$UICIDEBOY$ TYPE BEAT "DATURA"

BOONE X A.M.E.C.K. - SELF MADE (Prod. Mystic)

13th Understanding, 7th Book of Sorrow

Cold Silence Has a Tendency to Atrophy Any Sense of Compassion

lyrics:
so they say
theres no reason im bleedin i should see the positive
dig for a meanin i feel like im hitting a rock every season
my shovel is broken and bent
starting to think about all of the time that i spent
spent on events that i quickly forget
spending it relapsing again
what the fuck is a friend?
im locked in my room like a hermit hoping that light on my phone is a message that you sent
aye
im in the deepest ocean
tryna stay afloat im fuckin phobic
something's pullin on my leg
my eyes are open yet i cannot see below the fuckin surface
sorry for the cursin
see i am just a person tryna put all of my words up into verses
that will make you feel the pain that i been learnin
all these fakes and all these fuckers make me murderous
play the game for purpose
lets keep feeding the furnace
all these bottles are my nurses i dont know for certain
if my medicine is workin
i been hurt and i been crawlin through dirt my soul is fuckin burnin
my spirit is disturbed
he callin up brain but he aint urgent
just a nervous fuckin wreck tryna calm himself with bourbon

yeah the fun times have passed
need to get off my ass
and go get some fuckin cash
maybe then i wont feel trash
they say its all up for grabs
busy peeling all my scabs 
momma wonders why im sad
all this fakeness makes me laugh
all this fakeness makes me laugh
yuh (2x)

PEELING SCABS

Awareness (Prod.djsb129 & Tha OG MT3)

LORD OF FLIES (prod. Saegoe)

BLACKCLOUDS (Feat. $olumDolor)

Beta

“Whateva Cleva (Remastered Deluxe)

the extended transmission from a forgotten era.

more raw cuts. more truth. same heart.

Dropping these in the stillness of my rise 



track 2 — i never gave up — couldn’t be re-uploaded.

the file got corrupted…

but maybe that’s poetic.

maybe it’s proof I lived it for real.



this whole tape was a memory of survival.

this version?

a love letter to the ones who kept going when nobody clapped.



tap in.

for the ones who ain’t fold.”

🖤


WRONG DIRECTION

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ULTIMATE $UICIDE

13th Understanding, 7th Book of Sorrow

ULTRA BE THY NAME

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