Voyeurist

Cycle (feat. Ghostemane)

The Place After This One

Shame

Spinning in Place

Vultures (feat. Troy Sanders)

Each thought collapses where it stands,
Like dust that slips through tired hands
I reach for meaning to fill the void,
Finding nothing, my will destroyed

The constant demands of the world I'm in
Are breaking me down but I wear a grin
I wait all day and wait all night,
Hoping one day again to feel alright

The gears churn, 
inside my head,
Syncopated clanking,
The noise won't end

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
That I must admit, 
I just don't know

Thinking and thinking, 
even when in bed,
Restless nights,
A perpetual trend

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
I admit that I...

DON'T FUCKING KNOW WHERE TO GO

WHAT TO DO

Maps unfold but the roads erase,
Every turn leads to the same damn place
Talking to myself, trying to carve my own way,
But I just take myself further astray

The constant demands of the world I'm in
Erode my resolve and get under my skin
I sleep all day and sleep all night,
Yet when I wake up I never feel alright

The clock keeps ticking, inside my head
Tick, tick, tick, every second with dread

With eyes that watch,
but never see
And ears that only hear, 
what used to be

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
That I must admit, 
I just don't know

The gravity well, 
that's inside my chest
A naked singularity, 
collapsing the rest

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
I admit that I 
don't fucking know... what to DO

WHAT TO DO

WHAT TO DOOOOOOOO

The constant demands, of the world I'm in
Are causing my fucking patience to wear thin

So it's with a heavy heart...

So it's with a heavy heart...

It's with a heavy heart... I...

I admit that I'm... FUCKING DONE!

TEAR THE WIRES OUT OF MY HEAD!
FORCE A RESET, THE SYSTEM IS DEAD!
Fuck it all, I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!
I'M A STAR EXPLODING WITH A BURNT OUT CORE!

The gears churn, 
inside my head,
Syncopated clanking,
The noise won't end

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
That I must admit, 
I just don't know

With eyes that watch,
but never see
And ears that only hear, 
what used to be

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
I admit that I...
don't fucking know

The meteors crash, 
inside my head
Craters where thoughts, 
should be instead

So it's with, 
a heavy heart
It's with... 
a heavy heart...

I ADMIT I DON'T CARE ANYMORE

Heavy Heart

[Intro]
Can’t breathe… can’t scream…
This loss is a weight breaking every seam.
I’m suffocating… suffocating from the loss.

[Verse 1]
Empty halls in my head, echoes of pain,
Every step I take drags through the rain.
Memories choke me, hands around my throat,
I’m drowning in sorrow but I’m still afloat.
Every name carved deep, scars on my soul,
They took the light and left me a hole.
I fight for a breath, but it’s fire and frost,
I’m suffocating, suffocating from the loss.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every tear feels like glass in my veins,
Every night’s a war I can’t explain.
They’re gone, but the weight’s still here,
Their shadows feed on my fear.

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating from the loss!
It’s tearing my lungs, it’s breaking the cross!
I scream but the air won’t fill my chest,
Grief is a predator, I’m its guest.
I’m suffocating from the loss!
Bleeding my soul at any cost!

[Verse 2]
Silence is screaming, it claws at my mind,
I’m running but trauma’s close behind.
I taste the dirt, I taste the pain,
A grave built inside me that calls my name.
But even in shadows, my fists still clench,
I roar through the blood, I crawl from the trench.
This grief won’t crush me, I’ll tear through its jaws,
Even suffocating, I’ll rewrite the laws.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every tear feels like glass in my veins,
Every night’s a war I can’t explain.
They’re gone, but the weight’s still here,
Their shadows feed on my fear.

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating from the loss!
It’s tearing my lungs, it’s breaking the cross!
I scream but the air won’t fill my chest,
Grief is a predator, I’m its guest.
I’m suffocating from the loss!
Bleeding my soul at any cost!

[Bridge]
Loss like chains around my throat!
Loss like fire burning my hope!
But I will not fall, I will not fade,
Even suffocating, I’ll carve my own blade!

[Final Chorus]
I’m suffocating from the loss!
But I’m still here, I won’t be tossed!
Pain is my weapon, grief is my spark,
I’ll claw my way out of this endless dark!
I’m suffocating from the loss!
But I’ll rise again, no matter the cost!

[Outro]
I can’t breathe… but I’m alive.
Suffocating from the loss…
But I survive.

Spinning in Place

Underoath

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