mix/master by @xexiomusic
ft @stat
prod @symels1 @1luvpurp

shopping spree w/ jovan (symels luvpurp)

prod @jannahsent
mix @xexiomusic

cry to you like why
girl i know u lie
hit ur phone i'll try
ur a star in my sky
block me now i wanna die
what do i do without u in my life
idk what to do 
all i think about is u

i see u in my dreams
sometimes u make me scream
u stitch up all my seams
write about u in my diary
girl u really changed me 
u make me feel perfectly
how could u do it to me
didn't know u wanna lose me
girl i need u come here
i'm writing to u, my dear
yea i see ur cuts and i see all those tears
i looked through ur phone, figured out you never tell the truth
girl u know i love u true
hard pill to swallow
in my tears i wallow
baby ur an angel
yea i see ur halo
please kill me if u need to
i promise that i'll miss u

the letter u never read (jannah)

mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmamoru

the persona that u put up's been fading
now i know the real u and i hate it :(
scratch my skin up baby leave me bites
i look at u and cry
i just don't know why we fight
rip my heart out on the floor
leave me there to bleed but i'm still begging for more

leave me there to bleed
got me on my knees
i was begging for ur text, now i'm just begging for death
see u out with him, yea i know that's why u left
yea left me out for dead
i just want u in my bed
keeps away the stress
i thought you'd never leave yea, yea that's what u said
i'm sorry if i'm acting crazy i forgot my meds

baby won't u comfort me
i just want ur company
hold me close and let me bleed
tell the truth would u die for me?
baby would u cry for me?
cut my wrists i'm doing fine
i love u so much that i throw up

baby i just need ur love
cryin at ur doorstep
i just wish we never met
was i ever enough
i'm sorry, yea i fucked up
rip all of my hair out
cus i'm just craving ur touch

rip my heart out (mamoru)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @jannahsent

rip to my bro
i keep going hard for him ima glo
im fallin for u but lets take it slow
im craving ur body u dont even know
i swear this shit so fake
baby ily but ik u hate
cover my mouth with tape
treat me like shit go ruin my day
i wanna die in the rain
she cuttin herself cus all of the pain
tears runnin down my face
u can cry to me i swear its ok
leave me for dead leave without a trace
luvin on him he can take my place
lie to ur friends
i'll take the blame
kill me now
cut through my veins
break me down
leave me for shame
im missin ur touch
do u feel the same

veins (jannah)

mix/master @xexiomusic
prod @abraxusfisher

girl i want u til the end
she gon fuck my best friend
what she said was never meant
cryin in ur arms again
she turnt up in the club now
met her in the background
cut myself i bleed out
ur laugh is my favorite sound
girl i need u stick around

her face full of makeup
now she wanna break up
bite my skin and fuck me up
cut my wrist i cry for u
end my life i'd die for u
fightin with u i can't breathe
ur loves got me on my knees

designer bags and lots of pills
she don't fuck with cheap thrills
for u yea i keep it real
carve me up and make me squeal
hold me close and make me feel
even if u break me down
hold me down and make me drown

hold me down (abraxus)

ft @xexiomusic
mix @xexiomusic
prod @symels1

so down w/ xexio (symels)

my mix @xexiomusic
ft @stat
prod @crusifye

blood on my kicks w/ jovan (pwon)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
my mix @xexiomusic
prod @pw4prez

leaving me w/ nicky (sochi)

ft @xexiomusic
mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmingus

no more w/ xexio (mingus)

prod @laevs
mix @xexiomusic

tell me why ur leaving
tell me why ur grieving
tell me if u mean it
tell me how ur feeling
i hate having to feel shit
why can't u just kill me quick
i know u see my bloody wrist
and i got scars on me
i love the way u make me bleed
kiss me in the backseat
u make me crawl and shoot my feet
im beggin for u on my knees
and u still say that ur done with me
u just can't get enough of me
double cup, ur my lean

girl u left ur hair dye at my house
u say ur fed up with me so u wanna kick me out
im sorry that i have to tell u this, but yes im leaving town
leave with me right now
if i tell u to leave me i promise i dont mean that
i promise i dont mean that girl
i know that im a problem i know im the worst girl
i've got too many problems but u are the worst girl

problems (laevs)

ft @submittoher
prod @jkjmetasco @dimpleb
my mix @xexiomusic

baby was it worth it
kept me behind curtains
isn't life beautiful?
everyday i'm learning
isn't life horrible?
everyday i'm hurting
baby i'm ur safe space
tell me if u want space
i'm used to feeling this way
u always cut me down
i don't wanna love that, but i just can't help it :(
drop me cus i'm dead weight
i know that u would never change
i'm sorry i bled on ur skirt
i know that i'm the worst
leave me in a hearse
i shared my first kiss with u
u still wanna kill me too
u could never feel me too
everything i love i lose
u tell me to calm down
can't u tell i'm drugged out
girl i wrote a song for u, i know u never listened
i think of everything u said
kiss me on my death bed

death bed w/ gëmzjii (jkjmetasco dimpleb)

mixed by @xexiomusic
prod by @abraxusfisher

i can't sleep and i can't eat
if it's fuck you then i guess it's fuck me
ice on my heart and i'm frozen when u leave
if it's for the better then i guess you'll lie to me

i guess ur dead to me
i saw u in the club and i saw u in my dream
the way u bite my neck, girl u make me wanna scream

but i still can't breathe
the way u scratch my back never fails to make me bleed
now there's blood drippin all over my tee
girl i want u on my team

dead to me (abraxus)

mixed by @xexiomusic
prod by @abraxusfisher

i left my heart out in december
i can't seem to forget her
u think i'm so whatever
i'm like ok whatever

pick the petals off a flower
i guess she love me not
when ur all i want
i think i'd rather rot
than be without ur help
girl i hate myself

chew me up then spit me out
kick me while i'm down
i guess i'm leaving town
like girl we're so done
yea u fucked up
and it's fucked up

i wanna fade away
i miss my brother every fuckin day

whatever (abraxus)

maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did
but it meant a lot to me
prod @friendly
mix @xexiomusic

lyrics:
i cry to her and she don't wanna know
all that i did and she don't even know
i cut myself when i'm feeling so low
i'm leaving town bae do u wanna go
she don't want me, she want coke on her nose

whenever i call you do not pick it up
ur too high for me u don't wanna stop
and then u get mad cus i don't wanna talk
girl i don't want, to be this way forever
left me cold in #december
girl just stop
u break me down, but it's not enough
i was not enough
u were all i want
in my dreams u haunt
girl we're fucking done

not enough (friendly)

ft @abraxusfisher
prod @kuranee @prodmamoru
my mix @xexiomusic

dance floor w/ abraxus (kurane & mamoru)

ft @iloveyelowandmom
prod @1revert @glimpseofdespair
my mix @xexiomusic

next to me w/ nicky (revert sentencc)

prod @1revert
mix @xexiomusic

lyrics:
i fall apart when i'm in love
break myself to feel ur touch
feel this weight all in my gut
i need help i'm off these drugs
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
i been feeling low again
so i grab my knife and cut
so i slice, slice, slice away my life
hide my wrist i hide this knife
bloody tears and bloody scars
fly away and take me far
i guess i'll die alone tonight
and i hate the way we always fight
burn my flesh turn out the light
to tell the truth im not alright
i just wanna feel ur lips
with my hands up on ur hips
but instead i feel like shit
u don't love me girl i get it
how can u be so cruel i wonder if u regret it
u used to say u love me but i don't think that u meant it
so i guess that i'll just forget it
i'll wait for death and count the seconds

i fall apart when i'm in love
break myself to feel ur touch
feel this weight all in my gut
i need help i'm off these drugs
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust
u don't love me u just lust :(

fall apart (revert)

prod @sp1rxt
mix @xexiomusic

i wish i could feel you one more time
hurt me and i'll say i'm fine
kill me now i'm dead inside
cut urself then hold me tight
all black in the moonlight
tell me all those pretty lies
i know u were never mine
so alone but i'm fine

run my fingers through ur hair
u say that ur not alright and god i wish that i was there
i would kiss all of ur cuts and i would wipe away ur tears
i'm so scared of disappointing you so i just stop and stare
god i wish that i was normal
stab me now i'm so sore
ur so pretty on the dance floor
cut myself my wrists pour

to tell the truth girl i'm a mess
if u gave me one more chance i would treat u the best
i could take away ur pain, i could take away ur stress
i'd feel safe in ur arms but i'd still dream of death

so alone, but im fine (spirxt)

prod @rpsu
mix @xexiomusic

girl i know that u don't ever wanna see me again
give me one more chance and i'll be there until the end
if all is lost girl u can leave me for dead
all my life girl all i ever wanted was a friend
and i don't get why u always gotta do this to me
and u act like i'm stupid girl u play for the other team
i'll give u the whole world girl just tell me what u wanna be
and tell me what u need from me

i don't know why
i feel so lost
when ur not by my side
i'll beg one more time
just don't leave me tonight
put my hands around ur waist
do i make u feel safe
i know u don't want me and i swear that's okay
i'm filled with regret yea i'm lost in my ways
i should've known that you'd treat me the same

until the end (adrien)

prod @flaaare 
mix @xexiomusic

i gave her all of my best
still she puts my love to test
can u repeat the question ?
she treats me like i was less than
a person or a best friend
her words they pierce my heart
like can we rewind from the start
i like her because she's smart
in the shower, fall apart
scratch my back until i bleed
i try my best to give u me
so please tell me what u need
i dreamt putting a ring up on her finger
even in my dreams it's not the real her :(

real her (flare)

prod @tristenjmiller
mix @xexiomusic

girl i swear i love the way u move
when i see u, don't know what to do
girl i want u all night
we could turn the lights out
we could fall in love now <3
take u out this small town

girl i swear i cherish when we touch
remember when u said i was enough ?
u say u don't but i know that u cut ;(
girl i swear i wanted all of you
but that's in the past now, baby i just wanna black out
and baby won't u kiss me one more time ?
and girl i know that it's the last night

girl i swear i wanted all of you
but that's in the past now, baby i just wanna black out
and baby won't u kiss me one more time ?
and girl i know that it's the last night

girl i swear i love the way u move
when i see u, don't know what to do
girl i want u all night
we could turn the lights out
we could fall in love now <3
take u out this small town

the way u move (tritri)

ft @xexiomusic
prod @ihuhalo

(ulter)
baby just tell me what u need
baby just tell me what u need
baby just tell me what u need

i'll do it all for u girl
i'll do it all for u
girl, i'll do it all for u

drop on the floor and i'm still bleeding
if i die tonight, my baby's the reason
i'm dying for u and u don't even see it
lovin u is all i do, baby u were all i knew
i was in ur arms at 1 and baby u were gone by 2
it's 4 in the morning and i'm still crying
i'll give u wings baby let's go flying
give me a break girl u know i'm trying
u might burn in the sun i know, but i really can't let go
when i'm with u i glo
tell me not to leave girl and i won't </3

(xexio)
yeah i hope u know my love is true
baby tell me what u wanna do
we can go smoke in the all black coupe
i just want u to be my boo <3
pull you back with the foreign ride
baby i just wanna make u mine
look at all the stars tonight
look at all my scars tonight
i can see the passion in your eye
i can see the blood fall when u cry
can be u mine for the night ? 
whatever is wrong, ima make it right
u say u want me, but i dont think u want this
u say u need me, but yeah i think ur bluffing
u say im everything but i feel nothing
tell me a secret
or tell me nothing

burn in the sun w/ xexio (halo)

prod @riveo
mix @xexiomusic

bleeding all night while i wait for ur reply
u don't really love me girl i know u lie
and i know that you've been through a lot so u don't always try
holding u so close and it cuts me like a knife
only things i keep close are my switchblade and you
u don't gotta hide ur cuts cus u know i see through
girl i feel ur pain yea i'll always bleed for u
i felt love once but i really lost it too
it's a perfect die to day, don't u feel it too ?
in my final moments all i ever see is u

call me all night baby let me hear ur voice
everytime i see ur face i don't hear any noise
please don't get too close baby, give me ur heart and i'll destroy
if u needed comfort, i can't offer u joy
ur so bad for me, ur the only reason that i breathe
i don't have a lot to give but i'll give u all of me


final moments (riveo)

mix @xexiomusic
prod @oova1 @bandoaf1

u had to run away from ur home
and now ur far away, girl i know
i think about u everyday i miss u so
i know ur never coming back i lost my hope
u wanna kill me girl i know
i'll still give u my coat when it's cold <3
yuh we could lay down in the snow
ur an angel, girl u make me glo

but it seems i never mattered anyway
and if u wanna leave me that's okay
when i close my eyes i see ur face
just hold my hand, girl i'll keep u safe

lay down in the snow (oova blaziano)

mix @xexiomusic
prod @colin-reardon-957210261

girl when i met u i was seventeen
u meant like the world to me
and when we shared our first kiss, i felt ur heart burning
and everybody told me that ur too much of an influence
and not in the good way, in the make u wanna die way
when i told u i was ready for u, u were like alright bae
just like the first night we shared, girl just lay beside me
and we can make a dance floor right under the street lights
u could be juliet and i could be ur romeo

girl i promise i can take that weight up off ur chest
i always thought that u were bad for me but u really know me best
if my loves too much for u then i would give u less :(
i know that i'm too anxious and i always make u stressed
tonight u look so pretty girl but please take off ur dress
ur the only thing that's on my mind i don't care about the rest <3

seventeen (cprcash)

im so near loving you .. but i'd destroy you
and i can't do that

prod/mix @xexiomusic

baby tell me why u always chase that high
baby tell me why u never stay the night
i never knew why u always had to lie
trust me girl, its ok to cry <3
tell me, tell me girl .. why u wanna die
i can't be there for u but u know i'll try :(
i'm losing hope girl, i'm losing all my sight
i'm bleeding out and i cannot see the light

like oh my god, u did me wrong
all i feel is numb, i can't feel my tongue
do u remember when we were young ?
it's ok to hurt, baby that's all I've ever known
if i gave u an exit would u take it?
everytime i speak, it's only passion and u hate it 
i don't care if i'm just a game, i still want u to play it
i love it when u hurt me girl i just don't wanna say it </3

baby tell me why u always chase that high
baby tell me why u never stay the night
i never knew why u always had to lie
trust me girl, it's ok to cry
tell me, tell me girl, why u wanna die
i can't be there for u but u know i'll try :(
i'm losing hope girl, i'm losing all my sight
i'm bleeding out and i cannot see the light

i'm losing hope (xexio)

prod @prod-cryko @ripwarheart
mix @xexiomusic

was i just a game that you had to play?
like iyaz, the moment we kiss on replay
saw u in the club i was scared to say hey
i'm loving the way that ur moving ur waist
regret everything, i always make mistakes
i'm outside of ur room and i know it's cliche
i'm alone all the time, i still think of that day
i got lost in the moment, girl what do i say?

if it was for u or if it was for me
i'll let myself lose, just so u don't leave
i got cuts on my skin baby don't u see
baby do u remember our first date?
in the back of the club and i don't say much
i was kissing ur neck with ur hands in my clutch
and u told me to stop cus u been too hurt
i know what it's like to be treated like dirt
so i played with ur hair, told u i'll be there <3
i got lost in ur eyes, got lost in ur glare
i know that i'm awkward i can't help but stare
i'm going through hell for u but i don't care
she's atheist but she said i'm in her prayers!
i'm wrapped around u girl u don't play fair :(

first date (cryko warheart)

i had you in nothing but black then, now i only speak of you in past tense
@decembertears

ulter

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