mix/master by @xexiomusic
ft @stat
prod @symels1 @1luvpurp

shopping spree w/ jovan (symels luvpurp)

u stitch up all my seams

prod @jannahsent
mix @xexiomusic

the letter u never read (jannah)

xoxo w/ viyah & xexio (mxsui)

cut my wrists im doing fine, i love you so much that i throw up

mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmamoru

rip my heart out (mamoru)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @jannahsent

rip to my bro
i keep going hard for him ima glo
im fallin for u but lets take it slow
im craving ur body u dont even know
i swear this shit so fake
baby ily but ik u hate
cover my mouth with tape
treat me like shit go ruin my day
i wanna die in the rain
she cuttin herself cus all of the pain
tears runnin down my face
u can cry to me i swear its ok
leave me for dead leave without a trace
luvin on him he can take my place
lie to ur friends
i'll take the blame
kill me now
cut through my veins
break me down
leave me for shame
im missin ur touch
do u feel the same

veins (jannah)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @abraxusfisher

girl i want u til the end
she gon fuck my best friend
what she said was never meant
cryin in ur arms again
she turnt up in the club now
met her in the background
cut myself i bleed out
ur laugh is my favorite sound
girl i need u stick around

her face full of makeup
now she wanna break up
bite my skin and fuck me up
cut my wrist i cry for u
end my life i'd die for u
fightin with u i can't breathe
ur loves got me on my knees

designer bags and lots of pills
she don't fuck with cheap thrills
for u yea i keep it real
carve me up and make me squeal
hold me close and make me feel
even if u break me down
hold me down and make me drown

hold me down (abraxus)

ft @xexiomusic
mix @xexiomusic
prod @symels1

so down w/ xexio (symels)

mix @xexiomusic
prod @symels1 @idfwufrfrfr

knife (symels ovanni)

beg & plead (w0kki wes)

my mix @xexiomusic
ft @stat
prod @crusifye

blood on my kicks w/ jovan (pwon)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
my mix @xexiomusic
prod @pw4prez

leaving me w/ nicky (sochi)

ft @xexiomusic
mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmingus

no more w/ xexio (mingus)

prod @laevs
mix @xexiomusic

tell me why ur leaving
tell me why ur grieving
tell me if u mean it
tell me how ur feeling
i hate having to feel shit
why can't u just kill me quick
i know u see my bloody wrist
and i got scars on me
i love the way u make me bleed
kiss me in the backseat
u make me crawl and shoot my feet
im beggin for u on my knees
and u still say that ur done with me
u just can't get enough of me
double cup, ur my lean

girl u left ur hair dye at my house
u say ur fed up with me so u wanna kick me out
im sorry that i have to tell u this, but yes im leaving town
leave with me right now
if i tell u to leave me i promise i dont mean that
i promise i dont mean that girl
i know that im a problem i know im the worst girl
i've got too many problems but u are the worst girl

problems (laevs)

ft @submittoher
prod @jkjmetasco @dimpleb
my mix @xexiomusic

death bed w/ gëmzjii (jkjmetasco dimpleb)

mixed by @xexiomusic
prod by @abraxusfisher

i can't sleep and i can't eat
if it's fuck you then i guess it's fuck me
ice on my heart and i'm frozen when u leave
if it's for the better than i guess you'll lie to me

i guess ur dead to me
i saw u in the club and i saw u in my dream
the way u bite my neck, girl u make me wanna scream

but i still can't breathe
the way u scratch my back never fails to make me bleed
now there's blood drippin all over my tee
girl i want u on my team

dead to me (abraxus)

mixed by @xexiomusic
prod by @abraxusfisher

i left my heart out in december
i can't seem to forget her
u think i'm so whatever
i'm like ok whatever

pick the petals off a flower
i guess she love me not
when ur all i want
i think i'd rather rot
than be without ur help
girl i hate myself

chew me up then spit me out
kick me while i'm down
i guess i'm leaving town
like girl we're so done
yea u fucked up
and it's fucked up

i wanna fade away
i miss my brother every fuckin day

whatever (abraxus)

maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did
but it meant a lot to me
prod @friendly
mix @xexiomusic

lyrics:
i cry to her and she don't wanna know
all that i did and she don't even know
i cut myself when i'm feeling so low
i'm leaving town bae do u wanna go
she don't want me, she want coke on her nose

whenever i call you do not pick it up
ur too high for me u don't wanna stop
and then u get mad cus i don't wanna talk
girl i don't want, to be this way forever
left me cold in #december
girl just stop
u break me down, but it's not enough
i was not enough
u were all i want
in my dreams u haunt
girl we're fucking done

not enough (friendly)

ft @abraxusfisher
prod @kuranee @prodmamoru
my mix @xexiomusic

dance floor w/ abraxus (kurane & mamoru)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
prod @1revert @glimpseofdespair
my mix @xexiomusic

next to me w/ nicky (revert sentencc)

prod @1revert
mix @xexiomusic

lyrics:
i fall apart when i'm in love
break myself to feel ur touch
feel this weight all in my gut
i need help i'm off these drugs
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
i been feeling low again
so i grab my knife and cut
so i slice, slice, slice away my life
hide my wrist i hide this knife
bloody tears and bloody scars
fly away and take me far
i guess i'll die alone tonight
and i hate the way we always fight
burn my flesh turn out the light
to tell the truth im not alright
i just wanna feel ur lips
with my hands up on ur hips
but instead i feel like shit
u don't love me girl i get it
how can u be so cruel i wonder if u regret it
u used to say u love me but i don't think that u meant it
so i guess that i'll just forget it
i'll wait for death and count the seconds

i fall apart when i'm in love
break myself to feel ur touch
feel this weight all in my gut
i need help i'm off these drugs
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust :(

fall apart (revert)

prod @sp1rxt
mix @xexiomusic

i wish i could feel you one more time
hurt me and i'll say i'm fine
kill me now i'm dead inside
cut urself then hold me tight
all black in the moonlight
tell me all those pretty lies
i know u were never mine
so alone but i'm fine

run my fingers through ur hair
u say that ur not alright and god i wish that i was there
i would kiss all of ur cuts and i would wipe away ur tears
i'm so scared of disappointing you so i just stop and stare
god i wish that i was normal
stab me now i'm so sore
ur so pretty on the dance floor
cut myself my wrists pour

to tell the truth girl i'm a mess
if u gave me one more chance i would treat u the best
i could take away ur pain, i could take away ur stress
i'd feel safe in ur arms but i'd still dream of death

so alone, but im fine (spirxt)

prod @rpsu
mix @xexiomusic

girl i know that u don't ever wanna see me again
give me one more chance and i'll be there until the end
if all is lost girl u can leave me for dead
all my life girl all i ever wanted was a friend
and i don't get why u always gotta do this to me
and u act like i'm stupid girl u play for the other team
i'll give u the whole world girl just tell me what u wanna be
and tell me what u need from me

i don't know why
i feel so lost
when ur not by my side
i'll beg one more time
just don't leave me tonight
put my hands around ur waist
do i make u feel safe
i know u don't want me and i swear that's okay
i'm filled with regret yea i'm lost in my ways
i should've known that you'd treat me the same

until the end (adrien)

this is love, this is pain.
@decembertears

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