I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help, 
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror	
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry


I've been saying sorry many times 
everyday i've said it
Muthafuckas like Okay, I get it
Matter fact I should say, forget it.

But the Pain I let it. Build inside 
I shake I kept it
distance it away from you, so I say I'm cool
but the hate imbedded

Inside my soul and frame regret it
Shame on me, shame I let in
Can't forget it, My drunk
nights in the tank again I bet it

Yes I've said it, Cussed them out
End up shredded, I don't get it
they said don't sweat it but instead
I'm left with a mess that won't stop spreading

I remember I was a liar I'm shifty
When I was working I'd stir up
and slur they fire me quickly
 
Wouldn't stop drinking and rapping
Some of that desire was in me
Dreaming to work full time
at rap 9-5 retire at fifty

Couldn't hold it steady,
Had an exit plan every moment I'm ready
Suicide on my mind
always feeling broken and heavy

I got some Scotch in my bottle, 
I pray to god I'm in sorrow
Lookin for a way out
and If I go
I ain't saying sorry tomorrow
but then

I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help, 
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror	
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry

Can;t complain about the way I live 
Don't give a fuck about the life I had
Got a daughter who's my life
Motherfucker don't compare me I'm nothing like my dad

No, Everday it would keep me mad
Who could do that leave and plan out,
another fucking life
like I didn't matter bitch you could be a man

I can't imagine life
without my daughter being close or near
Now you wanna start talking
Keep walking you've been a fucking ghost for years

Holding tears, I've done
what I can with no one here,
Slamming broken beers,
Left it all behind to be sober clear

You won't be at her birthday
Her first play, Not trying to make
you feel bad in the worst way,
but you deserve nothing but dirt, eh

From me, You think I'm here
playing around just being funny?
Tuck in a few grand in my pocket
expecting to meet her and keep your money?

I wouldn't let you see a picture
when you see me with her
I hope you get a shiver
Of the day you leaving quitter

when I was little
I expected a father figure
Problem with ya, Now
You'll be fucking sorry when my daughter bigger
Saying..

I've looked in the mirror, There's nobody near
Thinking I could do without help, 
I'm apologizing to myself, I'm saying I'm sorry..
Maybe you are me? I've looked in the mirror	
Here's my sorry and theres nobody near
Take my sorry, I need you to listen you need to
Feel my sorry?
Here's my sorry..
I'm sorry

I'm Sorry (2013) FREE DOWNLOAD

MADPoets - I'll Melt With You

Produced by Unda Preshur. I made this song in like 3 hours.

Verse `1

Somedays I feel I wanna slit my wrists and split
23 years old just a kid
Ain't the only one sick of shit
Somebody help me fix this quick
Get me outta here flip the script
Wake up in a motherfucking sweat
grabbing my head like god damn get a grip
Same old day just different shit
Or same old shit just a diferent day
Can't complain its just the way
That shit be for me I'll get a break
Sleep and wake up 
Go to work and look at my paystub
Clocked in 58 hours
Minimum wage And all of my cheque is ate up
Paid my rent and internet 
bought my food and I paid my cell
Ima muthafucking grown up now baby
But it feel like I'm a slave in hell
End of the day im tired as fuck and I got no time for music
My rhymes are useless
If you asked me why
Couldn't tell you like why I do this
Maybe I just need you to hear
Maybe we can shoot pool or beers,
but I been sober for 2 months
What did I do to get to me through these years
Headphones On
and Im gone mustve been the music
going through these ears
And yours.
I'd be lying if I told you
I'm too cool for tears

Hook

I Wonder what I could do
What is there to say
I feel just like you
All I feel is pain 
Do you feel like me sometimes
What is it I crave
why am I alive
How do I spend my days

Verse 2

There's this girl I like
But I try to stay away from her
Ever have a heart break it hurts
Dont really wanna say these words
I could hit her up, but what
if I fall to hard and I make it worse
Deep inside I wish she could
be the one to try, and make me hers
Like why would a girl just want me?
Would she wanna keep me if she got me?
When we in bed would she keep going?
Kissing and touching would she stop me?
Spend my days lonely ugly
Always stressing over money
Work all day When I get back
Wish she could be the one to hold me hug me
Tell me its okay everythings allright
And I don't need to stress
When im at my worst
She could be the one to be my best
Cause I feel like drinking when the days over
I just wanna buy captain morgan and a bottle
of coke, Some days its Getting hard me to stay sober
maybe she is just as fucked as me
Living in our hells stuck with me
Maybe she been through some shit
Seen some shit as rough as me
Maybe I'm thinking to much
Maybe not enough it all depends
I can only imagine how
I dunno how this all ends



Spend My Days - LYRICS AVAILABLE 2014

Wickid- Her Song

Produced by Strong Symphony

Verse 1

Bottle of Jim Beam sit beside it
What am I thinking its decided
Drifting silent, I Feel like shit
right now I'm sick of crying

Cant get out of bed and make it
but it's 4 pm I'm breaking
What if I wasnt drinking that night
Hit him up and did my best to save him

And the rope is gripping,
I dont wanna be left alone I'm slipping
I don't wanna post this up, but
I'm gonna bet you right no one listens

Havent been out my house in weeks
Sit at my desk I'm sprouting weeds
ima do something today
Ima go out but i slouch on the couch and sleep

Remember when you call me from jail, 
you didn't want no bail, said you'd do
your time didn't want no help
I was like oh well,

I'll see you when I see,
and I still don't know when
And I was hoping we'd go out
like we used to, and I'm just coping
Picking myself up I was broken

I spent that night by myself 
I was sippin' liqour
Wish I could do it different
And be the friend who would listen

I've had times where I felt like you
I've felt the same
helpless pain, Maybe we'll see 
each other one day

Hook

I always wonder why
You did what you did that night 
(I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
My friend

I always wonder why
You did what you did that night 
(I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
Untill then

Verse 2

Must've wrote this song a thousand times
Must've wrote a thousand rhymes
All I could do was break down
Like damn here I go again and drown the lines

Had a talk with some people
And they told me to go ahead and cry
There ain't no shame in it, 
Put the pain in it, You're alive

and they Told me to make sure don't be alone
Have somebody there for you
Somebody who can take your tears
It's okay somebody who would care with you

That somebodys gone now its just me,
Feel like it's all history
Specifically, I got nobody
Except for a tall glass whiskey drink

You must've been so exhausted
if All you wanted to do was stop it
I don't blame you I'd be lying 
if I said I never thought it

You saw it as a way to escape
I was deep in liqour at the time
you could have vacationed for days

My place was always open 
and you were welcome to stay
I had a couple of a bottles
you could of helped me decay

Haha, Damn, Grandma helping me pray
I don't believe it
but I hope that I could see you one day

Hook

I always wonder why
You did what you did that night (I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
my friend

I always wonder why
You did what you did that night (I could've helped)
Maybe one day I'll see you again
Untill then


My Friend [2015] Free Download Lyrics

Verse 1

I know some people feel the same as me
Wanting somebody around but its just the way it be
Somedays I'm afraid to see
So many graves and many names from a to z

Like god I seen so many
I know people who lost their mom they
Not even in their twenties
Like nobody is ever ready
As I'm getting older I feel like My Heart is Getting heavy

If you ask me none of them see
None of them feel No more pain Must be fun to be free
But I ain't one to believe
I hear of people dying Damn he was Younger then me

You can cry when you hoping no one round
I saved a couple voicemails Focused on the sound
Feel like Im hopeless when I'm down
Life is fun until casket go into the ground


Hook

This for everybody dead and gone
Who went down that road
I still see my friends 
in my dreams can you visit again

Everybodys dead and gone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
Why'd you go

Verse 2

I can still picture your mommas crys
You and many others that I want alive
Im tearing up as I try to write 
Breaking down at night and I still remember feeling like I wanna die

You the kinda guy to tease me for it
Kind of ironic how I want you to be here for me
I seen so many faces, Always said soon as
I took off with the rap dawg we was going places

I couldnt do a verse, You have no idea 
how hard it is to put this into words
But I do it till it works, Heavy into drinking
now Call me stupid and beserk

But If I went I know you'd do the same
Act like I'm around and a least you'd have my music eh
Where you at whos to say
And I know you'd tell me to keep rapping you could use the pain

Hook

This for everybody dead and gone
Who went down that road
I still see my friends 
in my dreams can you visit again

everybodys dead and gone
I'm so alone
I'm so alone
Please tell me
Why'd you go

Unda Preshur - Dead And Gone

Produced by Tunna Beatz and Jurrivh

Verse 1

Sometimes Im thinking what to write
So fuck it I'm drinking tonight
Call me an alcoholic, Man fuck you for judging me
Like I get it I'm nothing I'm something you never wanna be

Like I didnt already know that
 
So don't hold back, Tell me how you really feel
Least I know that your for real, I'll still
post a picture of whiskey, Wicked mixtures I'm tipsy
Cry about how i never respond to my messages
like "I get it your busy", (Nope)

I wake up at seven with A coffee and I sit alone
Then I get ready for work around 4 I'm getting home
Then I read or watch tv until I'm ready to sleep, 
Stay up until 2 am until my eyes to heavy to see

6 days a week, I've been to college
I've done my school shit
When you want to say I aint do shit
Too much at stake Keep it moving
When you wanna judge tell me what you done
I swear to god...

Hook 

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm worth the pain
A story with words to change
To show me they hurt the same

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm not as bad as they say
To pick me up when I happen to cave
To tell me not to scatter my brains

Verse 2

Robot brain and broken hearts
Drunken nights and sober starts
I hate this distance shit
when we feel like were worlds apart

I feel like nobody understand me
Like really Cant be around me and stand me
just wanna be happy..

I stress over money an about the debt im in
And about how I cant keep the friends im with
About these girls and how im 
like ima end this shit

and I stop texting and I stop sending messages
after the sex I'm like the second she jet
I'm stepping to ex the chick

I say I got you and I'll talk to you later
but when she message me, I go back to a stranger
Whiskey and coke as a chaser.
Said it before I feel like Im dancing on razors

Hook 

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm worth the pain
A story with words to change
To show me they hurt the same

I feel like I'm waiting for someone
To show me I'm not as bad as they say
To pick me up when I happen to cave
To tell me not to scatter my brains

Unda Preshur - Waiting For Someone

Verse 1

I don't mean to ignore you
I could go on about my day, but I would
feel like I would bore you
Never think Ima tryna short you
Its just who I am so here I go
writing this for you

I can never keep the conversation going
So I stop responding Dont think
I wouldn't stop and stay for no one
Hope I'm still a friend to you
and If I offended you
Thats my bad, Cause I still cherish
all the time spent with you

I was never a good bud, a good friend
As I look back and look then And look now? 
I wouldnt stand for it
Neither should you cause if I was you
Man I'd be putting my foot down
Why am I like this way?
How hard is it to say hey?

and How you doing every couple of weeks
cause if I kept tryna reach out
It'd be hard for me to stay sane
Inside so much ima gain weight
Maybe its cause I dont trust anybody
So I feel like I always gotta 
be in a safe place,

Always bailing out
on plans, I'ma fucking flake...

Always bailing out
on dates, I'ma fucking flake...

Always bailing outta space
I'ma fucking flake...

Hook

i think im better off alone
Everybody wanna chill but I just wanna stay home
Better off turning off my phone
I'm sorry to everyone, 
Feeling like were over
For everyone who's reaching out, 
Then I said no words
I know I'm a loner

Verse 2

All I wanna do is go to work
Come home to my baby girl
Wishing I was holding her
Suffering from loneliness
know it hurt, if It wasnt
for my music man I'd go beserk

and I Feel like I have 
nobody to talk to
Feel like Im travelling 
a path where nobody want you
Feeling like I'm bugging 
everybody that I speak to
Feeling like I need you

So I catch the next 
bus to the liqour store
Finish a bottle off 
to the bar gimme more
Walking home while I reek 
of whiskey drunk in tears alone
Shake it off 
lemme buzz lemme soar

Feeling like my back is 
carrying a heavy sword
Or a 200 pound violin that 
still keep on playing a steady chord

Boo fucking hoo

I prefer to be alone 
all the lights off
closing all the 
curtains to my home,
Playing netflix in the 
dark until a certain episode
Then I go to bed until I 
wake for work an then I go

Waiting for the 
purpose in my life 
until my beautiful daughter
my baby girl is by my side
Always worry bout her 
every night, like is she good
is her belly full? I'm 
concerned to put this into light..

Hook

i think im better off alone
Everybody wanna chill but I just wanna stay home
Better off turning off my phone
I'm sorry to everyone, 
Feeling like were over
For everyone who's reaching out, 
Then I said no words
I know I'm a loner

Unda Preshur - Loner

You ain't the only one
sending her a message
No, you aint the only one
You ain't the only one
That shes texting
No, You ain't the only one

I don't want you
I don't want you
Cause of the shit that you do
I don't want you
I don't want you
Cause of the shit that you do

I Seen her inject it
How come I didn't leave at that second
Musta been feeling affection
Oh god I was so down for you
Treating me wreckless

Never thought about cheating 
I'm breathless
I was an open book you 
can be reading my message
Like god damn, was I the 
only one giving it my effort?

Remember talking about marriage
Brag about the ring 
and how often you would wear it --
How could I be so loving and caring
Telling me I'm the only one
and you would promise and you'd swear it

Like what the fuck I must miss you
I got trust issues, Like --- how could I 
put in what I got when I put in with you, 
and I'm talking about all my love with chu

Lemme switch it up, Lemme rap about my self
Hear me now hear me now like you give a fuck
Tell me what could a lie do to you? 
Round your mind like a hula hoop, 

When I say good night beautiful
could it be you could it mean you? 
Maybe Another I find suitable
Look at me spitting cyanide killing you, 
Baby bye bye maybe I'm not into you..

Look at you as you ride by, 
Like Oh my god I Wanna slide right next to you 
If I die when you dip me in a low tide 
of hydrochloric iodide I'm pretty cool

You ain't the only one
sending her a message
No, you aint the only one
You ain't the only one
That shes texting
No, You ain't the only one

I don't want you
I don't want you
Cause of the shit that you do
I don't want you
I don't want you
Cause of the shit that you do

I'm so selfish, so selfish.. Yeah
Just looking for somebody 
to spend some time in hell with..

Unda Preshur - I Don't Want You

Ill Citizens Entertainment 2012 - The Self Titled Mixtape - 7/19/12
*Track 9* "This Is Hip-Hop" - Maximum, Chaotic & Dominance

This Is Hip Hop - Ill Citizens

Forget the drama, and all the lies
Never sign on, the dotted line
Already on top. I'm mountain high
Never sign on, the dotted line

Started from the bottom working on this with no skill,
Never gave up so still, For real, Ho chill,
I was all about the words and the dope feel
No pills, So Ill, It's like your picture is on the shelf here
How long? 12 years, It was hard work and I never needed your help yeah
Letting go of the wheel, Am I real? a ghost disappearing
How do you cope with no soul when you would know if you're near it
I'm so dope but Oh no, you got a whole different hearing
Drunk driving on a road when there's nobody steering
You should of ducked and ran
I keep thinking this is something planned
I should of ducked and ran
I keep giving you my all and all I get is nothing back
Like what the fuck is that, 

Forget the drama, and all the lies
Never sign on, the dotted line
Already on top. I'm mountain high
Never sign on, the dotted line

So Still 2020

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My Friend [2015] Free Download Lyrics

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