[lyrics]
all alone in her room, taking off her dress ya
i know you're thinking about all your exes
lately I’ve been feeling reckless
i'm trying to get you off of my checklist
eating eden out for my breakfast    

[chorus]
girl with the slit wrists
when we gonna kik it?
girl with the slit wrists
she was on my hit list

[bridge]
i know that you're never coming home again
I know that you’re feeling all alone again

[verse]
suicide girl
meet me by the lake
got a chance 
that i really wanna take
lil eden in her bed
wide awake
call me up
ill be there,
 right away...

[chorus x2]

edens arrows [prod. sorrow bringer]

prod by @jakkyboi
mixed/mastered by ultra rare

lyrics:

i took her out on tuesday night
boba milk tea with the sugar light
i see the sad look in your eyes
i wanna be right your side

i took he out on tuesday night
dinner date with dimmed down lights
i wanna be right your side
i took her out, took her out

i took her out on tuesday night
dinner date with dimmed down lights
i see the sad look in your eyes
i wanna be right your side

you’ve had many long nights
take you on a car ride
till we see the star lights
i’ll get you feeling alright

ur my favorite kinda girl
put ur fav makeup on
we cud get u famous 

ur my flavor kinda girl
got a special type a sauce
u shud put this 
on ur playlist

and now im...
all alone on a weds night
got some lean in the mixed up sprite
lately I’ve been sitting courtside
i wanna be by your side
i finally got the cosign
i love the look in your eyes

she said she had a good time
and then she wish good night
i think i wanna dieeee

bb catch you next time
when your on the west side

[chorus 2x]

i took her out on a tuesday night [prod. jakkyboi]

young babe w/ the porcelain skin
her hair fucking blows in the wind
she said her hearts frozen again
i went to the beach by myself put my toes in da sand

another year gone and im broken again
grey clouds overhead rollin on in
ur the type of girl im hoping to win
bad bad b*tches got me focus again

i wanna see u after the party
come here and meet me after the party

made a lil dough so we'll count it up
live a lil now cuz then we'll die o ya
make a lil kite lets fly it up
get a lil light and we'll fire it up

always thought u wud be mine
sing a lil song then i die
i miss ur eyes and ur smile
i cry inside my room, but i act alright :)

[chorus repeats]

◬ after the party ◬ [prod. by horse head]

prod by @sketchmyname
mix/master by ultra ☆ rare

--
lyrics
[chorus]
i shouldn’t have got my hopes up
hopes up

i thought id drive you in my porsche
porsche

i shouldn’t have got my fucking hopes up
hopes up

i just wanna see you x3
smile

[verse]
i wish we never broke up
i think that I’m a blow up
i wish i didn’t toke up
so much
i wish i was a grown up
and stop being such a ghost…yeah

living on the coast 
california girls
there the fucking worst 
she’s a fucking, she’s a fucking, she’s a fucking curse

i should kept 
you closer
I’ve always been a
loner
i shouldn’t of got my hopes up
that i would find someone
to make my own ya
take you back?
of course girl

[chorus]
i shouldn’t've got my hopes up
hopes up

i thought id drive you in my porsche
porsche

i shouldn’t've got my fucking hopes up
hopes up

i just wanna see you x3
smile

hope's up [prod. sketchmyname]

kid cudi cover.  i'll probably delete this

handle with care (acoustic)

lyrics:
come on over
lets cap off our
lil dinner date
sitting on the sofa
heres
the password to my internet
im a workaholic
and I’m building up my lego set
while puffing on a cigarette
pick you up and put you
on my little bed

[chorus]
i could bring the quarter oz
you could bring the sounds
we could hit the town
we could bounce

i could pull up to your house
you could sneak on out
we could hit the town
we could bounce

[lyrics]
summer nights aint the same without you
most nights ive been thinking about you 
all the things i would do
yea if only you knew
im so lame without you
im insane with you

baby when we bounce
we could finally get out
of this town

baby when we bounce
we aint ever coming back
around

[chorus]
i could bring quarter oz
you could bring the sounds
we could hit the town
we could bounce

i could pull up to your house
you could sneak on out
we could hit the town
we could bounce

lets leave this town [prod hateful]

[verse]
will you be there, at the end of my days?
money aint a thing when we’re passing away
surfing on the web and now I’m catching a wave
honey you are shining when your passing my way
killing all the monsters, I’m glad   safe
young superhero like a man in a cape
bout to take over, i keep plannin away
people change a lot but i’m planning to stay

twinkle twinkle little star
rolling swishers in my car
girl i wonder where you are
ultra rare's a lil star

mom and dad I’m sorry i
hate myself and wanna die
i wish i could be the guy
who never cries and always smiles

[chorus]
she said
it was just a summer fling
i thought that it was a forever, thing

she said it was just another fling
i thought that summer would
never leave

[verse2]
im a sad sad wolf
and currently I’m stacking up my currency
and certainly that a hyperbole
and she was sure to leave
cuz i treat her horribly 
we get in fights verbally 
tell her ill blow up
ur sure to see

ur so elegant when ur in element
I’m such a jealous kid 
im so arrogant 
im a parasite
and I’m paralyzed
when i see your eyes
im a thunderstorm
ur the clearest skies
dearest i
just wanna be your side
SUMMER WHYD YOU DIE?

summer fling (prod c. medina)

dux (prod irby)

never going back now (prod. azilio)

mixed and mastered by @ultrare

lyrics:
i think bout you quite a lot 
ur green eyes got a spark 
we could lay alone in the dark 

we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 

i think bout you quite a lot 
ur green eyes got a spark 
we could lay alone in the dark 
wrap u inside of my arms 

we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 

i miss u quite a lot 
U are all I got 
tell me what you want 
i only want ur  heart
u don’t need that filter on ur face girl
bc your perfect to me-e—e-e
loose shirt w the
curves underneath

i think bout you quite a lot 
ur green eyes got a spark 
we could lay alone in the dark 

we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk 
we aint gotta talk

i think about u quite a lot (prod ocean beats)

worlds getting cold i need a blanket
lately I’ve been feeling real anxious
i got feelings in my heart, i can’t shake it
life is a canvas i can paint it’

worlds getting cold
i need a blanket
on my own yeah 
i think i know what pain is
all my demons been hiding in the basement
all MY LIFE all my talent been wasted

worlds getting cold  i 
think i need a blanket
all the dreams in my head ya i gotta chase them
she looked inside my eyes and saw the hesitation
i wish that i could be with you but i am impatient
i miss all the times we had and all our conversations
I’m still all alone and I’m building up a spaceship
see u all the time in all these different faces
came up from the bottom yeah i don’t care for that fame shit

last yr aint been the brightest ya I’m so depressed
got a couple of fans ya i love u ur the best
from my bed
i can’t get up
 so easily
im a misérable mess
with my knees in my chest

i need a blanket (prod remghost)

bright eyes %_%
-
lyrics:
no big deal, I’m not
hurt at all
please don’t catch me 
when i fall

no big deal, I’m not
hurt at all
please dont pick up 
when i call

no big deal, I’m not
hurt at all
please don’t catch me 
when i fall

and I know you’ve heard it all
please don’t pick up when i call

I can’t think straight
I don’t feel okay
theres a fire on the rooftop
blue jeans and tube socks 
shimmer on her face
like some moon rocks
a winners what it takes
Im just too soft

sitting in the park boy
avocado socks boy
i just wanna talk yo...
u are very thoughtful

we can grab the tacos
we can share the nachos
now im feeling awful :(
ever since i lost u
ever since i lost u

nbd im not hurt AT ALL [prod by horse head]

i packed up all my bags
im never coming back, im never coming back
these knives are in my back

[verse]:
i packed up for the winter
these dreams are getting bigger
disease up in my liver
dear god oh I’m a sinner

I passed up all our ghosts
The drives along the coast 
when I first said hello
the times we love the most

you're the only one in this town that i want to see again
you're the only one in this town that i want to be with

[chorus]

i packed up all my bags [prod Fantom]

lyrics:
i don’t have a mansion or a big pool
i know that ill never be youtube cool
all the rich kids got
all the shiny things
i work really hard
so i could buyyy me things

all the shiny things (ya ya)
all the shiny things (ya ya)
all the shiny things (ya ya)
all the shiny things (ya ya)

windows down
The air is nice
Your hair is nice
Sorry that I messed it up
Sorry I’m depressed as fuck
But somehow I do manage it
(my energy i channel it)
When I die
Please don’t call the ambulance
Fuck a hospital
I’ll pass where I’m happiest
in the middle of some Grassy fields
Full of cows and shit
nature is a part of me
The Worms can eat my arteries
The birds will eat the worms
And pass it to the chicks they are fathering
circle of life I’m honoring
you know about the chakra thing?
energy im processing?
fears that im conquering?
I’m on moving on to larger things
fuck instagram i don’t need a
following 

i don’t have a mansion or a big pool
i know that il never be youtube cool
all the rich kids got
all the shiny things
i work really hard
so i could buyyy me things

all the shiny things (ya ya)
all the shiny things (ya ya)
all the shiny things (ya ya)
all the shiny things (ya ya)

shiny things [prod Fantom]

tell me you love me
tell me you fuck with me
tell me that you will be down
till the end of our days 
till the end of our days

tell me you'll be there
tell me you're prepared
tell me that when we go down
at the end of our days
at the end of our days...

lately I’ve been thinking deeper and deeper
ya i love my girl she’s a keeper a keeper
'bout to kill the game I’m a sleeper a sleeper
life is quite bitter but with you it's getting sweeter
...
if we set our minds to it, then we can do it
theres a fire inside, your belly, you can do it
if  we set our minds to it, then we can do it
if i set my time, i can pursue it
...
tell me you love me
tell me you fuck with me
tell me that you will be down
till the end of our days 
till the end of our days

tell me you'll be there
tell me you're prepared
tell me that when we go down
at the end of our days
at the end of our days...

tell me u love me tell me u fw me (prod. by RRAREBEAR)

binge music making, i might delete this >_<

star power
yeeaaa
shining bright i got that
star power
yea
looking up i got that star power
yaaaa

i beat the final boss.
i beat the final boss
she is inside of my arms
she is inside of my arms
the ch-children are laughing
buildings collapsing
i wud just leave but i love watching the view
with u
my brain falling inside my heart
world is falling apart
 looks like some art
race against time, 
mario kart
afterlife,
rainbow road
i am a toad
you’re my angel oh
death is at my door
i’ll just open it, and say hello
ill say hello

luckily oh luckily oh luckily
we don’t need no company
Nature is so lovely
Lately we’ve been cuddling
Underneath the succulents
im king of the junglee
but still i act so humbly
star power is bubbling

droplets [prod splashgvng]

I wanna see you here at my party….
[[PARTY]]]
Will you meet me here at my party
[[PARTY]]]

party party time
ill never be signed
they cannot stop me no

they coming at me yo
falling like dominoes
take em out
one at a time

they be like vamanos
lets order dominoes
pizza party every night

i think im on a roll
punch em right on the nose
put ur hands up in the sky

its my party, 
u could cry if u want to..
cry if u want to…
cry if u want to

I wanna see you here at my party….
[[PARTY]]]
Will you meet me here at my party
[[PARTY]]]

at my party [Prod. by RRAREBEAR]

this is me learning how to produce and is old as fuck, maybe 2019

it's about being at the precipice of state known as 'enlightenment', where the ego dissolves and ultimately results in a complete integration with the universe.

I Dont Have Much Time Anymore (prod ultra rare) -- rough (old)

i'm learning how to produce and i am just adding vocals on top
this take is very rough

I’m sorry for the late reply….
it’s not that i don’t like you…
i do….

truth is that I’m fucked up
i can’t a find a way sometimes
to feel okay and be myself
i wish that i was fine

ultra ☆ rare

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