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ETHEREALGIRLS MIXTAPE

@ariaveil
@flooddubs
@jhlofficixl
@siobhankramer

our submission for all nighter 9 that unfortunately didnt get accepted, we still had a ton of fun making it so we wanted to put it out there anyhow !

DOSIDO w/ ARIA VEIL, Flood, jhl, Siobhan Kramer

lyrics:

and you got folded in the cards again
she says 'it's not a bet worth taking at best'
'oh'
'why don't you go and talk to all of your friends
tell you what, give it a year you'll stay a boy in the end'

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

and you got stuck on the internet again
he said 'you'll never be that angel you dreamt'
'oh'
'you perverted little molehill of flesh'
his words are feedbacking endlessly in my head

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

once wore mascara to school
'almost just blew my cover'
'let's see those eyes one last time, how come you seem so afraid'
those girls told me what to do
pet project like no other
'we've been living like this our whole lives, you don't know a thing'

ten years wearing death on a vest
'jig is up'
got on the drugs that sink veins into the rest
time is what's
still got that longing feeling stuck to your chest
so buck up
you've come so far being scared of what's next

i don't know why but i feel like something's gnawing at me
and it's dying to come through
'you can feel what you want, but see this complicates things
and i don't wanna deal with you'

'do me a favor and sink into your chest
while i do my best to forget your mess'
i'm always looping back like i'm on cassette
drifting the tenor of the ways i digress

carbonhead

lyrics:

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

spare parts no body of mine
cut open my chest
let my ribs be the wings that take you home
i want this cage to always keep you close
live off the light in your eyes
dig into my bones
let my sternum be the mast that guides you home
my breathing lungs will always keep you warm

log into my brain and change the password on my eyes
i overdid it, reality is down for the count
talking to my friends inside my head all night
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta—
(number 5 alive)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

orphan source

Insane (Milkfish Football Mix)

lyrics:

(-i hear in my sleep)
(nobody knows)
(i wouldn’t tell if you told me)

(i don’t know my name, you say that’s concerning)
(nobody knows)
(i wouldn’t tell if you told me)

still don’t know
is it safe now?
i don’t wanna have to
take another greyhound, yea

moved six times
it’s all i think about
it’s hard to move on
when you’re all that i think about

my face looks strange
it’s never the same
i've felt the same way
for like a hundred days

i feel so scared
when i see that you’re angry
but i know
it’s not something that i did

(when you can, you won’t be mad at me)

we don’t exist outside our passport
(blink and you’ll miss it)
i feel like everything i did was too late
(dream-like precision)

and i’ve got friends but what is that for?
(blink and you’ll miss it)
if i feel hopeless in my room all day?
(dream-like precision)

and i’ve got no more room for bullshit
(blink and you’ll miss it)
so if you bring it, i’ll just ask you to go
(dream-like precision)

don’t give a fuck ‘bout who you're cool with
(blink and you’ll miss it)
cause sometimes it feels better just to stay home

(i think i lost my mind)

(blink and you’ll miss it)
(dream-like precision)

venturing - We don't exist (jane plane remix)

tracklist:
• SOPHIE - Pretending
• Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek
• Passion Pit - Two Veils to Hide My Face X Cashmere Cat - 9 (After Coachella)
• Cashmere Cat - 9 (After Coachella) X Passion Pit - Where We Belong X Syzy - DOPE 1
• tracey brakes - hyperstomp ID
• tsubi club - laced up X Deadmau5 - Professional Griefers X Skrillex - Right In
• Skrillex - Right In X Jack Ü - Where Are Ü Now X SOPHIE - HARD X Alex G - Gretel 
• SOPHIE - HARD X Skrillex - Right In X Charli XCX - Paradise
• tracey brakes - wonderloud (VIP) 
• Vylet Pony - Antonymph X Skrillex - Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites X Passion Pit - My Brother Taught Me How to Swim
• Vylet Pony - Antonymph X Foreign Beggars - Still Gettin It
• Foreign Beggars - Still Gettin It X Burial - Archangel
• Foreign Beggars - Still Gettin It X Avicii - Levels (Skrillex Remix)
• Skrillex Cinema X Jedwill - Immortal
• Skrillex Cinema X AG Cook - Show Me What
• Skrillex Cinema X AG Cook - Show Me What X Skrillex & Alvin Risk - Try It Out X SOPHIE - Immaterial
• Skrillex Cinema X Skrillex - Scatta X underscores - bozo bozo bozo X underscores & Gabby Start - Loansharks
• Skrillex - Summit X Porter Robinson - Divinity X Skrillex & Alvin Risk - Try It Out X Foreign Beggars - Still Gettin It X Skrillex - Leaving X tracey brakes - endorphin heist
• tracey brakes - endorphin heist (VIP)
• youtube poop section
• tracey brakes - back to sleep (VIP) X Sully - Werk
• Syzy - Experience (HIGHER)
• Syzy - Experience (HIGHER) X SOPHIE - Whole New World
• tracey brakes - orphan source (VIP)
• tracey brakes - orphan source 
• Syzy - JUST LIKE WE NEVER SAID GOODBYE (edit)

scrapheap: tracey brakes @ HI-SCORES HOUSE

a retrospective on endurance & growth. thank you for one year <3

made by resampling "nobody knows i sampled the amen break"

written, produced, and mixed by jane plane

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i look back in time 
to last july
i wanna know if i’ve grown from then

stress exhaustion 
in my eyes
remnants of all the time i spent

how the fuck did i make music
while enduring all i did?

back was aching
and it still is
on a couch, all my summers been



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?



take my medicine
i’ll eat some food and take a walk 
for the hell of it

i think the mix is way too loud
i need to edit it

i’m too stressed out to reply 
to important messages
i know that it’s embarrassing



god
i don’t know what to do,
what to do anymore

if i can’t write my art 
the same way as before

there’s stress in my body
i’m sleeping on the floor 
of my friend’s apartment

the body takes the score



and after all this time 
you’re still so special to me

and after all this time
can i still endure it?

going back in time 
asking how i made this

can i make something that feels the same?
can i ever make it feel the same way?

EVERYBODY knows i sampled the amen break

My intention while writing these tracks was to create songs that id look for.

Hacienda

Linkcore

Hologram

―@pcmus, @luckyme
―umru@umru.dj
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―simon@disk-agency.de ᴇᴜ

honest (Jane Remover Remix)

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