EP: Creep

Let me fall again, I’m used to pain,
rain feels holy when it hits my veins.
Broke apart just to start again,
lost my faith, but I found my name.

Light beams cut through my chest,
I died once just to learn what’s next.
Tears made roots where my soul was weak,
now I rise from the pain I seek.

Late night city glow, heart in rewind,
love still bleeds through a shattered mind.
I don’t chase fame — I chase my peace,
cry in code, then I find release.

Mirrors whisper “you still the kid,”
same old scars, but I flipped that script.
Wept through fire, but I learned to live,
gave my hurt what I couldn’t give.

Still the kid with the pain 
turned my wounds into holy rain.
I can fall, but I rise again,
every loss just carved my name.

Let me weep, let me love, let me break,
let me drown in the hearts I fake.
Every tear builds a world I make,
every ghost that I face, I take.

I kissed my fears in the mirror’s glass,
watched my past fade out too fast.
Every lie I told was truth in disguise,
every cry was a step to rise.

Love hurts soft, but it cuts so deep,
I bled slow just to learn to keep.
What’s gone ain’t gone — it just breathes in me,
a quiet storm that sets me free.

Still the kid with the pain 
I wept through loss and I loved through rain.
Ashes fall, but I rise again,
turn my grief into holy flame.

I loved too hard, now I bleed in gold,
turn my heartache into stories told.
Every “why” became something bold,
I was lost, but I broke the mold.

Now I’m light and I’m dirt, I’m both divine,
a sinner in love, but the fault’s still mine.
Every tear’s a note in time,
every scar a reason I still climb.

I learned that love’s not soft, it’s raw,
you fall apart just to stand in awe.
You die each day just to feel alive,
reborn again when your heart survives.

So let me fall, and let me cry,
let me live till I don’t ask why.
Let me love till my soul runs dry,

let me rise — even if I die
let me rise — even if I die

VØIDEX - Outrun Past (prod. metlast)

rain on my face, same night, same pain,
smoke in my lungs, can’t feel my name.
mirror cracked, still shows your frame,
lost that high — never felt the same.

posters on the wall start to fade with me,
ash in my cup, that’s my rosary.
she left her scent in my white tee,
now every breath feels like codeine sleep.

half-lit room and the floorboards creak,
ghosts in my mind don’t let me breathe.
flick the light, see the dust all bleed,
I’m the wound that refuses to leave.

so I write on my skin when the ink runs out,
every scar a note that I can’t sing loud.
I don’t need no crowd, just the reverb’s sound,
and the pain that keeps me underground.

i still hear you when the bassline drops,
same damn pain when the daylight stops.
clap hits soft, feels like your touch,
if love was a drug — i took too much.

i still hear you in my half-dead dreams,
ink runs black through the space between.
crash my mind till the silence screams,
if pain’s my church — i’ll pray unseen.

eyelids heavy, can’t see the sun,
every joy I chase turns into none.
bleached-out hair, I can’t outrun,
the version of me that I’ve become.

smoke out the truth, light up the grief,
heart on the table, but it’s missing a beat.
I talk to my demons, they talk to me,
they say: “you’re free, but i‘ll never be.”

phone light flickers, no text to send,
just my playlist playin’ till it ends.
I let the melody cut, I don’t pretend,
I’m addicted to loss — that’s how I mend.

i still hear you when the bassline drops,
same damn pain when the daylight stops.
clap hits soft, feels like your touch,
if love was a drug — i took too much.

i still hear you in my half-dead dreams,
ink runs black through the space between.
crash my mind till the silence screams,
if pain’s my church — i’ll pray unseen.

maybe you’re gone, maybe I’m blind,
maybe that’s fine, I’m not aligned.
another crash, another night,
another ghost I let inside.

mirror talk, I lose my face,
blurred out lines, I lost my grace.
ain’t no home, just empty space,
love’s a wound I still embrace.

yeah, rain on my face, still feels like glass,
I keep my pain where the angels pass.
no sleep, no faith, no path,
just your name carved in the aftermath.

VØIDEX - Creep (prod. xenshel)

you see me drownin’ in my past life,
tried to escape a million times.
every wound just learned to act right,
every sin got paid in half lies.

mirror talk — I fade inside,
ghosts still whisper lullabies.
heart in code, can’t overwrite,
I bleed in loops, still pixel-cry.

lost in the memories, can’t hide it,
filled with the pain, I’m gettin’ right.
when my words start cuttin’ like knives,
truth uploads, and the fear goes live.

stuck between the wires and the mind,
searchin’ for a soul they’ll never find.
glitch in my pulse, time to redesign,
god made pain — I made it rhyme.

screens bleed static when I close my eyes,
see my past like a parasite.
data drips from the neon sky,
heaven’s offline, I’m still alive.

burnt-out dreams in electric veins,
angels coded but lost their names.
I feed on echoes, not on praise,
love’s just malware in my brain.

i’ve been lost inside the noise,
found a voice in broken toys.
every tear became my choice,
i turned my pain into poise.

all that hurt still hums in light,
fades to gold in sleepless nights.
if i fall — i’ll fall in sight,
learned to break, but i still ignite.

mirror talk — I fade inside,
ghosts still whisper lullabies.
heart in code, can’t overwrite,
I bleed in loops, still pixel-cry.

run through static, burn in white,
every scar reflects the light.
god made pain — I made it rhyme,
now I breathe through endless lines.

run through the static, I still shine,
born again in the data line.
faith reloads, I realign —
I’m the ghost that learned to write.

VØIDEX - Confident (prod. metlast)

Repair (w/ Bexey)

Watch (w/ Bexey)

Poison (w/ Bexey)

Shelter (w/ Bexey)

still the kid inside, just colder.  
same bold heart, just older.  
I don’t talk, I just shoulder —  
everything I couldn’t show her.  

they said time would heal my brain,  
but all it did was freeze the pain.  
I woke up just to feel the same,  
ain’t slept in weeks, I forgot my name.  

i see friends change, I fade inside,  
laugh in rooms where I used to cry.  
mask on face, but I can’t hide,  
these scars don’t fade, they multiply.  

I’ve been tryin’ not to fall again,  
but it’s me against my heart again.  
every beat just drips with sin,  
I breathe you out, you breathe me in.  

yeah, I’m still here — still bleedin’ slow,  
can’t let go, but I let it show.  
all my love turned into smoke,  
I’m the flame they’ll never know.  

I’m still here — still on my own,  
empty house, but I call it home.  
every song I drop’s a bone,  
to the pain that made me grow.  

scroll through ghosts, they all look fine,  
but none of them got peace inside.  
postin’ smiles to hide the fight,  
they don’t show what’s left at night.  

I lost my soul, but kept me drive,  
turned heartbreak to overdrive.  
every tear I let survive,  
became the fuel that kept me alive.  

I don’t wanna fake no love,  
I just need a little trust.  
I’ve been numb from all that stuff,  
but I still feel too much.  

and if I fade before the light,  
please don’t pray, I’m alright.

I’m not gone, I’m just outta sight —  
still fightin’ for what’s inside.  

yeah, I’m still here — still bleedin’ slow,  
can’t let go, but I let it show.  
all my love turned into smoke,  
I’m the flame they’ll never know.  

yeah, I’m still here — still on my own,  
empty house, but I call it home.  
every song I drop’s a bone,  
to the pain that made me grow.  

yeah… I’m still here.  
not fixed, just clear.  
every fall, every tear —  
made me VØID, made me real. 

system failed, but I remain —  
still VØID, still insane.  

ain’t heaven, ain’t flame,  
I’m the code that learned my name.  

static fades, I hear my heart,  
beats in binary, torn apart. 

I don’t run from the scars I made,  
I live inside the mess I saved.  
every fall became awake,  
every lie I let reshape. 

now the void repeats my name —  
and I smile inside the pain.

VØIDEX - Awake (prod. Flower)

I’ve been falling,
don’t know where I land.
Same old story,
fate slips through my hands.

Eyes wide open,
still I fade inside —
I keep dying slow,
but it feels alive.

Cold floor, heartbeats echo slow,
smoke on my breath, nowhere to go.
Every touch feels far from real,
love just hurts the more you heal.

Midnight silence, my only friend,
dreams replay but they never mend.
I wear my scars like stolen gold,
they tell me truth when I can’t unfold.

And I’ve seen faces drift through time,
voices fade but they stay in mind.
If I close my eyes, I still can hear
every word you left in fear.

The nights don’t end, they just fading through,
every dawn still smells like you.
The city hum like it always knew
the pain I hide when I’m passing through.

I light my smoke just to feel the burn,
watch my world take another turn.
Every loss became my sound,
every tear just hits the ground.

Time drips soft from a cracked glass heart,
we fall apart just to call it art.
Don’t fix me now, I was built to break,
nothing left that they can take.

I see faces I used to know,
blurred in the rain where the cold winds blow.
If I fade tonight, don’t cry or call —
I’ve been gone before I fell at all.

Shadows dance where the lights grow thin,
same old wars I fight within.
Heaven closed, so I built my own,
in the dark where I feel known.

I breathe in ghosts, exhale regret,
count the lies that I can’t forget.
Every star feels out of place,
every dream just lost its face.

Streetlights hum my lullaby,
no one left to say goodbye.
Maybe peace ain’t what it seems,
just a hole between the dreams.

I’ve been falling,
don’t know where I’ll land.
Still the story,
slipping through my hands.

Eyes wide open,
but I’m blind tonight —
guess I love the fall
more than the light.

Faded jacket, cigarette burns,
I live in loops the world returns.
Every sound a piece of me,
every beat a memory.

Windows fog from the breath I waste,
time runs slow like it hates my pace.
I learned to dance with what I lost,
love and pain — the same old cost.

Light feels close but it slips away,
same old ghosts, same empty day.
Still I smile — ‘cause pain’s my home,
VØIDEX lost, but never alone.

If I fall again, don’t pull me through,
somewhere deep, I’ll think of you.
And if this heart forgets the flame,
just whisper low —
remember my name.

If I fall again, don’t pull me through,
somewhere deep, I’ll think of you.

VØIDEX - Fall Again (prod. sadface)

Heavy move in my heart when the night turns grey,
broken pain in my chest, take my breath away…


Bring me to exhaust when my lungs feel tight,
I’ve been running from the weight but it’ sticks to my life.
Pass out on the floor when the room turns grey,
mental breakdown shadows always finding their way.

Protect your feet when it’s gettin’ heavy on the path,
every step on this road feels built to collapse.
Sometimes the lines not steady when my voice gets weak,
getting crushed with the weight but I still don’t retreat.

Heavy move in my soul when the sky goes black,
I’ve been stitching up the pieces that the world pulled back.

Broken pain in my eyes when I stare too long,
but the kid in the mirror keeps telling me stay strong.

Suicidal thoughts try to drag me off track,
but I’m fighting every pull like a blade to my back.

Bring me to exhaust till my heartbeat fades,
while the smoke in my chest keeps drawing out shapes.

Pass out in the silence when the night feels numb,
mental breakdown dreams where the nightmare come.

Protect your feet when it’s gettin’ heavy in the rain,
every drop on my skin feels soaked in my pain.

Sometimes the lines not steady when I talk to the moon,
getting crushed with the weight but I won’t die soon.
Heavy move in my blood when I breathe too slow, 
broken pain in my grin but I don’t let it show.

I’ve been walking through the cold with a mind that shakes,
suicidal thoughts hidden deep in the breaks.
Bring me to exhaust till I can’t stand straight,
but I rise from the fall with the scars I create.

Pass out in the dark when the fear cuts deep,
mental breakdown nights when I don’t get sleep.
Protect your feet when it’s gettin’ heavy in the streets,
sometimes the lines not steady but my heart still beats.

Getting crushed with the weight but I stay on my lane,
every hit to my chest just becomes another flame.
And if the world burns out before I touch the light,
I’ll still walk through the ashes just to live one more night.

VØIDEX - Protect Youre Feet (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

Look around —
people runnin’ on routines just tryna survive.
Ain’t judgin’ nobody,
we all fightin’ just to stay alive.
So i just create my own path
and stopped movin’ on their time.

I was stuck in my head, eyes shot, mouth quiet, no light.
People walking past, 
but I held on tight.
They tryna push me in directions,
tryna shape my life,
but the silence hit different —
showed me what felt right.

They blocked a few senses,
but the rest locked in.
Saw life sharper
than I ever did.
Pressure didn’t break me,
I just learned how to sit,
’til the noise around me fades
and my vision stayed lit.

Running through my thoughts like a glitch in the code,
cut the strings off my back — I don’t move when I’m told.
Had my mind on mute, now I’m breaking the mold,
every step that I take feelin’ sharper and cold.

Had my voice shut down, but the pressure woke me up,
now I move through the noise like the world can’t choke me apart.

I don’t fit in their system, it was never meant for me,
I’ve switched to the bright, but the dark still remembers my name.

Got my head locked in like a blade to the spine,
I’ve been cutting off the weight that was wasting my time.
They were pushing on my path, tryna force their design,
now I run my own route — every line, every sign.

Breathing tight, chest calm, but my thoughts run quick,
I don’t fold when it hurts, I don’t move when it hits.

Every scar that I got turned my hands into fists,
I’m the man that I built from the cracks they missed.

I don’t need validation, I don’t need their praise,
everything that I lost turned to fuel in my veins.
If they thought I’d stay quiet, that was never the case,
I’ve been rising from the pressure like a ghost out the haze.

So, I created my own path, 
no more moving on their time.

I don’t wait for no permission, every step I make is mine.
Had to cut off every pressure tryna redirect my mind,
now my focus like a weapon — everything aligns.

VØIDEX - Validation (prod. Flower)

I’ve been movin’ in mission that they never gon’ see,
kept my thoughts in the shadows, now they sharpenin’ me.
Every doubt that they threw started fallin’ off clean,
now I walk through the dark like it’s part of my routine.

Stayed quiet in the back, watched patterns unfold,
learned more from the silence than the stories they told.
Never waited for a sign, never fit in their mold,
kept my head in the fire till the pressure turned cold.

Mind locked, no shake — I don’t break when it peaks,
kept control of my pulse when the whole world tweaked.
People move for approval, always beggin’ to speak,
I just cut off the noise — now my voice runs deep.

They were grabbin’ my direction, tryna twist up my lane,

but I’m built for the detours, I adapt through the strain.

Ain’t a chain they can craft that can hold down my brain,
I stepped out of their frame — now I’m breakin’ the game.
Breath steady, pace slow, but my mind on speed,
I don’t flinch at the chaos, I just plant new seeds.

What I lost in the past came back doubled in bleed,
made a throne from the weight that they prayed I’d concede.
Pressure hit but I learned how to turn it to drive,
every hit that I took made the core stay alive.

Ain’t no fear in my chest, ain’t no shake in my stride,
if the path ain’t exist — then I carve out mine.

No fear in my chest, ain’t no shake in my stride,
if the path ain’t exist — then I carve out mine.

Cold focus in my head like a blade at the base,
steppin’ clean through the static while they drown in the chase.

Ain’t a lie they could feed that would stick to my face,
I been seein’ through the fog like I’m born for the haze.

No excuses in my pocket, no dependence on praise,
what I build with my hands stays immune to their ways.
So, If they wanted me silent, they misjudged my phase —
’cause I came out the dark with a will that stays.

I’ve been walking through the chaos like it’s part of my plan,
learned to move without emotion, keep control when I stand.

People switch for attention, try to flex for the gram,
but I built what I am with my own two hands.
Every room that I enter got a shift in the air,
every word that I say got a weight they can’t bear.

Ain’t a thing I regret, ain’t a moment I spare,
I’m the calm in the storm — stay solid, stay aware.

I cut ties with the ones who were draining my peace,
had to learn that your circle can turn into a leash.
Had to learn that your habits can turn to disease,
so I broke every cycle just to breathe and release.

If the fear didn’t kill me, then I’m built not to fall,
I’m the version of myself that they never could stall.
I don’t run from the dark, I just move through the night,
got a mind like a weapon and a soul built for fight.

Every flaw that I had turned to something that’s tight,
now the shadows in my past only sharpen my sight.
Ain’t a path they can block, ain’t a crown they can take,
I’ve been rising through the weight like my spine never breaks.

VØIDEX - Self Control (prod. VEEDY BEATS)

I’ve been locked on target, no shake in my mind,
moving clean through the pressure like it’s all by design.
Never ran from the weight, I just carried the grind —
now I step with intention, every move refined.

Kept my thoughts on track, never losing the zone,
I don’t bend for the crowd, I don’t follow the tone.
If they talk on my name, let ’em talk on their own —
I stay quiet, stay focused, ’cause my work gets shown.

I built pace from the silence, breath sharp, head straight,
didn’t rush into chances, didn’t move on their rate.
Every doubt in my back turned to something I ate —
now I’m stronger, more stable, I decide my fate.

I don’t chase validation, don’t compete for their stage,
I’ve been writing my story on a whole different page.
If they think I’m the same, they’ve been stuck in the cage —
’cause I’ve grown past the limits that they tried to gauge.

Focus stays tight even when shit hits quick,
I don’t flinch when it drops, I don’t break when it hits.
Got a calm in my chest that they still don’t get —
I’ve been building foundations they can’t unset.

If I move, then it’s final, no emotion to spare,
I’ve been shaping my circle, keeping only what’s rare.
If they step in my path, I’m already elsewhere —
I’m ahead of the moment, let ’em breathe my air.

I’ve been pacing my steps like I’m timing the scene,
never rushing for hype, never forcing a dream.
If the pressure gets heavy, I stay sharp, stay clean —
’cause I built all my habits on a disciplined lean.

I’ve been cutting distractions just to guard my drive,
got a circle so small only real ones survive.
If the vibe feels off, I don’t even reply —
I’d rather stand alone than be misaligned.

Kept my standards higher than the noise around,
didn’t flex for attention, didn’t chase any crown.
I just handled my business till the truth came out —
now they see how I move and it leaves ’em in doubt.


no more bein’ around

VØIDEX - Doubt (prod. IL IK)

„Humble“ out now ☁️⚡️

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