right in the center i feel like a big man

without u

prod ~ neverforever

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5LonluBRYFQvFwqmgJq9OO?si=bf5e4cd4d9f945e8

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/war/1823793281

our war, between us you tore us apart
and i’m still here begging for more
you’re negligent left me ignored
just walked out the door

tell me your wanting me
know that’s a lie
uncomfortable holding me
you don’t want to comply
say i’m delusional
for the last time
just use me im good you know?
so i’ll stay in line

give me sweet surrender
girl stop playing pretender
heeding relief
wore my heart on my sleeve
for, way too long

au revoir

prod ~ kiialko

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3Wn4Jef4npUgQlDhOyeHuF?si=b5b1dad8d6a34036

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/ghosts-feat-dazingoff/1823793279

you tell me you're giving up on me
and you keep on bringing up, how you want to leave
was I not enough for you?
was I just a phase you grew out of too soon?
I'm left here thinking, what we could've been
now I'm stuck rewinding, our memories again

I talk to ghosts inside my room
replaying the nights I gave to you
your silence acts louder than the truth
and I still wear the weight of losing you
I light a match just to feel some heat
but not even flames
could burn what's haunting me
your gone but your shadow never moved
and now I talk to ghosts, I talk to ghosts inside my room

I'm too far gone nobody can save me
I loved you once but u didn't see 
I caused a lot of things and it was so hard to say
you took out everything and pushed me out your way
my skin is filled up w cuts going cold running out of blood
I got no one so I talk to the walls and when I'm gone you finally get what you want

I talk to ghosts inside my room
replaying the nights I gave to you
your silence acts louder than the truth
and I still wear the weight of losing you
I light a match just to feel some heat
but not even flames
could burn what's haunting me
your gone but your shadow never moved
and now I talk to ghosts, I talk to ghosts inside my room

cocktail hour

ghosts

ghosts w/ dazingoff

prod ~ hostile

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKtf2FsnJyOMiAtwsd9k2?si=77d470dff4a74158

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/your-night/1823793278

I tried to change my ways
for you to still be the same
out here partying, clubbing, it still wont add up to nothing
I tried to stay in my lane
but you wont give me a break
why don't you tell me the truth? woah

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

you don't call, you just ghost then pop up in my mind
yeah, say you care but it's always at the worst time
fake friends gassin you up, this shit is not fine
I give you love but you give me a maybe
switch moods every week like the 80's
in not stuck anymore but I'll keep it a maybe
since I'm brand new, you keep on claiming you made me

you only hit me when you're hurting
you say it's love but it's a burden
sending mixed signals, you're uncertain
sociopathic, you're disturbing

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

I still wait for your name on my screen
hoping one day you'll mean what you mean
but every time it's a rerun scene
same words, same hurt, same in-between

don't you wanna see me at the end of your night?
but you're drunk texting, say you miss me, but it just don't feel right
say I'm the one for you but just leave me out of your sight
so who do you really love?
when the timing's right

your night

lyrics;

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life 
ive never been down so deep.
everything that you wanted to tell me
ive never had wounds that cut deep
ive never felt promises keep
When every single word would just repel me
ive never felt nights that don’t sleep
And im Buried in the ground where you left me
Buried in the ground where you left me
You left me broken, like a record on repeat
I'm dancing in the hallways, and im falling off my feet
You left me choking, on the words I couldn’t eat
Swallowed by the silence, sinking deeper in defeat
You left me hoping, for a love I’d never meet
Running through the fire, but collapsing in the heat
You left me spoken, in a language bittersweet
Tasting every memory like poison on a sheet
You left me broken, with a pulse that skips its beat
Dancing with the shadows where our hearts no longer meet
Wandering the halls where your ghosts and mine still meet
You left me speechless, with a coldness sharp and neat

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life

(prod. sickboi)

bittersweet

die for you

prod bashful

@ggyaru
locked in my room getting faded
all that I've done is feel hated
messed with my touch, my persuasion
all that I've touched has been tainted

I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

@fiestivals
they ask where I've been like they care now
but I gave them my best then I tapped-out
drown the room in my smoke, its my hideout
then I melt in the haze till I blackout

I gave them my time, my time they'll just borrow
they show up for highs, but not for the sorrow
they act oh so sweet when it's good for they're ego
it's another fake hug, one more fake hug tomorrow

@ggyaru & @fiestivals
I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

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