my red rose

I know that ur angry
U can tell me
i can be there 
And keep u healthy

I just wanna love u
And make the pain go
In a different class
But the same boat  

Pt. 2
We Might sink
But baby u can climb on in
Highschool
Is Nothing but a pile of shit
Skip class
I don’t care what my class mates say
Its too fun 
digging my own grave