Fuck around and I found out
I got no one left to blame, cause I did it to myself
Found hope from the crash out
Had to learn pain, had to learn how to ask for help

Yeah I swear I need a time out
Got attached too quick, need to calm down
I’d be lying if I said that you weren’t on my mind now
I just wanna learn how to love myself

If that means I gotta leave, so be it
Had to get hurt to get freedom
Took a dub even though was defeated
Took a loss but now I can see it

All the bad things that I said, didn’t mean it
I just got stressed when you said you were leaving
Look, it was my fault too, I’ll admit that
Really wanted it to be you but we’re different

Wasting time was fun with you
But it hurt to see it through
Promise I’m not mad at you
It just sucks there were things that I couldn’t do

There were things that I just couldn’t do
For you..

things i couldn't do (okmax + yuko)

sample: rosevile sucks - i always seem to miss her

editors note:
i should be over you sorry i still feel this way

There’s a hollow space by me where you used to live
I can’t even blame you, you needed love I couldn’t give 
been awake this whole night I’m so sick of it
my soul has been flaying around 
I’m caught up in a endless trick

You look different now
guess that’s okay
the version of you that I loved had to die one day 
walking mindless through this life I’ve been in a daze 
most the people I end up loving go a different way

I met god through that girl 
saw eternity upside the eyes of her world
you slipped right through my fingers while I was manic 
the eye of the storm it all feels way too frantic 
archons mock me sitting by the throne 
I can hear them all laughing they’ve been casting stones 
why do I even miss you I’m way too grown 
I know I’m an embarrassment that’s what I know that’s what I know 

In the lions den I hope god can save me 
I just saw pleroma I can hear it calling 
In the city streets the neons been burning cold 
looking at a billboard I just saw your name in code 

my shadow keeps me away from your steady glow 
the city is just a chain something that I used to know 
graffiti whispers upon all the alley walls 
I would set this world ablaze just to hear your call 

I met god through that girl 
now I’m wandering around looking for another world 
you slipped right through my fingers while I was manic 
the eye of the storm it all feels way too frantic 
archons mock me sitting by the throne 
I can hear them all laughing they’ve been casting stones 
why do I even miss you I’m way too grown 
I know I’m an embarrassment that’s what I know that’s what I know

met god thru her (mercyyy)

tysm @4aia for hopping on yayayaya
prod me

hihi what's up muaheheh iii eerm actually don't know what to say this time just listen i guess tyty <3

beat breakdown (emotional); https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mxo3KpSN_1A
spotify; https://open.spotify.com/album/66vzr64dUvUunDAA0lEq02?si=YkjRZlaVRoyyfI-5sFXCRA

linktr.ee/pawprinted
♡♡

he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

@4aia
oh his chest feels so tight
ah and theres this aching within
it feels like hes living life in somebody elses skin
he gave his all to be seen yea
and now its on loop in his head
hes stuck reliving this thought
why is it so hard to forget?

scrolling- 
scrolling thru old texts on his phone
just so he might feel a little less alone 
its the weight of love he cant forget
and just like every other night
he wept

@pawprinted
he plays with a loaded gun
stuck in his bedroom alone
he can't let himself know love
or else he'll get too attached to it

all the wasted time, oh dear, it haunts him
he lets it eat him up inside until it rots him

he just worries and worries like everyday
what if this happens or that happens?
he can't help but think

and as the sun sets low
he's left alone with his thoughts
and that's a fate that's worse than death

so he stumbles all over his words
can't make up his mind
if this is really best for him

he feels lost, so unloved
but he'll conform to the people 
the people who were supposed to care

but they didn't
so he has to restart all from scratch
from nothing
safe for a few scars
he just wishes that he could be in her arms

all i want is someone that understands me
but clearly
that's not you  
that's not you

did you ever feel that sting of guilt? not once?
i should have known
that you'd use me
throw me away in the trash

just forget about me

understand w/ kaia

prod me
guitar sample @pitifulrock
@100signs

i-i love how when i do nothing you still try 2 hate me
why you run your mouth so much now, girl you acting crazy
i-i did what you wanted so long ago and it changed me
i tried to avoid the bullet you shot and it grazed me 
i tried to make the most of it, i still fucking hate it
i-i snapped out and now i ball hard, baby can you blame me

i'm still stuck on her
i'm not what you want
you don't know my life
y-you don't know my-

you don't know what it's like to be me for one night
try to drown out the light, so maybe i can hide
b-baby i don't wanna fight, not right now, i'm too high
by the end of the night i'm looking right back in your eyes

i-i-i don't think i'm panicking enough
you act like my pain is way 2 much for ya
so..what the hell?
 yeah
what the-what the hell am i on? i don't know 
y-y-you don't know the worst i've done, you don't know

you don't know

sora - get2u prod ace grimgar

lastnyte

urs to keep <3

lyrics:

i try, can’t do nothing right
i want you in my life
stay close, don’t say goodbye
stay, stay right by my side

i try, i can’t do nothing right
i want you in my life
stay close, don’t say goodbye
stay, stay right by my side

i can feel the heat coming off your skin
pouring out my heart, ima let you in
havent felt this way in a long time
open up your heart, you can take mine

looked at your face, you looked at mine
do you want this? i can’t read your mind
it’s been so long that i’ve felt this nice
as we kiss, worlds collide

i could pick you up tonight
i’m not tryna waste your time
i just wanna feel alive 
i want you in my life

i try, can’t do nothing right
i want you in my life
stay close, don’t say goodbye
stay, stay right by my side

i try, can’t do nothing right
i want you in my life
stay close, don’t say goodbye
stay, stay right by my side

my head keeps spinning and spinning again
you’re on my mind, i could get used to this
i feel so high, i don’t want this to end
you by my side, how bout that? picture this

i can feel the heat coming off your skin
pouring out my heart, ima let you in
havent felt this way in a long time
open up your heart, you can take mine

i try, i can’t do nothing right
i want you in my life
stay close, don’t say goodbye
stay, stay right by my side

StayRightByMySide (prod.ki0)

Produced By @toemuro & @naggens
Featuring @cld
buy my presets: https://payhip.com/b/5asTq
dallas xo

lyrics;
@uxiexo
wake up, brush my teeth & i get str8 up on the mic
u do what u can, do what i want, i do it right
iv been way too nice yea, iv been too polite yeaa
whip look like a hovercraft, ts got AWD

@cld
gas, it got my eyes low
i can't keep no side hoe
you not on the roster, cant keep faking on our side oh
im tryna take my time at my own pace
u stay in ur own lane
i could tell u 2 faced yeaa

@uxiexo
i could tell u fake uh, i could tell u lyinn
look me in my eyes, u cant even tell that im trying
u b tryna sound like me, well i can give u guidance 
i listened to ur song, i would rather b dying
i just heard ur snippet, had to turn that off
ik that u tryin, i wont do u wronngg
left ur day 1s in the dust, like who u gon call?
dont be calling me, i cant pick u uppp

@cld
dont wanna be the one 2 embarrass you
why u playing both sides? cant have ur cake and eat it toooo
i heard ur name and  it was old newsss
girl dc what u going thruuu, only care what u gna do
im up up on the clouds, wut u worried abtt?
u can take my soul girl, u can take it outtt
u cant understand the words comin out my mouthh
stats been goin up, while ur shit goin south

gm (toemuro naggens) #XO

#scfirst
first dubstep project in ableton feck off

I Wanna Tell You

roll out of bed I don’t like shit 
send a text to my brother I stay with my kin 
look into glass woah that’s a different person
I’ve been navigating life with some curses

peak at life I see absurdity 
why you text me that you cared those are words to me 
i got voices in my head they get worrying 
yeah I’m pissed off so I do some burying 

me and s1 make the music that might scare the hoes
got resentment in my soul can’t let shit go 
making art for all of my dead folk 
lost my fucking mind I’ve been up inside an episode 

play this on the aux when they say they like everything 
how do I feel like I’m god but i don’t got shit to bring 
I wish I was stable I’m unraveling 
need an aeon please give me a seraphim 

put me into boxes I’m your monster
tried to show you myself I got slaughtered 
sickness in my soul that I foster
yeah I’ve seen hell wish that I was stronger

she was sucking on my dick I don’t know why 
living with some thorns that I keep up inside
gnosis is some grief when you see through the lies
I’ve been pissed off I can’t even fuckin cry

bugboi x l4vendrrr - shitfaced (prod. bugboi)

bugboi

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