180831 「caramel topping」

Count to three, start from beginning
Never ending misconception
I am not trying to make you love me
But I can’t really deny
The 1-2-3 steps that I follow
In this confession that I am singing
1. I think
2. I like
3. you, though 🌻

Let me take your hand, I’m not in a trance
I know I’m feeling good right now with you
Tell me that I am red from everything I said
But all I see is yellow skies and butterflies
Sunrise, sunshine, sunset, sunlight

caramel topping

200711 「retreat」

I wouldn’t call it something
if I don’t know about the reason.
Oh, it's all for naught if I don’t know the cause.
It’s all for naught if I don’t know the cause.

You told me you had a reason,
but I don’t see a demonstration.
Oh, it's all for naught if I don’t see the heart.
It’s all for naught if I don’t see the heart.

Maybe I’m just as hard to please,
like my old summer fling told me.
Oh, I love too hard, then I cease.
I fall back every time I feel ugly.

retreat

200719 「chance ball」

Dear lonely girl,
I see you tryna make your way
out of a past you wanted to leave
but keep coming back to.

Dear lovely girl,
I see you with your paintings
and faint smiles on your selfies
that I secretly save.

Please, please dont cry about things in your mind.
If it's alright, I’ll be by your side.

Dear lonely girl,
my eye caught you from the beginning.
Quirky steps and your confusing storytelling
that I love about you.

Dear lovely girl,
I wish I could somehow be near you.
I’d trade places with your cat
and I can’t wait ‘til you hold me again.

Please don’t cry about things in your mind.
If it's alright, I’ll be by your side.

Please don’t cry, someone sees you from behind.
You’re too far ahead of me
but I’m here to support you, baby.

Please don’t cry, I’ll be waiting tonight
I hope you look back
so you see me cheering for you, dear.

Please don’t try to escape yet.
I try my best to let you feel it.
Please let me in. Please let me be your lover.
I’m yours if you allow it. I’m here if you allow it.
Don’t cut me off, please allow me
to take care of you now.

chance ball

200719 「turn left」

Would you be happy if I told you I liked you again?
But I’m scared of it, the feeling of being in love.
I don’t think I’m ready.
‘Til then, please, please wait for me.

But I think I won’t find you where I left you.

turn left

200816 「sea hue around」

I was scared of dealing more damage. Believe me, I was really trying my hardest. Showed you my heart, gave you my trust, even told you my deepest secrets. I was secure, ‘til I was not. Just know I can’t get any further.

Didn’t wanna lose what we got. I loved you, but at times I was holding back. Really tried to give it all I got. I guess my love just passed you by.

So I’ll see you around. Can’t be around anymore.
I’ll see you around. On the other side of the war.

sea hue around

200818 「wish」

Guess you could take this as an offense if you think it is.
Cause I still have a hard time saying all the things I want to say.
And I know that there are lots of things going in your mind.
And I know that what’s between us have turned into something far from ideal.

And I wish that you could wish all the best for me cause I’d wish the same for you.

wish

201030 「rainee day」

Sometimes all people want is your validation.
And when you start cryin’, they’ll leave you hangin’.
They’ll only love you when you’re like the sun.
Act like the rain, then they’ll stay inside.

I just want someone to dance with me while I cry.

rainee day

220327 「re: cycle」

I’m wasting time, just taking time. I’m two hours away from the deadline, just two hours away ‘til I lose my mind. And I’m wasting time, just breaking rhymes.

I lose all control when I’m emotional and my bad impulsions take over my skin. And I wish I tried to draw the line—to end the line.

re: cycle

210604 「good night」

I’m trying to be quiet. It’s too much today.
Just trying to be silent, but my thoughts are loud anyway.

Good night.

good night

230716 「aurora」

I would tell how she’s a colored rose. With no fail, a beauty under fall. You’d never want to frown in the midst of her (being) devout for the love she has for years and years around. Years and years around.

aurora

210322 「it's okay」

You're allowed to take a break. Deep breaths and tea. Don't just keep on running and running, cause the dailies are endless as it is. It's okay to slow down and rest in a place that you find so comforting.

umbrasynth

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