Close Yourself Off (black sabbath paranoid remix) (instrumental)

cancerous (instrumental)

i care about your existence
if you grew up wealthy or are in prison
i dont really even care about your religion
even if we have our disagreements
in jail they barely give you decent clothes or blankets
your human rights are repeatedly violated
by the fascist justice system



(Thank you for shopping at Walmart.)

Thankyou for shooting Paul blart.
Domestic violence, Salami prison sandwich
She a witch, and thats a compliment
millions locked up for minescule drug offenses
13th ammendment

most of these cops dont really know what its like to be a street-kid
in jail its usually the guards who treat someone like a prison-bitch
and you know im not going to stop bitching about it
you know the charges are usually minuscule and never forgiven
they leave you in a tiny room full of hopelessness
the united states has the most people in prison, they have the whole mass incarcerated
divided by gender and race, white, black, hispanic

(the whitest kids you know sample)

meth addict freakout by the metal detector
good luck asking for medication from the healthcare professionals
and with the police chances are you might be shot first
why should we even have to make this political
suicide watch and solitary, your freedoms hypothetical

blood-curdling scream in the psychward
they will lock you up just for being a whore
if you ever get out, you just might not have a job or home
and the rest of society could discriminate against you forever

i care about your existence rap

this one goes out to Indonesia and the genocide of 1966
this one goes out to to the Arabs, to the Indians and Chinese
to the Native Americans, Jews, Mesoamericans, and Cubans
to the Africans, pacific islanders and Aboriginal Australians
to the Romani, Pagans, Muslims, Animists, Buddhists, Hindus
to the queers and druggies and disabled yeah im one too
this one goes out to the US federal government 
this goes out to the corporations behind it too

hundreds of coups, interventions, invasions and colonization's by western powers
the CIA, NSA, and FBI scapegoating and killing anyone they disagreed with
Fidel Castro, Thomas Sankara,  Gary Webb, Malcolm X, Martin Luther King, hundreds of journalists killed in Israel and other parts of the world
the Iraq, Vietnam, and Korean wars, the overthrown governments in Latin America, and the gang-wars
and the Japanese internment camps, the misdrawn borders all across the globe
the wildfires, deforestation, and pollution of the oceans and atmosphere from climate change and constant wars

if you think you can get away with your genocides, your destruction of the planet,
your constant oppression of citizens foreign and abroad, the war crimes you commit and dictatorships you create
if you think you can get away with it, we are going to bring the revolution to your doorstep
to the doorsteps of your schools, businesses, and public institutions
to the streets you drive, walk and bike apon each day, to every corner of the globe
to your TV screens, this revolution will be televised, and in every newspaper you read

indonesia 66

yeah, this one goes out to you Luthor! I really wish you weren't locked up right now
shout out to anyone out there who's isolated
shout out to the psych ward kids

I dug myself into another hole
and im not gonna find my way out of it
I feel so empty like I lost my soul
and all the drugs got my head fucked up again
flicking my knife like I don't know how to handle this
so hungover I feel brainless, alone in my room writing these lyrics like im an alien

everyone's human, talking to the plug while im tripping on acid
thyroidectomy scar on my neck looks like I got my throat slit
regardless of what I take, I know one things true, aliens, they exist
some people really do disrespect someone just for being autistic
some people really expect us to act like were not neurodivergent
some people can be really ignorant, I really don't care what people say im gonna rap about politics

sometimes it feels like no one cares what I've got to say
and if you don't like the lyrics I write you can and back off and go away
depressed and faded, you don't got a chance at life these days
all I can do is make music, its my way
taking medications when I self-medicate 

wondering what ill leave behind
sat in my room keeping myself alive
as far as I know I wont make it to 29, even 27 before I die
I grew up on east 28th street in Julia keen, gunshots would go off at night
school night? nah I was more interested in committing cybercrimes
running from my problems my whole life, wondering who will care if I face jailtime
everything they say to comfort me feels like a lie
radioactive iodine, I try too hard most of the time
I've seen some footage online
and I haven't even vacuumed the vomit out of my carpet my room feels like a pigsty
cleaned it up with comet spray, and wonder when a meteorite impact is gonna destroy all life
offered a cig and I smoked it, no respect for my parents I wanna commit suicide
why cant I just make music and play videogames with my friends in my room where I hide alone at night
people barely pay attention to me and they don't even have the time, so why should I try

fire in the sky
I feel like I wanna kill myself sometimes
I feel like killing myself more tonight
I feel like I wanna kill myself sometimes
I feel like killing myself more tonight
I feel like I wanna kill myself sometimes
I feel like killing myself more tonight

we are labeled neer-do-well slack-offs
we aren't even able to hold or work jobs
living off our parents money, why cant we just rot
the ruling class is why we cant have automation, anyone who can work is at a loss

we are labeled neer-do-well slack-offs
we aren't even able to hold or work jobs
living off our parents money, why cant we just rot
the ruling class is why we cant have automation, anyone who can work is at a loss

alien

lost slide (demo/instrumental)

YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT MAKES A MAN A MONSTER?
i promise i dont really hate you...
i promise i dont really hate you...
i promise i really hate you...
maybe if i make it a song youll understand

IM SORRY I HAVENT FOUND OUT HOW TO PHRASE IT 
BEING INCAPABLE DOESNT MAKE ME A CHILD
SOMEONE SHOULD POUR CONCRETE INTO YOUR OPEN CAVED OUT EYE-SOCKETS THEN YOULL KNOW HOW IT FEELS
HAVING SEEN IT ALL MYSELF
HAVING GONE THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH
MY CHILDHOOD IS GONE AND ITS YOUR FAULT!
DONT EVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN! I DONT WANT YOU WITHIN A MILE OF ME!
JUST DROP DEAD ALREADY YOU ABUSIVE MANIPULATIVE BITCH
ENOUGH OF YOUR EXCUSES! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
YOUR SO BLIND TO YOUR OWN HYPOCRISY
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHH!
JUST DIE ALREADY MOM! JUST DIE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHH!! I WILL DIE TOO I DONT EVEN CARE

WHY WASNT I ABORTED INSTEAD?!?
YOU RUINED MY LIFE I DIDNT EVEN ASK TO BE BORN!
YOU RUIN ANYTHING I TRY TO DO
YOU MAKE MY OWN HELL EVEN WORSE
DONT EVER CALL ME A CHILD AGAIN! WHEN YOUR NOT A FUNCTIONAL MOTHER! YOUR SO SENILE AND UNAWARE
DONT TALK ABOUT MY FRIENDS! I BARELY EVEN HAVE ANY!
MAYBE STOP DRINKING AND DOING DRUGS FOR ONCE! YOUR HURTING ME!
THE WEB OF LIES YOU CONSTRUCT? ARE YOU TRYING TO BE ANNOYING OR ARE YOU JUST THIS BAD?
IM GONNA DIE!
ITS YOUR FAULT MOM! IM GONNA DIE!
YOU CHOSE TO HAVE ME AND YOU COULDNT EVEN CARE FOR ME
PRESSURE ME SOME MORE AND I WILL STORE YOUR SEVERED HEAD IN A PRESSURE COOKER
I SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOU WHEN I WAS 12!
ITS YOUR FAULT IM SUCH A NE'ER DO WELL
YOUR THE GUILTY ONE!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHHH!
JUST DIE ALREADY MOM! JUST DIE AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGHHHHHHHHH!! I WILL DIE TOO I DONT EVEN CARE

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
DONT EVER MENTION ANYTHING AROUND ME! JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH ALREADY
EBRIUS MATRIS! STUPID SELF-CENTERED GASLIGHTING CHILD ABUSER!
MY FRIENDS KNEW ALL ALONG HOW BAD YOU WERE! DONT EVER MOLEST ME AGAIN!
WHAT DO YOU EVEN THINK YOU KNOW ABOUT THEM
STOP TRYING TO GASLIGHT AND MANIPULATE PEOPLE AROUND ME! IM NOT FALLING FOR YOUR DELUSIONS!
I HAVE PROOF OF WHAT YOU DID TO ME! YOUR WHY I WISH I WASNT BORN!
THE PHASE OF NEGLECT! ALL YOUR CARE IS SO FAKE AND EGOCENTRIC

CHILD

DYING IN MY SLEEP 
DYING WITH THE TREES
THE FEELING GETS WORSE EVERY WEEK
AND ALL I WANT IS FOR SOMEONE TO SAVE ME
I HATE THE WAY IM LIVING
IVE LOST ALL FEELING

IM NOT A HUMAN BEING
IM NOT A HUMAN BEING
IM NOT A HUMAN BEING

STARSEED
EARTHSEED
COSMIC FREAK
CHAOS WAS ALL I WOULD SEEK
STARSEED
EARTHSEED
COSMIC FREAK
CHAOS WAS ALL I WOULD SEEK

DYING IN MY SLEEP 
DYING WITH THE TREES
THE FEELING GETS WORSE EVERY WEEK
AND ALL I WANT IS FOR SOMEONE TO SAVE ME
I HATE THE WAY IM LIVING
IVE LOST ALL FEELING

IM NOT A HUMAN BEING
IM NOT A HUMAN BEING
IM NOT A HUMAN BEING

STARSEED
EARTHSEED
COSMIC FREAK
CHAOS WAS ALL I WOULD SEEK
STARSEED
EARTHSEED
COSMIC FREAK
CHAOS WAS ALL I WOULD SEEK

The Tree

to everyone in the streets, everyone whos unemployed, everyone in the workplace,
anyone with or without a gun or knife,
everyone working to survive and just trying to get by and thrive

were stuck working trying to survive
they are making billions when we barely make a dime
they are sat back in their high-rises when were working the 9-5
we got kids on the streets and in kitchens, parents working factory-lines
they push us around when were just trying to support our families and get by
we've gotta unionize, take this fight for our freedom to the frontlines

were angry at the system,  capitalism, all of its ills have poisoned us
it lacks any love, rains death on other countries from above
takes resources from the planet, it barely even cares to support anyone
every day they take lives, take more from everyone
were angry at the system,  capitalism, all of its ills have poisoned us
it lacks any love, rains death on other country's from above
takes resources from the planet, barely even cares to support anyone
every day they take lives, take more from everyone

profit, false prophets full of lies
snakes with deception and greed in their eyes
every day another person dies
for the self-sustaining communes of the future, were drawing the lines
profit, false prophets full of lies
snakes with deception and greed in their eyes
every day another person dies
for the self-sustaining communes of the future, were drawing the lines

were stuck working just trying to survive
they are making billions when we barely make a dime
they are sat back in their high-rises when were working the 9-5
we got kids on the streets and in kitchens, parents working factory-lines
they push us around when were just trying to support our families and get by
we've gotta unionize, take this fight for our freedom to the frontlines

money shouldn't exist
this isn't some made-up revolution, this is reality
and there is a difference between personal and private property, private property should be abolished
all property that is used by the community should belong collectively to the community and syndicate of those individuals
society should be organized as a horizontally aligned federation of communes operating with direct democracy and common consensus
it will be achieved via mutual aid and direct action

Ownership

TEMPLES AND MANSIONS
ROWS AND COLUMNS
SOULLESS YET ALIVE
PLACES THEY HIDE

IN THE FORESTS
PLANTS AND WILDERNESS
MOSS AND INFECTIONS
BLOOD AND FESTIVENESS
CONSUMING YOUR FRIENDS
CARVED INTO THEM
SKI MASKS, YEAH WERE THE ANTIFA HOOLIGANS
IF YOU WANT A LIVE PERFORMANCE
IM CLOSER PRISON OR TO BEING ON THE NO-FLY LIST, CLOSER TO KILLING
MESS WITH ME YOU GET DOXXED AND GET YOUR LIFE RUINED
IVE GOT SOME INFORMATION FOR THE PUBLIC

WHITE DRESS
STAINED CHEST
FIRE AND SMOKE
A FINAL END

WHITE DRESS
STAINED CHEST
FIRE AND SMOKE
A FINAL END

KILLING THE ELITE
I DONT PUT UP WITH ANY CREEPS
SAW THINGS I CAN NEVER UNSEE
AND THE BITCHES ARE WHO YOUR OPPRESSING
FOR THE SAKE OF HUMANITY
PENTAGRAMS AND ANARCHY
SHOOTING AND KILLING THE BOURGEOSIE, CHOPPING OFF THEIR HEADS WITH A GUILLOTINE OR MACHETE
ITS CLOWNISH, IM THE JOKER HOMIE, KILLING YOUR QUEENS AND KINGS
I SPEAK FOR THE STREETS! RESPECT THE PEOPLE AND DONT MESS WITH ME

NOTHING WRONG WITH SMOKING WEED, GIVE THEM ANXIETY, AND YEAH ITS CRAZY, TRY LISTENING TO THE TERMITE QUEEN
ITS LIKE ALEXANDRA KOLLANTI, IF YOU THINK ITS RED VS BLUE! YOU BETTER RETHINK, YOUR A BUNCH OF NPC'S
ITS THE POWERS THAT BE VS THE STREETS, IN SATAN WE TRUST, I DONT BELIEVE IN MONEY
SPIRIT OF REBELLION, I DONT NEED A GUN BUT I KNOW WHERE TO GET ONE, I DONT GET ANY SLEEP
GIVE A LITTLE EFFORT IS WHAT THEY TOLD ME! RAISED ON FOCALIN AND SCREAMING
WHAT DID YOU EXPECT WITH HOW THE WORLD TREATED ME, WE ALL DIE EVENTUALLY, WERE ALL ALREADY DEAD IN HERE! LEARN FROM THE ENEMY
YOULL BE IN NIRVANA, YEAH I NEED A NEW CELLPHONE! I DONT FUCK NO GROUPIES! LEAVE ME ALONE WHILE IM LISTENING TO LIL PEEP
CAUSE I KNOW YOU KNOW IM WATCHING THE WORLD FALL DOWN AROUND ME


nuclear bomb instructions and billionaire doxxes on my computer
gay furry hackers, nothing really matters, just might set a CEOs house on fire
im autistic, pedagogy from a prodigy, like this tracks a firestarter, 
NO RESPECT FOR COPS, FIREFIGHT, KNEW VOLUNTEER FIREFIGHTERS

I AINT NO ACTOR, MY THEORIES PRACTICAL, CALL IT TORTURE AFTER EVERYTHING THEY DID ITS JUSTIFIED, IVE GOT METAL IN MY BACK LIKE ITS TITANIUM
TRACKS FIRE AND YOU KNOW ILL GET FIRED, ILL SHOW YOU ANGRY! JUST MIGHT SLASH SOME COP-CAR TIRES, THIS IS REAL LIFE CYBERPUNK
HAIRSPRAY CAN IN YOUR EXHAUST PIPE, SAVE THE KIDS, SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT, SHOOT THOSE RICH FASCISTS IN THE CRANIUM
LIFE REALLY HURTS, DONT CALL ME CRAZY

TEMPLES AND MANSIONS
ROWS AND COLUMNS
SOULLESS YET ALIVE
PLACES THEY HIDE

Temples And Mansions

please listen on repeat
cause I'm creating these songs multiple times a week while threatening the worlds elite
i feel like i cant trust anybody, i feel weak, and the drugs have me tweaking
going to shows all the time and listening to the screaming
some of you really aren't thinking, some of you really aren't thinking
i was dying it felt like dreaming, i saw some things, still not much support for me or anybody
i wish i could move out, even then i wont be free in this broken society
i cant take care of myself anyway, this isn't about making money
the past years I've been creating tracks daily, I'm on internet radio KCWC, i was making songs when i could barely speak properly
meanwhile other people believe the propaganda on their computers, phones, and TV's
I've wrote hundreds of lyrics, and some people out there, its rock-climbing

some of my friends are stealing
Gmail bombing, off the bean
my face is going numb i cant feel anything
I'm not content with my own feelings
stealing the show, celebrities are guilty
i used to play 8b8t, my laptop has light keys, like this weed i keep lighting, I've took ketamine
i couldn't even speak, i used to sell and i was giving out drugs for free, i cant take it easy
yeah, I'm so angry

i cant live forever with my family
nobody's listening, like i just put a CEO's linked in on doxbin
I've been in a public park high on ketamine
cant drive, i got no job, barely have stable friends
don't ask about my friends, cause you don't know them
no one buys my merch, I'm making music and i used to volunteer in a kitchen
i cant express myself without embarrassment
at the end of the day, I'm a uncertainer, independent creator, its about sending a message

please listen on repeat
cause I'm creating these songs multiple times a week while threatening the worlds elite
i feel like i cant trust anybody, i feel weak, and the drugs have me tweaking
going to shows all the time and listening to the screaming
some of you really aren't thinking, some of you really aren't thinking
i was dying it felt like dreaming, i saw some things, still not much support for me or anybody
i wish i could move out, even then i wont be free in this broken society
i cant take care of myself anyway, this isn't about making money
the past years I've been creating tracks daily, I'm on internet radio KCWC, i was making songs when i could barely speak properly
meanwhile other people believe the propaganda on their computers, phones, and TV's
I've wrote hundreds of lyrics, and some people out there, its rock-climbing

some of my friends are stealing
Gmail bombing, off the bean
my face is going numb i cant feel anything
I'm not content with my own feelings
stealing the show, celebrities are guilty
i used to play 8b8t, my laptop has light keys, like this weed i keep lighting, I've took ketamine
i couldn't even speak, i used to sell and i was giving out drugs for free, i cant take it easy
yeah, I'm so angry

i cant live forever with my family
nobody's listening, like i just put a CEO's linked in on doxbin
I've been in a public park high on ketamine
cant drive, i got no job, barely have stable friends
don't ask about my friends, cause you don't know them
no one buys my merch, I'm making music and i used to volunteer in a kitchen
i cant express myself without embarrassment
at the end of the day, I'm a uncertainer, independent creator, its about sending a message

listen on repeat (delironic)

when i was 2 years old i threw a tantrum and my parents locked me in a empty bedroom
when i was a little kid my parents were abusive
when i was a young teen i didn't have the best living situation
as young as 6 they were prescribing me medications
i grew up like this, i grew up like this

i was crawling through the wash getting cuts as a kid, nearly got hit by a car riding my bike when i was 6 or 7
when i was 8 my parents started calling the police on me for fighting with them
when i moved to Julia keen, one of my cats went missing then
when i was 10 i hopped the fence in my back yard and scraped myself on a wooden post, kept picking at the wound that the school nurse had to disinfect
next it was getting in fights as a kid, committing vandalism
around this time i was getting took to the psych ward by police after threatening my mom with a kitchen knife and having a cop point her taser 
i got doxed and people were showing up to my house, ordering me pizzas and calling my phone again and again

i almost drowned in Luthor's backyard swimming pool, cut up my feet on broken glass when i swam into the deep-end
at 13 i was cutting myself with pencil sharpener razors while listening to music
then i tried to hang myself when i was 14 over drama and an online girlfriend
then i had surgery for scoliosis, i didn't want to be in some of these situations!
around that time two of my neighbors dogs got in a fight and one of the neighbors pulled a gun and pointed it in my direction
my mom rushed me inside so i didn't get involved with it

then i was underweight and cutting myself again
yeah, i rarely brushed my teeth then, this is all too common
running from the cops after trying to hop the junkyard fence
ran from a police helicopter, talked with a homeless women who told me to give up all possessions and ended up in the psych-ward again after pepper-spraying my parents

then i started selling drugs to my friends, took too much Focalin and ran away spent the night at a family-friends
walked into school the next day manic and laughing
me and Luthor trespassed on a abandoned house and almost got drive-by'd and shot dead
then for the first two times i took acid
then i followed Rudy Laurelez home, i was going to call a mob hit on him, i didn't like how he treated other people around him
he almost pulled a gun, he was stood there yelling that if i didn't leave his yard he was going to call the cops in 10 minutes
he's just another pedo-rapist acting narcissistic, when he's nothing compared to the whole planet

i don't need a gun, i still just might have one, i wear every color, ill use a lawnmower against the opposition, landscaping accident
i created the song headwound after i saw a homeless guy get beat up by a group of people he was bleeding from his head
later on they were performing a homeless benefit show at the skatepark over a group who were assaulting the homeless
i saw someone smoking around a infant, i didn't want to be in some of these situations!
that summer i was taking several substances, at one point i was drunk and high coming down off Ritalin and passed out in bed
the main response i get for all of this is "cool story, your a bitch anyway then" you never know when i might kill myself after recording all of this

i got my nose broken in a fight at a new school, i got x-rayed and found out i had cancer, took ketamine with a friend, my mom took too much of her meds, then he asked me to throw a beer bottle full of draino in a abusers lawn, it was almost a Molotov
spent 4 hours walking back, waited outside a dollar tree for my dad to drive me home
stopped by circle k, then back to the function running from the cops cause someone started a fight at the show
next i had thyroid cancer surgery and i spend a few days in the hospital, stuck the rest of my life taking thyroid replacement hormones
smoke a lot of weed and go crazy on LSD thinking I'm going to die afterwards while sitting around drunk in my room alone

close calls (red lawn)

around age 15 in my backyards above ground swimming pool there was eucalyptus leaves
spraypainted A.C.A.B. somewhere in the neighborhood the other week
cuts and scratches on my body
i was listening to random rap songs in 2019
respect my trans homies, ive got Germanic jewish and british ancestry, i was actually in the hood sipping tea
im still seeing palm trees, im still seeing palm trees

born via a C-section, probably met dealers as a new-born baby
as a one year old i lived in a small house across from fire station 3
moved again, then a stray dog showed up at our front gate, we named him scooby
at 2 years old, someone dumped kittens on my street, we named them Michel and Zoe
when i was 4 years old my parents were drinking alcohol, hanging out on 4th avenue, smoking weed before it was legalized, black sabbath and hiphop is what i remember hearing
i was in music class, i remember Pentatonix, now ive been given fent after surgery, i was a kid listening to Tupac, Skrillex, Jay-Z, 
my moms half-deaf, with an autoimmune disease, has listened to cypress hill and the notorious B.I.G. 
i had Tourettes and she thought of giving me white widow medicinally

my parents act like they don't know and haven't done anything, they are either unaware or trying to hide what happened
my parents used to spank me, around 7 my mom stook a bar of soap in my mouth as punishment
when i was around 7 i ate carpenter ant soup i made, for fighting with my parents, they called the cops when i was 7 or 8 years of age
i lived on martin street in rincon heights in an apartment, my parents are still high, i lived next to the water department
i jumped off the roof of my house into a swimming pool when i was 8, then we moved
when i was 9 a girl touched my crotch in the library of the school

as young as 10 i fought somebody 
when i was 11 me and Luthor met in speech therapy, the start of years of trolling and other things
in middle school i was the kid who would try to run out of the school, i got in trouble for pocket knives
i had a gardening class i really liked

when i was 12 i was browsing the deep web and accidentally saw CP
when i was 12 my scoliosis was crippling
when i was 12 i had no stability, my life was affected by things that shouldn't happen to nobody
i was a pre-teen browsing the web, i was on Omegle and Minecraft, on discord sharing shock content and e-dating
i was really 6 or 7 and decided to call myself Desert_Bunny

in 6th grade, i met a middle school bully getting held back at 14
called him bagel boy cause he tried to throw a bagel at me or something
Mansfield middle school, i got suspended for hurting the arm of a teachers assistant, took the rest of the schoolyear off and switched to paulo friere freedom school university
people around me would have sex and take drugs like Adderall in the school bathrooms, i met kids without parents, in middle school things were crazy
when i was 13 i stole and smoked my parents weed, did that a few times until i was 16

when i was 14 i tried to kill myself during the quarantine, i was barely friends with anybody
when i was 15 i could barely speak, yet i was reading Chomsky
when i was 16 i was so high yet still trying to read
the answer to hustling the streets is that we should start a revolution because its capitalism's fault were all in poverty
yeah, it was inevitable i would end up on the streets
at one point a house caught fire down the street, then an abandoned elementary

eucalyptus leaves

MINECRAFT BASE UNDER THE SEA
GRIEFING PEOPLE ON 8B8T
KILLING PEOPLE ON A GAMING PC
PEOPLE ARE POSTING BEASTIALITY
SOME GUY IS E-DATING A PRE-TEEN
we exposed the server owner and got him arrested and sent to the psychward for being a creep
fighting internet pedophiles when i was 14
some guy hacked my computer, then befriended me

every night i was having vivid dreams
every night their were dogs barking
to some people im nobody to some people im nothing
some people never care, some people never see
i remember my situation it was part of my reality
my own mother went crazy, and now im high all week
sometimes i cant sleep, i feel like a dying junkie
say something was what they told me

grand theft minecart, mineplex, hypixel, minetexas was mean
i remember the people on 27th, kids with bb guns named Johnathan and Jeremy
this one guy with metal implants who smoked cigarettes, had 3 chihuahuas, named Anthony
i remember Brian, next door neighbor who was an opiate addict and his mom Debbie, i hope he survived the streets
i remember my rabbit midnight, i remember how i was living
i remember the neighbors kittens at 3 weeks
i remember a guy who would cut himself and smoke meth named itsyoungdaddy who would ride bikes, i remember this one girl and we were roleplaying
i remember listening to xxxtentacion and random youtube songs, i remember xv23, all not too long after lil peep made cry-baby

i remember 3b3t
i remember 4b4t
i remember 2b2t
i remember rushers vs veterans, sato88, jared2013, fitmc
i remember anarchy.pw, i remember 9b9t
i remember 6b6t, i remember 8b8t
i remember the freakingpeter voice leak
i remember 9b6t
i remember 10b10t
i remember 11b11t
i remember 12b12t
i remember 15b15t
im an oldfag now, i remember cloud anarchy
i even remember 20b20t
i have over 100 games in my steam library

i remember trolling uniquegeese
i remember c02nature raging, i remember the gagey clique
i remember frankies quest, im glad i doxxed frankie 
i play 5b5t, 2b2tpvp and crystalpvp.cc
i remember all the clients and spent money
i remember the raids, i remember Jamie
i remember my mothers antics, her manipulation and gaslighting
i remember my parents always hovering, embarrassing
i remember my best friend luthors family, i remember my clothing
i remember when i didn't have clothing, i even remember my bedsheets
i remember the neighbors across the alley playing music, AND I REMEMBER THE DISCORD GC's
i remember so much, no one knows, i cant explain everything

like the drugs, the trolling is addicting, all my life ive used technology
even on Minecraft i was a OG, it really does feel like im punished for not uploading
and red_cloak compared himself to p-diddy, noah Richard ivy really thought i would tell him where to buy more drugs, hes a creep
sometimes were playing, and sometimes were gaming, i remember the doxing and hacking, threats, harassment, cyberbullying, got real into it around 12 to 14
i remember when i was 13 smoking weed in the VC with faraday, panicking when he joked about calling the cops on me for stealing my parents weed
i was a crazy kid, the joker from a bad family, i remember my note in the special ed corner discord server when i  tried to hang myself at 14
we would photoshop, hack, and cyberbully

and i remember my innocence...
we were just kids...
and i remember my innocence...
we were just kids...
and i remember my innocence...
we were just kids...

MD POPE, im the most disturbed
MD POPE, i feel like the worst
my eyes hurt, my eyes hurt

8B8T

i hope someone assassinates Putin
some of the jews now have swastika tattoos
Ukrainian soldiers too
bring an end to all hierarchical government
Zelensky sucks the dick of the west
20 dollar loaf of bread
millions of people a year unfed

keep in mind, it doesn't got to rhyme
the planets dying and were running out of time
keep in mind, it doesn't got to rhyme
the planets dying and were running out of time

I'm sorry for some of the people i hurt when i was a kid
but ill never be sorry for dissing capitalism
Nestor Makno crossdresser, federation of anarchist syndicates
did you think we were only talking about a revolution?
united states? most these nation-states are fascist
I'm so tired of this, most of the population is impoverished
these secret society elite just care about conquest
i swear i hate almost everywhere on this planet

burn down the European parliaments
shout out to my homies in developing and conflicted nations
topple the CCP, Chinese state dictatorship government
the kuomintang is fascist, i hate indoctrination, I'm glad I'm uneducated
government kills kids when the black panthers fed school children
most of you haven't volunteered in a kitchen yet, let me say it again
most of you haven't volunteered in a kitchen yet

keep in mind, it doesn't got to rhyme
the planets dying and were running out of time
I'm not paying the bills, and my house has mice
technology in its prime, what are you gonna do when the Congo bombs yo line
selling weed in Goma to survive, selling weed in Goma to survive
strangle those dictators with a powerline, child soldier killed with a hatchet live
straight from the library on the wired, the liberty trees expired
i dont even want to live the rapper lifestyle, i like my life quiet
and its looking like watchdogs legion in the British isles

OIL TANKER PIRATE, OIL TANKER PIRATE, OIL TANKER PIRATE
CHAIN OF BULLETS! CHAIN OF BULLETS! CHAIN OF BULLETS!

IBOGAINE! IBOGAINE! IBOGAINE!
IBOGAINE! IBOGAINE! IBOGAINE!
IBOGAINE! IBOGAINE! IBOGAINE!
GIN AND COCAINE!
GIN AND COCAINE!
GIN AND COCAINE!

i hope someone assassinates Putin
some of the jews now have swastika tattoos
Ukrainian soldiers too
bring an end to all hierarchical government
pussy's in drought and the war caused a drought, Slavic gay porn not fucking bitches
20 dollar loaf of bread
I'm not paying taxes, most of these fakes arent ready to shoot a billionaire yet
AND THE DEEP WEB PLUGS ARE SELLING DIY ESTROGEN
I'm non-binary, shout out to transmascs and transfems

COMPTON WITH LAZER GUNS IN A VESPA ARRESTING THE FATTEST MAN ON EARTH FOR TRYING TO BREAK INTO THE HOT CHEETO CASKET

entropic struggle
were living in the fallout 4 jungle

bread

I've been up for awhile
I'm high
and I'm trying to hack a website
i cant sleep right
I'm going nowhere with my life
i just keep seeing footage of Israel vs Palestine
I'm doxing and hacking people online
across the globe, you can see it all live, they are killing more kids each night

i keep thinking about you and trying to make my music and i just feel so restless
stuck in school all day, there's people getting killed in the west bank, 
they are putting people in concentration camps, and we never concentrated, 
never really cut off the people we agreed we hated, never built a stable friendship, only talked about pain

you kept going back to him
and i know you aren't listening
sold to you from a bottle of pills
i bottled up my opinions until i blew up like nitroglycerin
it's Zionism
you kept going back to him
and i know you aren't listening
sold to you from a bottle of pills
i bottled up my opinions until i blew up like nitroglycerin
it's Zionism
you kept going back to him
and i know you aren't listening
sold to you from a bottle of pills
i bottled up my opinions until i blew up like nitroglycerin
it's Zionism
you should've known I'm not going to get along with people i disagree with

none of them really cared about anything
we all spent our time getting high self-destructing
they never faced reality, they remain like monsters in my dreams
selfish and narcissistic, they never heard me when i would speak
both here and in Gaza, life is difficult on the streets
victim blaming, victim blaming, victim blaming

none of them really cared about anything
we all spent our time getting high self-destructing
they never faced reality, they remain like monsters in my dreams
selfish and narcissistic, they never heard me when i would speak
both here and in Gaza, life is difficult on the streets
victim blaming, victim blaming, victim blaming

everyday we were hustling, everyday we were struggling
no one cared anyway what i was saying
they saw me as a freak, they saw me as a creep, hypocrites, to them i was nothing
i stood up for myself and you all just ran away from me
both here and in Gaza, life is difficult on the streets
free Palestine, and i wish you were free, i wish you weren't always going crazy
and it was sudden, like in Sudan, you were gone suddenly

ONE, TWO, MUSHROOM HOUSE!
ONE, TWO, MUSHROOM HOUSE!
ONE, TWO, MUSHROOM HOUSE!
Disney discriminates!
imagine Bambi dying in Syria! timber sycamore!

Israel VS Palestine (ft: Sjnez) (Restless/Samuel & Daniel)

i remember the old days
and then there was pain
and i thought id never be the same
back then i was capable 
back then i was sane
no responsibilities, no pain
always making more gains
back when i was hidden from reality
before i had a brain
i am still nostalgic for former days

i finally catch a break
i remember how i felt in those days
and i am no longer in pain
but now that i am sane
i start to miss the pain
why is it painful...
to hide from the pain...
why is it painful...
to feel sane...
i am still nostalgic for former days

i miss my depression
i miss my anxiety
i know its still there 
i want to return to suffering
i must not keep looking at the past behind me

LOST IN THE PAST
I THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE A BLAST
I FEEL A LACK OF PAIN
AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE
I NEED TO FEEL SUFFERING
TO BALANCE MY REALITY
I NEED A CALAMITY
TO SNAP ME BACK TO NORMALCY
I HATE FEELING AT PEACE

you
cant
keep
doing
this
to
me
lost
in
past
realities...
i hate feeling at peace
i crave my own suffering
i hate feeling at peace
i crave my own suffering
i hate feeling at peace
i crave my own suffering

bus evacuation drill

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