prod. me and mixed and mastered by @xobuttoneyes

lights out w/ xobuttoneyes & just fine

first song i did 100% of the production for!

lyrics:
dont-dont-dont-
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your conv-
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your convenience 
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont-dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head

the words behind the wallpaper get louder every day
the conversations ending and i dont know what to say
oh and if youre wondering im not doing ok
caught inside your web of lies you just want me to stay
my purpose is gone now
i left it behind
i ran to my room 
just to go to bed and cry 
slam the door in my face
like i didnt even care
theres so much of me missing 
wonder if im still there

dont ask me how im doing
just call at your conv-
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont-dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
just call at your convenience 
say whatevers on your mind 
and tell me you dont really mean it
dont wanna wake up again 
ill stay here trapped instead
im just a mismatch of the memories inside your head
dont ask me how im doing
-how im doing
-your convenience
-tell me you dont really mean it
-tell me you dont really mean it

mismatch

lyrics:

please don't change,
you're perfect just the way you are
oh I know, I just like to write sad songs
ohhh
wait, hey Jake, what were we just doing?

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

did I take it all?
I can hear the walls whisper
shadows in the hall
these empty rooms
just make me shiver
ashes on my sleeves
still living like a sinner
and these pretty little lies
always taste so bitter
til my wrists run rivers
and the sky turns black
I still feel your breath
when I turn my back
so I'll fill my lungs
with broken glass
say best wishes, burn bridges
watch it all collapse

smoke covers your face
and every trace of you is lost
all my time just goes to waste
and my heart was the cost
all the memories of you
fade through the walls
just like a ghost
of all the things I've lost
you'll be the one I miss the most

closet full of bones
I can't let you go
I don't need your help
I'll die on my own

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

wax, wax, wax, wax
dripping on the carpet
black, pitch black
I see better in the darkness
crawl into my head
cuz I dream of you regardless
and if I turned my back,
would you use it as a target?

demonboys

wax (wax w/ xobuttoneyes)

wax w/ xobuttoneyes

Dead and gone
Not so strong
Hey whats wrong
I cant stay long
Sticks and stones
Break my phone
No dail tone
I broke my bones

Dead and gone
Not so strong
Hey whats wrong
I cant stay long
Sticks and stones
Break my phone
No dail tone
I broke my bones

Into thin air you left me
I couldn't feel my chest breathe
Veins go cold they're frosty
Just thinking bout the way you tossed me

Into thin air you left me
I couldn't feel my chest breathe
Veins go cold they're frosty
Just thinking bout the way you tossed me

And I never remembered one word you said
After all was said and done yeah I still bled
All these holes in your speech felt acidic but colder
I caught you lying through your teeth with a gun to my shoulder
And I never remembered one word you said
After all was said and done yeah I still bled
All these holes in your speech felt acidic but colder
I caught you lying through your teeth but I dont care cus its over
Its over
Its over
Its over
Its over
Its over
Its over
Its over

Ok ok I think that its over for me today
I been up in isolation on xbox
Feeling dumb might as well pick up that energy sword
Woah woah woah
Feeling so down so below
Picking on me like they did Mike Myers
I been so tired
Getting z z z z

Ok ok I think that its over for me today
I think that its over for me
Its over
Three three three
Two two two
My thoughts are
Over you
I sit up in my bed thinking
Will she come back to me?
I been up in isolation on xbox
Feeling dumb might as well pick up that energy sword

And I never remembered one word you said
After all was said and done yeah I still bled
All these holes in your speech felt acidic but colder
I caught you lying through your teeth with a gun to my shoulder
And I never remembered one word you said
After all was said and done yeah I still bled
All these holes in your speech felt acidic but colder
I caught you lying through your teeth but I don't care cus its over

(barker)

4gotten

4gotten w/ seezenz

Thinking 'bout last night
I spent alone as usual
You want to be my friend
I said feelings not mutual
Thinking 'bout last night
I spent alone as usual
You want to be my friend
I said feelings not mutual

I'll just look away
When I'm walking down the hall
Hide myself away
I got no one left to call
Take a look at my face
Does that not say it all?
Laugh at me, watch me fall
Slam my head through the wall

I wish you could cus that would
Mean that I'm already dead
I'm still hurtin' but you
Know that I already bled
Running back to my bed
I'll just go dream instead
I'll just go dream instead
Could this shit get any worse
I think it could cus when I'm
With you I'm already cursed
A broken heart isn't something
You can reimburse
I cant escape dread
Isn't that what you said
Isn't that what you said

Take a look into my head
I wish you could cus that would
Mean that I'm already dead
I'm still hurtin' but you
Know that I already bled
Running back to my bed
I'll just go dream instead
I'll just go dream instead
Could this shit get any worse
I think it could cus when I'm
With you I'm already cursed
A broken heart isn't something
You can reimburse
I cant escape dread
Isn't that what you said
Isn't that what you said

I'll just look away
When I'm walking down the hall
Hide myself away
I got no one left to call
Take a look at my face
Does that not say it all?
Laugh at me, watch me fall
Slam my head through the wall

I'll just look away
When I'm walking down the hall
Hide myself away
I got no one left to call
Take a look at my face
Does that not say it all?
Laugh at me, watch me fall
Slam my head through the wall

alrdead

Pour gas onto the fire
Is that all that you did?
I don't wanna talk
Just let me rot inside of the pit
Take my feelings back
As my heart gets stitched
Just wanna stay inside my room
'Cus I'm tired as shit

No sleep I forgot who I'm supposed to be
Can't see through the lies on your 4k screen
Falling apart at the seams
Its easier when you don't have friends like me
So scribble out my face 'til its all gone
Look around this place
Its apparent that its all wrong (all wrong)
Broken moments pick the pieces off the sidewalk
I don't wanna be here anymore its a lost cause

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

'Cus when you look
I find it hard to breathe
Stuck in my head
I'll bite my tongue 'til it starts to bleed
Wait, do you still care
Do you still think of me
Or am I just another ghost
That's trapped inside your screen
Staying up all night thinking of
Friends I used to know
Never mind they probably forgot me a year ago
In my bed but I still feel so very far from home
And no one stays so maybe I'm just better off alone
Don't fuck with y'all leave the group chat
Just grab the package and I'm gone like its DoorDash
Losing sleep I'm getting sidetracked
So hit me up I need a friend before the format

I can't feel a single thing
It's so cold in these empty halls
Guess it was all just for nothing
Why did I even try at all?

pointless

pointless w/ xobuttoneyes

lyrics

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

i cant feel my fingers 
its too cold ive gone numb 
all this pain still lingers inside me 
but i play dumb 
yeah i play dumb 
yet ive become someone 
i dont recognize anymore 

i feel so complacent 
my body is aching 
from all of this faking 
i hide with a mask 
these days are repeating 
the cycle is beating me up 
and im bleeding all over my past 
i cant find a reason 
to stay here is treason 
for things i believed in 
up until the fact 
that i cant find purpose 
to stay at the surface 
when sinking in sadness 
is far more abstract 

rise and fall apart 
my soul is yours to take 
find me in the dark 
im waiting in the rain
i cant even think theres this feeling that lingers and i wont feel safe until im seeing black 
every day i feel thinner at night i hear whispers that come through the static and shatter like glass 
im drowning in ink spitting blood in the sink here from all of these blades that are stuck in my back 
thank god all these splinters are stuck in my fingers or my tears would vanish and id turn to ash 
this body is useless and i feel so stupid for thinking theres some way to escape my past 
but these dreams feel so lucid and my feet are bruising from walking in circles retracing my tracks 
im waiting here restless and all i have left is the faint silhouette of the shadow i cast 
the cycle is endless so ill just pretend and keep holding my breath til i slip through the cracks

numb w/ xobuttoneyes

splitscreen

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pointless (feat. xobuttoneyes)

cuts

splinters

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD

@just-tired
x
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