i love you
@xtasane
lyrics:
i dont wanna share what i said
you dont gotta know
everday im falling if i dont get you to show

i been stacking up my paper i dont need you now
i wont even do my best no i will make you frown
and if you dont care about me i will put you down
because everyday im falling
i i keep on falling for you
and if it wasnt for trust then i wouldnt have been here to
cause i dont really talk to anyone besides myself
and i know that is not good for my health
but i promise ill get better

play games talk down
i dont really care about you at all
i been trying so hard
to make something go by
i can give you all my sweaters
cause i know you like the weathers
and ill be countin my letters
cause ill always love you

(yeaaaaa)
always love you (always love you)
always love you (always love always love)
always love you (always love you)
always love you

i know you still love me you can never get enough
i i make money now i dont need your fucking love
everyday im falling it just keeps on getting rough
and if you say that you hate me i will take your mask off
i dont know
i dont aaaa
i dont wanna talk
its so hard to be apart
but we have no other options
even tho it hurts to be alone
i could never go and be a clone

moon chaser
go outside erase her
thinkin bout the time we spent
no i cannot hate her

i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i dont need nobody
i am happy by myself

(happy by myself) x9

love you (xtasane)

faith hope yeayuh

passion power yeayuh

love strength beauty

she speaks in pictures and she hears in colour

she bleeds in silence and she dreams awake

reliving past events

the memory of u always gives me comfort

miles apart just a dream away

embrace the struggle just keep going it gone be ok

to hell and back id follow u just show me the way

to hell and back again

cherish every second 

time we seldom had

u were selling happiness

giving what u cannot give urself i fell for that

i fell hard

even then u blamed urself for that

our fate is ours

its not the hand that u were dealt its how u play the cards

its not the ones u see that hurt the most its all the 

scars underneath

i got stars under me 

im walking on my hands

pick the petals off a flower wondering

when we are suffering

who really understands

cause its a pretty prison still we try to pick the locks

its an uphill battle still we try to tip the odds

and the reason we were fighting i already forgot

u cant put a price on love dont ask me what it cost

what it cost (lileffort)

now its just you and me
if i help you to breath
can you help me to see
what you hide underneath
what you feel in your dreams
when you’re too scared to sleep

just to breath air from your lips, Im screaming out for oxygen
and i know that you cant read my mind 
but please just one more time
because baby just to breath air from your lips, Im screaming out for oxygen
and i know that you cant read my mind 
but please just one more time

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oxygen

by your side【coldspades angelicxmei sorisu ddertbag】

Produced + written by kuudere
Mixed by tonser
Photo by N0ahneko
Cover art by kuudere

i texted you 
“come meet me back at my place” 
but you’re refusing to listen

push me away
but you’re always walking my way 
making the same old decisions 
i thought i had something for once 
but now i’ve got it
it’s not enough
i’m just in constant confliction 
with things that you vision 
but i can’t get enough

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
I can’t stop counting the time that I’ve lost
Didn’t realise until you were distant
You never know what you have until it’s gone
But I can’t help but feel reminiscent 
I don’t wanna be with you
Don’t wanna hassle you 
Don’t wanna change the person you are
I hate that i keep leaving you 
But it hurts me too
Now i know that’s just how it goes 

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes
Does this hurt for you?
Cause it hurts for me too
Am i a burden to you?
Was it all too much?
Baby this is the last time i try
To make things alright
So if we fall apart 
It’s on you
Doesn’t this pain make you feel more alive?
Cause my heats on fire for you 
but fuck it we’re through

I don’t know how to act now
I’m in love with this feeling 
If it’s you then i will never back down 
Is it the drugs or is it the real thing?
Tell me will you ever come back now?
Cause you’re worth it all 
i’m the worst of all
I left you when i was needed 
At the end of fall 
I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve left a call
I should be the one next to you 
But that’s the way it goes

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left 

I should’ve kept it all
I should’ve kept it all

I should’ve left a call
I should’ve left

worst of all

vialit-
and if we die tonight
at least well die together
shine bright
ok lets shine together
hard times
ok lets grind together
and if we say goodbye
i promise ill remember till our next adventure
im the type to enter when the sign says do not enter
suffering i will endure put in effort ill encourage
from the struggle we will emerge wiser and more centered
nothing really matters but ur just so dam immersive
my persona is actually who i am in person
and u know im with it if i shook ur hand in person
if i shook ur hand in person
im so grateful because my past nothing can be worse than
higher stakes higher rates
platforms on thats a higher stage
bigger dreams wider gaze
through the storm i see brighter days
woah
if theres a will then theres a way back
home
in ur arms in ur embrace

crescent-
imma bag getter
vialit is a trend setter
you know im rocking black leopard
im rocking rare brand u never heard off
we shine together
lets turn up this fucking nite club
you know we going crazy
got the molly in da double cup

you know that i shine
and i never check the price
you know im evil but im acting nice, nice
baby lets go through the night
we connect like wifi 
you know we go together, together we die

our next adventure w/crescent (lin)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ad6xoA5V02Q

if not us then who
change the world
lets change the world
doing what we love to do
been a long night sun is rising
adventure on the horizon and beyond
making real life look like fun 
thats what i cut my teeth on
ok 
bet
its so decided
the story so far it is so inspiring
ultra violet what is sewed inside it
for those who seek let us go and find it
yea
off the beaten path
trailblazing thataway would u look at that
its beautiful the good and bad
still time to make up for memories we couldve had
if its meant to be its meant to be the universe will make it happen
feed off my energy i got plenty so pull up and tap in
i will forever be in ur debt 
pay it forward
u inspire me so i will always strive to inspire more
do i love u? do u have to ask? of course!
u think u love me? i promise i love u more!
in a drought we all gone doubt until its pouring
go to sleep exhausted wake up feeling good i feel euphoric
i dont need a reason
visualize it eyes wide open same time im still dreaming
u can do anything if u know what u believe in
fair to say?
and if ur scared to speak ill say the things ur scared to say
these are the roads we paved
the trust we built and all the friends we made along the way
the pain we shared and all the blood we drank to ease the pain
castles in the sand
teardrops in the rain yea
born to die so im not here to stay yea
let my actions speak for me when words cannot explain yea
im so grateful i met u on the way
theres always another way

i wont forget you

if not us then who
change the world
lets change the world
doing what we love to do
been a long night sun is rising
adventure on the horizon and beyond
making real life look like fun 
thats what i cut my teeth on
ok 
bet
its so decided
the story so far it is so inspiring
ultra violet what is sewed inside it
for those who seek let us go and find it
yea

there is always another way

another way (lileffort)

(prod. steffenyoshiki, djilmarë, sglily)
@sglily @steffenyoshiki @kwdere @rowe1rvtlpcx @benxni @spaceb0y @tonserrr 
mix: tonser // master: Seann Bowe 
stream: https://linkco.re/R4zfzAgY?lang=en

ALWAYS ft. Sg Lily, SteffenYoshiki, kuudere, ROAR, BENXNI, Space Boy, tonser

produced by kuudere

we don’t even talk now
Victims of lust
Give me your all now
Give me your trust
Your trust
Just a golden boy turned to rust
To rust
woah
Does your heart beat for the love?
Or does your heart beat for the drugs? ￼
Oh I don’t feel human any more
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel hu-
I don’t feel hu-
I don't 
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-
I don’t feel hu-
I don't
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-

Time
Slowly slipping through my fingers every night
Who is that inside the mirror?
I can’t decide
I see you inside my visions
Is that a sign?
Or just a lie
It’s all you
You are my only temptation
If I had a heart then i would feel it racing
I’ll never let you go
I won’t leave you forsaken
Waiting in the abyss
Until you’re reaching down
Until you’re reaching down
Can you see me now?
Please don’t leave me now
cause I won’t forget you

Does your heart beat for the love?
Or does your heart beat for the drugs? ￼
Oh I don’t feel human any more
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel human
I don’t feel hu-
I don’t feel hu-
I don't 
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human 
human, human
I don’t feel hu-
Does your heart beat for the love?
Or does your heart beat for the drugs?
I don't
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-
I don't
I don’t feel human anymore
I don’t feel human anymore
I don't
I don’t feel hu-

i don't feel human anymore

Produced by me

walked in this ho so fly
walked in this ho like lear
i can see your eyes and i can tell how you feel yea
m4 just how i peel yea
i dont care how u appear yea
we gettin fly like lear yea
i got that fire right here yea
look at the sky so clear yea
sometimes this life get weird yea
but we aint got no fear
as long as youre right here
like new watch just check my wrist
no opps just watch my six
outside coppin designer shit
so locked in cant stop this shit
like touchdown caught that pick
its hot shit shout out pip
yea big chop so i walk wit a limp
im in the lowrider sum like a pimp yea
in here makin it jump yea
tell me i couldnt be nun nah
u hear me i clearly got bars yea
you see me out whippin dat car now
it took us some time to get far nah yea
never thought id be the one but
callin my teachers dumb cuz
im havin so much fun
fresh air in my lungs yea
you gotta come outside
i know you see the sun
and ur gonna meet this guy
he knows just whats right
tell me how im wrong
if im given life
its my final straw
and the final song
im so glad youre here
wont mind if youre gone
but please come again 
we can have some fun
yea i walk wit the fy
brand new glock gen 5
you aint been in tune you should get in tune
im in love with you im in love with you 
i tell you its true i tell you its true 
baby what it do baby what it do 
yea i love my mood i dont try i choose
yea they gon act brand new but whats it to you
yea i just play it cool dont want beef like food
oh you want plate lil dude u get served get screwed
ice like im so cool
guess thats my new rule
heres a minor clue
theres no i in you

another way (lileffort)

ultravialit