A song i maked,,  ,, ,, with @gulo-friend
｡⋆ forevergrateful

on max (ft. gulo)

little moments

In The Night

✦𓂅⊹ 𝓫𝓪𝓭  ᗴ𝔫𝓭 ✦𓂅⊹𝓾𝔂𝓾𝓷𝓲 🤍

prod. me // art by halo // vox: me + @trustt + @nujioh

[vai]
search for my own heart
learn how to breathe again
I can't handle
to stay with you
to stay misused
just discard me
hands shake as you
try say that you
love me but you
don't I can see through you

do you feel do you 
do you hurt do you 
do you hurt do you
what was I to you

don't look my way 
I'll stay by myself

i don't think i'll handle this
I don't think that I'll forget
relearn all that I have missed
relearn how to love again 

I'd break all my bones
just to escape you
I'll stay all alone
I'll find my own
way out of here 
you don't really know me
try again
I'll handle it

[trustt]
dont use me just for reference
for how bad your best friend looks
i dont wanna be that one
and i said
things i dont like about you
are thing i like about me
i paint my body for you
and you dont even care to see
help yourself breathe

[vai]
I'll try escape 
all that you say 
all that you mean
do you hear my heartbeat pulsing
just watch me go 
I'll never fold
I'll never break
I'll handle this I'll handle you
I'll handle -

[nujioh]
i don't sin too often
but i don't fear your judgement
to be honest i don't have no intentions
to coerce with you
approaching aimlessly
your words so hastily
when you said "just go away", i don't know if i'll be back
its a vicious cycle
sick to my stomach, gut feelings
i spilt it to you, you told me just can't hear it
i feel like, the freedom that i wanted back because you stole mine
is there some way?
is there some way?

or is there,
no one to save us? 
no one to save us? 
no one to save us?
no one to save us?

handle w/ trustt + nujioh

into the artpiece: see you again. (2023)
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4VGSTJjgm62deeWHkUfPOn?si=ce7bbd819e57493d
art by sseongryul
a flowery end to 2023. thank you for listening.

i wanna give thanks to these people.
@neohnq
@sumther
@222bino
@jichuuu
@angelino1k
@rewind214
@1akura
@any2one
@gaeul 
@neoprada
@orachs
@ilymay
@57yyujin
@1tcyxo
&
my friends and family who've supported me throughout 2023.
i thank them all. this year has been the hardest for me mentally. shit gets to me y'know. but i'm very happy to know that there are people who care about what i do and look forward to what i make, even if its not the best. i genuinely am very happy, even if people don't read this. i just want ya'll to know i care about you and i appreciate you listening to my music. as you all give me meaning to make shit. you give me purpose to create, and explore art i would never have otherwise.

so once again, thank you.
see you again next year.

friends & co out next year.

into the artpiece (2023)

ultravialit-
someday well be older and rely on others
someday will be sober not tonight another night
born without a purpose middle fingers to the sky
we didnt ask to be alive
(call me a liar)
so we made it up 
we gave meaning to existence
(im a fighter)
against all the odds we won 
paid in blood we had our reasons
(bred from fire)
hell is where were from 
a different breed
(an ugly crier)
when were alone is when were loved
priorities
drop everything when inspiration comes
(our future brighter)
ive been suffering
i take comfort in
knowing that if was easy everyone would do it
to challenge destiny our dreams we actually pursue it yah
huh hey i aint playing with u i get to it yah
huh sheesh we only ever just keep on improving yah
poochie please my car fast my food smacks my speakers booming yah
if we put in effort u know that its gone go stupid yah
someday well be older and rely on others
someday will be sober not tonight another night
born without a purpose middle fingers to the sky
we didnt ask to be alive
(tj get em!)

tjweaver - 
this shit gets bad but its stil okay
okay
okay
it's impossible to know it
tomorrow's never promised
just figure out your own way
no pain
no gain
dj i need a replay
sometimes i think i hate it
still forever grateful always

yea situation under control its nothing
if there's somewhere you want to go then let's get going
lock in, don't act like we can't make it fuckin happen
put all that shit behind you so that we can get it started

ultravialit-
huh hey i aint playing with u i get to it yah
huh sheesh we only ever just keep on improving yah
poochie please my car fast my food smacks my speakers booming yah
if we put in effort u know that its gone go stupid yah
someday well be older and rely on others
someday will be sober not tonight another night
born without a purpose middle fingers to the sky
we didnt ask to be alive
(call me a liar)
so we made it up 
we gave meaning to existence
(im a fighter)
against all the odds we won 
paid in blood we had our reasons
(bred from fire)
hell is where were from 
a different breed
(an ugly crier)
when were alone is when were loved
priorities
drop everything when inspiration comes
(our future brighter)
ive been suffering
i take comfort in
knowing that if was easy everyone would do it
to challenge destiny our dreams we actually pursue it yah

if it was easy everyone would do it

our dreams we actually pursue it yah

someday w/tjweaver (lileffort)

I Lied

雨上がりの空に この両手で

samples used:
vyletpony - ANTONYMPH
nyamura - you are my curse
lilniina - cigirl
Nao Toyama - 東山奈央「Rainbow」
Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift (Fast&Furious)

clubmix inspired by @syzymusic birthday mixes!

FALLING IN LOVE (again)

@angelicxmei
@miraie

prod: @h1yori / @y4ndere

[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
So tell me, that you won't let go
Cause we're falling in love 'till it's alright
Nothing ever makes sense
You can't face it alone
But I know that it's gonna be alright, but yeah
I can never let you go even if I tried
Tear me into pieces while I watch you fall
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all-
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

[angelicxmei]
-

[kairyu]
And I can’t even escape this feeling
That you really went and lose it all

[miraie]
Tell me how much time and chances that I wasted on you
Tell me how you feel when I chose her instead of you
Wish that time could never end, mortal coils unwind
Twilight's hue shined under us, reflect on a wine
Stars collapse, cycles continues under night and days
Dancing under bloodshed, ending feels like School Days
Cold~ nothing stays in place
Return to the silence of oblivion.

[kairyu]
So tell me! Will this last forever?
Cause I really can't stop thinking about
How life is when we're not together
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you
Tell me! Will this last forever?
Wish that I could be that someone
When I'm falling for you

Artwork by fztt (Permission granted @miraie)
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/14751529

Spotify

last forever +angelicxmei, miraie (hiyori & yandere)

faith is power yea yuh

when hope is lost in ur darkest hour yea yuh

now or never
(its ultravialit)
what we choose to do the choice is ours

even the bravest was once a coward
(even the bravest)
fruit of my labor was once a flower
(fruit of my labor)
and when i shut my mouth the silence is louder
(a silent prayer)
yea yuh

louder yea yuh

pain and passion
(go)
chain reaction
(lets go)
light of mine

this little light of mine
(lets get it)
pain and passion

we made it from sadness
(aaaaawwwww...)
light of mine
(aaaaawwwww...)
i imma let it shine
(aaaaawwwww yea come on)
story so far gripping best parts are yet to be written
(yet to be written)
if i told the truth id probably sound stranger than fiction
(stranger than fiction)
dont be scared of trouble let us go where the plot thickens
(where the plot thickens)
okay push it to the limit

could of gave up u know i didnt

always been a loser since a jit and know im winning

my pieces heat my ice is cold dripping like some liquid

undercover bape supreme hysteric purple vivian

whatchu know about swag

goyard telfar whachu know about bags

guala fetti whachu know about cash

it dont matter whachu know about that

faith is power yea yuh

when hope is lost in ur darkest hour yea yuh

now or never
(its ultravialit)
what we choose to do the choice is ours

even the bravest was once a coward
(even the bravest)
fruit of my labor was once a flower
(fruit of my labor)
and when i shut my mouth the silence is louder
(a silent prayer)
yea yuh

louder yea yuh

pain and passion
(go)
chain reaction
(lets go)
light of mine

this little light of mine
(lets get it)
pain and passion

we made it from sadness
(aaaaawwwww...)
light of mine
(aaaaawwwww...)
i imma let it shine
(aaaaawwwww yea come on)
story so far gripping best parts are yet to be written
(yet to be written)
if i told the truth id probably sound stranger than fiction
(stranger than fiction)
dont be scared of trouble let us go where the plot thickens
(where the plot thickens)
okay push it to the limit

could of gave up u know i didnt

always been a loser since a jit and know im winning

my pieces heat my ice is cold dripping like some liquid

undercover bape supreme hysteric purple vivian


the plot thickens (vyn!)

.̩₊̣.̩✧*̣̩˚̣̣⁺̣‧.₊̣̇.‧⁺̣˚̣̣*̣̩⋆·̩̩.̩̥·̩̩⋆*̣̩˚̣̣⁺̣‧.₊̣̇.‧⁺̣˚̣̣*̣̩✧·.̩₊̣.̩

someday w/tjweaver (lileffort)

ultravialit

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